OK, PERSONALLY, I LIKE THE NEW J.B., (DON'T HATE ME!) BUT THIS SONG FIT THE STORY, SO I USED THE LYRICS AND TURNED THE STORY INTO A SONGFIC. I THINK IT TURNED OUT OK. WHAT DO YOU THINK?


NORMAL P.O.V.:

In her eyes, none of this would have happened. In her eyes, it would be her that was looking away from their embraces. In her eyes, Natsu would have chosen her, Lisanna Strauss, and not Lucy.

Everybody's laughing in my mind

Rumors spreading 'bout this other girl

Do you do what you did when you did with me?

Does she love you the way I can?

Did you forget all the plans we made with me?

'cause baby I didn't

It wasn't fair. Maybe if she hadn't been in Edolas for 2 years, it would be her who was enjoying Natsu's kisses. It wasn't her fault, though. She didn't choose to get sucked up into a parallel universe. Lisanna was forced to lie to see his happiness. She was forced to tell Lucy it was ok to go after Natsu. Lisanna wasn't stupid. She could see how much Natsu cared for the young blonde.

That should be me

Holdin' your hand

That should be me

Makin' you laugh

That should be me

This is so sad

That should be me

That should be me

That should be me

Feelin' your kiss

That should be me

Buyin' you gifts

This is so wrong

I can't go on

Till you believe that

That should be me

That should be me

Even though Lisanna smiled through the pain, she knew, that secretly, somewhere, deep in her heart, she wished Natsu would reject Lucy. Lisanna nearly broke into tears when the two announced they were dating. Never before had she seen Natsu so happy, so full of energy. She wanted to break down in front of him and ask "why? What does she have that I don't?" Instead, she sucked it up. The youngest Strauss sibling could cry later, right now, she needed out. She smiled through it all, and went up to the new couple congratulating them. There was something in Lucy's smile that said that she knew Lisanna was hurting, but she just couldn't bring herself to admit that she was hurting her nakama, or that she would continue to hurt her, as long as she had Natsu's love.

You said you needed a little time

For my mistakes

It's funny how you used that time

To have me replaced

But did you think I wouldn't see you out at the movies

What you doin' to me

You're takin' her where we used to go

Now if you're tryin to break my heart

It's workin 'cause you know that

That should be me

That should be me

Holdin' your hand

That should be me

Makin' you laugh

That should be me

This is so sad

That should be me

That should be me

That should be me

Feelin' your kiss

That should be me

Buyin' you gifts

This is so wrong

I can't go on

Till you believe that

That should be me

Lisanna couldn't understand. When they were little kids, it wasn't just a game to her. It was her dream. It was what she wanted. It should be her who was going out with Natsu, the white haired girl continued thinking. She was the first one who Natsu talked to about Igneel. It had been she who had helped raise happy. It had always been Lisanna. So if it was always me, Lisanna thought, shouldn't i fight for me and Natsu? For us to be together like we were mean to be?

I need to know, should I fight for love or disarm

It's getting harder to shield

The pain in my heart

The next day Lisanna was stepping into Natsu and Happy's shack. When she walked in, she had expected to have trouble with the door because of old age and things on the floor, but the take-over mage was taken by surprise. The door had been changed, and it looked brand new, the floor was clean, and she had no problem stepping inside unnoticed. Walking over to Natsu's room cautiously, she saw a picture of her and the pink-haired man as little kids. Right next to one of Natsu and Lucy. Great. Finally making it to her destination, she felt doubt creeping in. Did she really want to hurt Natsu by separating him from the girl he loved? No, she thought, shaking the doubt away, she was the girl she loved. Opening the door a crack, she was greeted by a sight she never wanted to see; a naked Lucy cuddled with a naked Natsu. This time she didn't hold back the tears. The poor girl left the scene as quietly and quickly as possible. Just as the front door closed, Natsu shifted in bed, bringing Lucy closer to him, and taking in her intoxicating scent.

That should be me

Holdin' your hand

That should be me

Makin' you laugh

That should be me

This is so sad

That should be me

That should be me

That should be me

Feelin' your kiss

That should be me

Buyin' you gifts

This is so wrong

I can't go on

Till you believe that

That should be me

Holding your hand

That should be me

The one making you laugh, oh baby

That should be me

That should be me giving you flowers

That should be me talking for hours

That should be me

That should be me

That should be me

And then as Lucy walked up the isle, in her beautiful white gown, Lisanna realized 2 things. One, she should have never given up on Natsu. Ever. She should have kept fighting until he himself told her no.

Never should've let you go

I never should've let you go

That should be me

Never should've let you go

That should be me

Never should've let you go

I never should've let you go

That should be me

And two, he would've told her no. Natsu was never hers. Natsu was always Lucy's. Never Lisanna's nor anyone else's. Just Lucy's, forever and always.


SO DID YOU GUYS ENJOY THAT? THIS IS MY FIRST ONE-SIDED LOVE STORY... I'LL TRY TO GET BETTER, I MEAN, REJECTION'S CAN HELP WITH THAT! OH HEY! REJECTION'S GOOD FOR SOMETHING! WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT? ANTIWAYS, R&R? F&F? THX, LOVE YA'LL. 3