Distorted Wedding Bells

~ Chapter One~

Spinning Nightmares

By Inuyashas Youkai

The words laid out in black and white before me , and I for a minute couldn't believe my bloodshot eyes bred from the drinking binge succumbed when the news hit my ears the same day I had returned . Disbelief rushed through my veins when I had heard , intertwining with the anger that followed with the notion if what was said was indeed true. Now I am standing there looking at the truth staring back at me laughing at what a fool I was.

A fool for letting go...

Moving with my feet leading me of their own accord , I then find myself within a place of worship , only this was bringing blessings to the couple, according to the black and white letters upon the sign out in front of the place, wishing to be wed. Quickly finding the creature my eyes wished me to catch the sight of the eyes lingering with the shade I so missed . Although upon further inspection the way of the eyes I so craved to see didn't have the same warmth it once had upon them when the light reached them in such a way. No , what was unveiled for a too see held quite a blank expression.

That look held within the obsessions beholder of them neither did change throughout the ceremony , and it was enough to cause concern within the lone watcher because it was a little too much for its liking. Thoughts roamed within its head , trying to remember at anytime if there was any resemblance to what was being seen , happening before this. After much pondering it was known that there was not a time that the other being gazed upon through ones eyes, ever looked like this.

While watching , finding that the image of beauty lost after all this time finally met the gazers sights once more , and following every move until they stopped altogether, with the two in front of the alter, facing the priest . Pain , and regret then soon took over as the vows were read , and accepted with I dos . Hot angry tears raced down stubbornly , as the raging emotion fought to take over .

Once the mass gathering for the horrid event was dismissed , everyone then flocked over towards the couple sharing their congrats before heading to the place where one could only muse the reception was being held . Time passing slowly , until the most of the bunch had left with the exception of both the family , and the pair who were shared close friends between the one watching, and its sought need. Flashbacks of the previous night flooded through muddled thoughts while eyes never moved from the object of ones affections , even while chosen new spouse held on tightly in front of them .

The Night Before ...

The flight was indeed a long one with heavy turbulence , and unfortunately kept one from getting any much needed sleep , making a already grumpy , impatient camper , even more so . All that was wanted was to get home to a warm comfy bed , and maybe be able to reunite with long lost friends , even a greatly missed ex love, which still even now , holds onto the heart without ever knowing . Although , on the way home , after leaving the plane once it landed to pick up a rental car , then stopping at a corner store to pick up some things before the trip home , it was then realized that the wish held wasn't going to be that easy , and sleep.. Well that , any remains of that was completely out the window.

Meeting up with Sango , and Miroku was upon accident , running into them down one of the ailes , while picking up something , now couldn't fully remember. Only now the need for food , and lots of liquor to calm his shot nerves caused by the news that was then received. Upon looking back , it was known that the pair in front of distraught eyes hadn't planned on telling , it had just slipped out because they were meeting up for grub before both of then were parting to handle the bachelor , and bachelorette festivities that same night.

Upon hearing this, my heart began to break , as I realized that I may be too late ..Although that wasn't all that I learned about the time I was away , not sure how much more I could take, but there was more waiting just to come out and destroy me ..

' Fuck , just kill me now..'

How I wish it was all that easy ...

Two years prior

Inuyasha, and Kagome had steadily dated through high school up to the summer before she was about to start junior year. They met through their mutual friends Miroku and Sango who had known her from another school before Sango transferred to be with her boyfriend Miroku , but they always kept in touch .At first Yash , and Kagome had a rough start because back then the two despised each other ; the first because it was Inuyasha's way with new people, and the latter grew from the prior being a colossal ass .

Over time , when Inuyasha was in Junior year , and Kagome began her sophomore year , all of that seemed to change when all of the efforts to keep her away from him, somehow the girl found a way in without ever knowing , that is until the hanyou not being able to take anymore of the fellow classmates advances on her , who at the time was beginning to be seen as his chosen. The fight for his demon's choice to be kept quiet wasn't a easy task for Inuyasha , and finally in not so many words expected for a girl , they became a couple.

Things went well , and soon the duo was always by each others side , at least until the moment that changed everything , and nothing was the same , they never saw each other again afterwards. During that time , a lot had changed while the other was away , and now it was just finding out the moment after they parted , leaving the other behind , to know what a real nightmare felt like , as well with one being none so pretty .

For both of them .

Only everything to be known wasn't completely revealed until two years later when three out of the four reunite , accidentally with the last, with the task of telling of the one loved still, may be lost forever.

'I am so sorry , Kagome...'

TBC...