Useless WishTitle: Useless Wish
Author: GW Katrina
Beta: Not Beta'd
Warning: Underage Jim, so if that makes you twitch...
Pairing: Gene/Jim
Archive: If you want it, take it. Just tell me where
so I can drag everyone to it. It's also going to The
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Disclaimer: Don't own it. Wish I did, there would be
more episodes.
Useless Wish
GW Katrina
"I wish I was a girl.
If I was a girl, maybe Gene would look at me the same
way he looks at the women he's dated. The way his
eyes light up and seem to devour them. Instead, I get
a different one. I won't say it doesn't have love in
it, but that's just because he thinks I'm his friend.
What brought this up? Well, today Gene was hurt. It's
wasn't bad, but it was painful. I could tell just by
looking in his eyes. The thing was, he got hurt
protecting me. Once again, pirates had attacked, and I
had the misfortune to get caught in some crossfire.
Stupid, stupid, stupid.
So Gene had to protect me rather than himself, and
he got caught by a stray. Just a scrape, but he bleed
a lot.
Once the fight was over, he was fussed over by the
girls. Oh, some of it wasn't obvious, but it was
fussing, and he loved every minute of it. Of course, I
couldn't do anything. If I had fussed over him, he
would have got mad. Sometimes that hasn't stopped me
yet, but I was so close to breaking down and confessing
that I loved him. And I can just see how he would
have reacted to that one.
That's right. I, Jim Hawking, love Gene Starwind.
Not like he would return the feeling. I've seen how
he reacts around Fred. Just the though of it weirds
him out. I just wish that...."
"Jim."
I spun around, my hair getting in my eyes.
"Um, Gene, I didn't know you were out of Medibay yet.."
I find the floor highly interesting.
"You recording in your electronic journal?"
Duh, as if it wasn't obvious. How can he act so stupid
and still be that cute? And I know he's not stupid.
"Yah."
"It's still recording."
"Oops!"
I twist to turn off the taping, when there is the
sound of rapid movement, and I suddenly found a set of
soft lips pressed against mine. They feel so good that
I moan, leaning into the kiss for all I'm worth.
He pulls back, damn him! Then he whispers, "Gene
Starwind loves Jim Hawking."
As we lose ourselves in the kiss, I have one last
thought. It turns out that wishing I'm a girl is a
useless wish.
The End
I know, lousy. However, this is only my second fic in
the OLS fandom, and my first yaoi, so please, go easy.
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