Prologue
Pain, why is that all I feel right now, what I ALWAYS feel?? Even after two years the pain hasn't dulled at all. But they hadn't been all I lived for when they were here, so why are they all I can think about…well, let me rephrase that….why is HE the only one I can think about, and why does it have to hurt just so fucking much????? If I'm never going to see him, fuck…I mean them, again why can't I just let it go?
Fuck my life……