heres what everyone has been waiting for! BLACK MIST 2! i wanted it to be utterly perfect! i worked really hard! i will try to get wat everyone wants out of this story...i hope you all like it!

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okay for you ppl that are just gettin on this i advise you read Black Mist it will not make since if you dont. so yeah.

DISCLAMER: as much as i want it to be twilight new moon and eclips are not mine. the Cullens arent mine, nor the swans. Jessica Lauren and Angela arent mine...only Larkin Christina and Draka are mine...also BLACK MIST and Sempre E Eternita aka forever and Eternity

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vamps wife and evil genuis

Prologue

A new space between us

The wind was cold, the sky wept for Jacob Black. I was done weeping for Jacob Black. Life will only go on if you will let it. I glanced at Leah Clearwater, her black hair was matted to her face and she was bawling. Her eyes were red and puffy. She had her right hand rested on her belly. Her long black dress draped down softly scraping the green grass underneath her feet. She was humming something, it was really pretty. "they imprinted." Edward whispered.

"why didn't he tell me?" I whispered, sadly. Things had definitely changed, and not for the better.

"he didn't tell any body." he whispered back. Edward had been extra careful with me lately. With what he says and with what he does.

Edward touched my face softly, I turned towards him not bothering with a smile. He didn't, so why should I? he touched my stomach, where my holes were. He had done that a lot. It bothered me at first, but now I'm used to it. I haven't felt any emotion since I experience him dying in my arms. People told me that he died happy, but I don't believe them. "I'll meet you at home." I smiled at him, but it was forced. He kissed me softly.

I feel horrible about feeling like this, but I'm happy it was Jake instead of Edward. I'm still didn't want Jake to die, but still. Is it wrong to be happy? Happy that I am still alive, and that Edward is still alive.

I opened my eyes a Leah was face to face with me, "I hope you know that he loved you. He died because of you." her face was cold.

"I know. It will haunt me for the rest of my life, Leah I can promise you that."

"he loved me too, you know." she touched her stomach, again. "Bella, they all liked you. But I didn't. you hurt Jake, that was a dumb move." she glared at me, she started to turn away but I grabbed her forearm forcing her to turn and look at me. With a hate filled eyes.

"I know it was stupid Leah, I will regret it forever." she was gripping her stomach tightly. Then it hit me.

"can I?" she nodded, I touched her stomach and felt it. It was the greatest feeling in the world "when did you find out?"

She managed to smile, a tear rolling out of her right eye leaving a long wet streak down her cheek. "almost a month ago. I was so scared changing was going to hurt him." I gazed at her, my hand still rested on her stomach. Tears were flowing, "but I guess we'll find out wont we."

"him?" I questioned.

"yeah, we didn't know for sure but Jake said he hopes it's a him. He didn't want any girls. He said two was enough for him." she grimaced when I realized that one of those two was me. "He didn't need any more PMSing teens around to drive him crazy."

I laughed, Jake did have his hands full. "What are you going to name him, Leah?" she glanced down sitting her hand on my gently.

"Zey Jaimin Jacob Black." she smiled at the name. it was a long mouthful, but it was cute.

"what does it mean?"

"wolf, I love Jacob Black." she smiled, "that's what he is, my little piece of Jacob. My little wolfey. I hope he is never forced to change. I hope he is normal. What do you want to name your children, or are you and Edward even going to have any?" she questioned eyes narrowing. I removed my hand from her stomach.

"he cant have kids. But if I could, for a girl. I've thought about this a lot and I think I discovered a good one. Tell me what you think. Eternity Tamma Elizabeth Masen Cullen." now that I thought about it, that was a mouthful too. I giggled.

"oh and what does that mean?" I giggled.

"it means, everlasting perfect. Then Elizabeth was his mothers name Masen was his last name and Cullen is his name now. So yes. Um and for a boy I think I like Edward Gur Masen Cullen."

She eyed me, "Gur?"

I giggled, it had sounded weird when I first heard it. "its Hebrew for baby lion." I smirked. How utterly perfect. My two boys. I felt like sobbing, I could never have that.

"I don't even wanna know." she gripped her stomach.

"Leah, I wanna be friends. Since I cant have kids I want to help you with yours." I smiled warmly at her. It started pouring.

"I have a doctors appointment today, so I better go. By Bella. Thank you!" She shouted over the pouring rain, and hugged me and just as fast as she had got there she was gone. Leaving me to soak alone in the freezing rain.

I sighed, no more pretending. No use, everyone was gone. "Jake, why did you do this to me? Why did you leave me alone? Leave Leah alone, and your baby?" I stared at his grave, kicking at the dirt. The rain lightened up a bit.

"its fate." I looked around, no one was there. Oh great now I'm going insane.

"well Jake, I hate to say this but I think you dying has made me a mental case." I laughed, the wind seemed to dance around me equally as if it was laughing with me.

"you were mental before…"

I laughed, "tell me about it. Oh my god now I'm hearing voices. I think I have gone mental. I'm over the edge." I shook my head.

"you aren't crazy, Bells." I gasped, okay if I have gone insane I probably shouldn't drive home alone. It really sounded like Jacob, a airy ghostly version of Jacob, but Jacob none the least.

"I'm not?"

"noo!"

"well that's nice to know, I think." I shook my head, maybe the whole Jake thing has really gotten to me. The sun was parting from the clouds. I collapsed onto the ground stroking the dirt on his grave. I was feeling light headed.

"breath Bells.."

As the ghostly Jake instructed I exhaled. No way, well my imagine has gone a little overboard this time. Being officially insane may have its upsides, as well as downsides.

"what's wrong with me?" I wasn't asking anyone in particular.

"nothing, you're perfect." okay I am officially freaked out. I tried to shake the chills from my body. They weren't going away.

"why? Why Jake? Why did you let them do this to you?! Why?"

"Bella." I was sobbing now, I hadn't sobbed in the last week or so since Jacob had died. And now I am going insane.

"no!" I sobbed, "no Jake no!"

"come on honey, lets go home." Edward had his arm around my waist protectively. "I love you."

"I love you, too." I whispered, and I meant it.