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I'm back... but I don't know for how long...

Here is a little fiction... well it's more like a songfic but anyway...

It's in Kikyo point of view... I don't know why I'm doing this... well I think I'm just feeling like it… Kikyo is a great character even I don't really like that character … but I think she's been bashed and misused too much...

I just update because of some grammar mistakes…

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, Kikyo... nor any other characters from Rumiko Takahashi! I don't own the song Untitled of Simple Plan...


UNTITLED


My eyes grew wide...

I felt his claw rip the soft skin of my shoulder as he laughed evilly at my surprised and pained face.

But it felt so unliked him...

The Inuyasha I knew wouldn't do that...

I trusted him... he wanted to became human... he was so sincere...

Surely everything was a mistake, he surely didn't really want to hurt me...

It was an illusion, a nightmare...

He was all I had ever wanted... all I had ever needed...

We wanted to live together, live a normal life... together...

And still, the feeling of his thin sharp claws in my shoulder proved me that all this was painfully real.


I open my eyes

I try to see but I'm blinded

By the white light


I felt the hot blood gliding down my arm... it felt warm...

The sensation gave me chills as my eyes swelled with tears.

I couldn't show my fear, my pain... my despair...

I had to be strong... I was a priestess...

Even if I never asked to be so...

All after that happened so fast...


I can't remember how

I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight


I came back to the temple... he stole the jewel... and I shot him...

My arrow wasn't really meant for his heart...

But the look in his eyes as he lost the jewel and the precious little pearl flew out of his reach...

The look...

Everything stopped at that look...

It was surely the same look I had at the moment...

Despair...

My body couldn't take it anymore... the adrenaline left me... and I fell on the floor...

My blood felt cold in my vein even if it left a hot trail on my body and arm...


And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain


The gash on my shoulder started to burn... it hurt... my head was burning...

I felt so heavy... my whole body was aching...

Trails of tears fell onto the dirt...

I wanted to stand... I wanted to understand... why...

So with all the strengh I had left, I got up...

I walked to him... my body was trembling... it will crumble soon... it couldn't stand the pain...

I woudn't be able to stand it any longer...

I looked him in the eyes... he seems... he looked... that makes no sense…

He was hurt...


How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

I've got nowhere to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just want to scream

How could this happen to me


Why did he looked so hurt... so sad...

As if I had just betrayed him...

My eyes turned cold on him... I'm not the one who betrayed him...

He's the one who... who attack me senseless...

He's the one who hurt me...

He's the one who... betrayed me...

How could he even try to make me feel like I'm the one to blame...

Because he is...

My hand trembled as I reached for the small pink little jewel on the ground next to me...

My knees grew weak and I collapsed on the ground...

I was lying there, with my tears strained face as I glared coldly to the one that betrayed me...


Everybody's screaming

I try to make a sound

But no one hears me


My little sister came to me, with some other villagers...

One elder came stand next to me as I looked at Inuyasha's eyes closed for the last time...

Good little Kaede wanted me to get treat...

But...

Villagers were running and screaming...

Their only priestess was on her death bed...

And I wasn't about to disagree...

I felt so dead at the moment...

My body was wounded...

My heart was wounded...

Even my... even my soul was wounded...

All because I foolishly trusted a stupid half-breed...

I had gotten reckless...

It was bad...

Better die and be buried with the jewel... before it hurt someone else...


I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by your thread

I wanna start this over again


My head was hurting... but in the end... I will be with him...

I asked my sister to burn my dead body with to jewel and to be buried with it...

The pain froze me into place as a huge moan escaped my lips the moment my head hit the ground...

I could hear them shouting and screaming...

I could hear my little sister crying...

But il all seemed to fade away with the pain...

I couldn't really feel the pain anymore... as I couldn't hear their cries...

My body felt so light... my soul felt free...

Free...

And it escaped...


So I try to hold

Unto a time when nothing matter

Then I can't explain what happened

And I can't race the things that I've done

No I can't


I was dead...

There was no pain...

No sufferance...

Nothing grey... all was white... as pure as light...

I looked for his soul...

To get my answers... even if it didn't really mattered anymore...

I felt relieved and some sort of happy...

I felt good...

I was looking for his soul so we could endlessly be together...

I looked everywhere...


How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

I've got nowhere to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just want to scream

How could this happen to me


When I thought all was over...

When I thought our soul could finally joined...

I couldn't find him...


I made my mistakes

I've got nowhere to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just want to scream

How could this happen to me


And that is when hatre took over my inner feeling...

Only that hatre for him was real...

Because I died to be with him...

And he... he wasn't dead...


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