Disclaimer- I do not own angel.. or any other btvs charas. but I do own cassie so hehehe

Chapter 1

I never wanted to be a vampire..who would well besides my sire spike he just creeps me out.

I don't want the blood cravings or the mad flashes or the insanity of having super senses.

Pain in the ass right? Yeah big pain because I can only go out in the night time.well I can when the sun is up but then ill turn into a crispy pile of burnt vampire.

Mmm burnt vampire..What am I think! I'm a vampire! Damn me and my insane thoughts. I get that from spike..you know being insane and all.

It was a day before Christmas if I my memory serve me and I was sitting on a curb out side a bus stop on a street in beautiful LA city of angels.

I didn't want to kill anyone..That reminded me to much of my sire spike so I was trying to raise money to buy some pigs blood..Eeww pigs blood totally gross but it saves some one..Somewhere somehow..Don't ask how but it does.

I got the weird flash when a tall guy dressed in all black walked by and so I said " money for a lost soul?" when he turned and looked at me I felt like my heart started to beat again because he was damn hot!

He just stared at me with old sad brown eyes that held so much pain..More pain then me and I watched in awe as he kneeled in front of me and he whispered in a deep voice.

" You're a vampire" he watched me flinch and then instead of giving me money he gave me a card with a lot of writing on it.

'Angel investigations' it read and with it came a phone number and an address. Sure I was confused and thought this guy want to lure me away from a crowded area and stake me.

As if reading my mind he looked at me and said, " I only want to help"

It took me the next night to get there and when I got there I walked right into one of those shield thingy's you know how a vamp has to be invited in.

The sun was coming up and I was pounding as hard as I could.

That's where I am now trying not to turn into burnt vampire but no one is up! Ah man im going to die. I don't want to die!



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