I was running with my godfather. The most horrifying thing just happened a few minutes ago. I was to scared to do anything so I just stood there….wait maybe I should introduce myself.

My name is Draconic Dominick Dragon Bella Zachery Lucius Maya Malfoy. I have like two girls names because my mom wanted a daughter but my dad wanted a son. So my mom calls me Maya or Bella at home and my dad….he really doesn't talk to me.

Why am I running? Well, that's because…my godfather killed Albus Dumbledore. The headmaster of Hogwarts school of witch craft and wizardry. It was all a scheme created by the dark lord. I didn't want any thing to do with it but I had to make my father proud.

We ran out of the school. We weren't that far when a curse flew over our heads. I looked behind me and saw potter. I wanted to turn around but my godfather urged me forward.

The whole time we were running I asked myself another question I've been asking my self for five and a half years. The question was, who am I? I could never answer that question. But running from the law and almost killing Dumbledore brought that question back to my mind. Who am I? and what am I? not to mention what do I do? No one has ever answered that question when I first asked it.

They all laughed and said I was being silly. Am I? or am I being logical? Am I a Malfoy or a soulless vessel? Do I love and fix problems or do I hate and cause problems? No one can answer those questions.

In my first year at Hogwarts I figured I was a human that loved. Then in my second year I still believed that I was a human but I wasn't sure if I could love. In my third when I saw Granger with weasley. I was sure I could love. But in my fourth year when potter got injured by that Hungarian horntail…I figured everything I loved died or almost died. In my fifth year when my father was placed in Azkaban I wasn't sure any more what or who I was. But earlier this year I felt like a soulless vessel who couldn't think on his on. I turned my back on everything and any thing I loved. I'm not sure if I sill have it. I felled my job so most likely my mother will be killed. I don't know what to do.

Now I'm running for my life. I'll be staat my godfathers house. That's all I have and thanks to me he doesn't have anything. I don't know anything anymore. It's along way to spinners end.

Author's note: this is my first chapter. I don't normally do first person view so I thought I'd give it a try. Please read and review.