A rant, of how Erik felt when Christine left him for Raoul
(DISCLAIMER) I dont own The Phantom of the Opera
Why! WHY! Did she do this to me! Why did she leave me for that perfect, hansom man…? WHY!
Why did I let them go? Should I of kept them here? Tortured them both? Make them both suffer, like they made me? Ruin their lives? Like they ruined mine…? What have I done…?
Am I the… Monster…? Torturing men, physically and mentally hurting them to death? Am, I just as bad as them? Or is my mental pain more painful than there physical? Do I deserve to live, for what I've done? Tortures, murders, and kidnappings. Now I will be put in prison, for everybody else's wrong doing! It there fault I was driven to insanity!
What did I do wrong?
Is it my fault that I was forced to sit down here and hide my face from the world, because I'm too, ugly! And my own mother couldn't even bare to look upon her own sons FACE! What could I have been, if I was not born with this disgusting body? An architect, a world famous composer? Living in luxury, rich, hansom, with Christine at my side.
I HATE myself! I do not deserve to live! All that I've done, nobody will ever forgive those things!
So, here lies the question, do I turn myself into the police, and sit in a cage, like the animal that I am? Sit here and rot over Christine, something that shall NEVER happen? Or give myself what I wished for these many, many years, death….
Tell me what you think! To lame?
