WARNING! If you don't like yaoi (boy x boy) then please don't read this.
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This is a roleplay story done by KurokoTetsuya101 and The Lucky Bell.
Chapter 1 - It's been a while
Love is the name of the bond that connects many souls together. It is represented in many shapes and forms such as the red string of fate or even the rings that we wear on our fingers. It is something every one of us seeks, even though some of us may be denying it. Nobody wants to be alone, seeking the touch of another person. A person that is dear to our heart and the one we love.
Although each of us seeks love, it is a fragile thing. Trust, commitment as well as honesty are qualities that are essential in maintaining love. Without those, love will surely break.
"When I met him I froze in place. My heartbeat fastened and my entire body boiled, I barely kept myself standing."
Those eyes that saw everything, looking at all of the details, examining the entire body. They held beauty within them that couldn't be described. Even today, those eyes maintain their mystery to be an unsolvable riddle of one's life.
"I cherished him and yet I couldn't help myself but think that... I was the one holding him back."
Am I really the one he seeks? If we were to be together, would I be able to give him the happiness he deserves? Or would he be happier without me? The one I love, I want to give him the best of everything, even if it means that I leave.
"I decided to let go but now that I think about it, I don't know if it was the right choice."
The red in the distance that shines brightly. Would he hate me? Because we are no longer one, would he feel differently today? And yet when I think about him, I can't help but imagine that warm smile that wishes for me. I knew I had found love but it is not an ordinary one. It is a forbidden one...
"Kuroko-sensei?" A soft voice of a young woman called out to her psychiatrist that sat across her. Her hair was golden and her eyes sea blue, although now, they were a tear blue color. Her gaze: a concerned one.
Another pair of blue eyes widened and became more focused. They stared at the woman in front of them before realization came flooding in.
The owner of the eyes, Kuroko Tetsuya, straightened up in his seat and moved his clipboard to glance down at it. Barely any notes... He zoned out huh? That wasn't very professional of him.
"Sorry, I just have a light headache." He made up the excuse on the spot before clearing his throat. "Before anything else... I guess I should ask you this. What do you think you should do? What is it that you would want to do?" It would help get a grasp on his patients character by finding out what they do or how they think. It would also give him a chance to try and remember anything she said to him... He just couldn't think of anything else except that share of red...
What would she do? The girl that was in her twenties gripped the end of her skirt, playing with the ends of it while thinking of her answer. She knew it was there, deep inside of her. She knew exactly what she wanted to do but no decision is made that easily. If it was, she wouldn't be here in the first place.
"I..." Love is fragile as glass and yet it is never completely broken, "I... I want to see him again Kuroko-sensei. I know that it's selfish of me but I want to see him again." She lowered her head while hiding her face with her hands, "Even though I have no right... with me, he would only be miserable."
"No no, it's not selfish of you." Kuroko reassured with a soft voice that wasn't just for work. He was a quiet person all throughout. "It's human nature to want to be surrounded by people or at least one other person. It's completely fine and not selfish at all."
Kuroko knows what it feels like after all. "And are you sure he would only be miserable? It could only be your view of it all... He might be glad to see you if you went to see him afterall. It really depends on how you see it."
He held in a sigh and just gave a reassuring smile. "Let me ask another question. I know you've already given me some details, but can you tell me more-" He paused when he suddenly thought of that red again. He ignored the thought and continued. "Can you tell me more about how you feel about him? When you're with him? Also when you're not? When you see him happy, sad?"
Those sweet memories lingered by, reminding them of the love they've lost. Love that was meant to be a never ending one, "I feel warm inside. I don't know why but when I lay my eyes on him, I feel as if my world is complete." She tried to explain but converting her feelings into simple words would be impossible, "I apologize Kuroko-sensei... I don't know how to describe it." She admitted.
"That's alright. I know it can be a bit difficult." Kuroko said and glanced at the clock. His eyes widened a little in surprise when he noticed the time. They've already been there for an hour? "Well, it's a good place to stop anyway. You'll come back next week, right? Same time?"
The woman quickly looked up, "A-Ah yes! If you would have me Kuroko-sensei."
Kuroko smiled as he made a note of his next appointment. The woman's name is Merry and she is a fairly new patient to the clinic. She had recently left her boyfriend for reasons still unknown to Kuroko, evading his questions in her own ways while claiming she had left for the good of them both.
What that reason is, is for Kuroko to find out as a psychiatrist.
"If you don't mind me asking Kuroko-sensei, are you alright? You seem a bit unwell." Merry asked in concern as she was placing her bag on her shoulder.
"Oh, I'm alright... Really. Thank you though. I appreciate the concern." Kuroko said with a smile. "I'm alright. I'll see you next week, okay? If you ever need anymore advice, you have my work number."
"Y-Yes." Merry stood up and to show her gratitude, bowed to the kind doctor, "I'll see you next week then Kuroko-sensei, goodbye." He smiled softly before turning to leave.
Such a case was not uncommon and yet for Kuroko, they are one of the hardest ones to understand. Leaving the one you love for reasons only known to you... would that be considered selfish? or would it show that you cared enough to sacrifice everything? The answer to that, even Kuroko doesn't know.
It was getting late, and soon it was the end of Kuroko's shift. After a session like that, Kuroko wanted nothing more than to just lay down, relax, and forget about the world for just a few hours.
He left his office and checked out before going to the parking lot. With a sigh, he got in his car and sat back in his seat. Will he ever be able to solve this mysterious case? Why did he always have to be reminded of "him"?
He could remember tons of moments and memories they had... One being a little terrifying at first but then it became great. It started with running away from a group of weird "fan girls"... He'd never forget a moment like that.
"Wait! ...-sama!"
"You can't run away!"
"Please ...-sama! Don't run!"
A group of girls called out while running after two of their fellow high school students. The two boys ran, turning corners while trying to shake off the persistent group of fan girls. The two held hands as if to assure themselves that they wouldn't separate. However, it was this minor thing that made Kuroko's face fluster.
He had tried to calm himself down but it proved to be a much more difficult task than he had thought. His heart wouldn't stop beating and his heated face just wouldn't cool down. His eyes were glued onto the red before him, pulling him along with him, away from the group of fan girls.
The boy before him ran, opening the doors of a storage room before going inside, quickly closing the door behind. Kuroko watched as the boy leaned against him, pressing his hand against his lips to ensure their escape.
"Wait!"
"This way girls!"
And their escape seemed to go well when the group had ran past the room, going further down the corridor. It was then that the hand moved away from Kuroko's lips as teal blue eyes looked up at the boy's face. The curious eyes of the boy were looking down at him again as if seeing through him. Ah... What did they see? What are they looking at now? Kuroko wants to know.
He couldn't control his heartbeat nor his fastened breathing that he felt would soon suffocate him. Why was he in such a state? So flustered and paralyzed... only the boy before him must know the answer. However, instead of an explanation, Kuroko's state only worsened when the boy before him leaned down.
His hands touched his lips again but this time with much care. He was coming closer and closer, their lips only inches apart as Kuroko's heart fastened it's pace. He closed his eyes...
"Hey! You alright?"
Kuroko jumped in his seat and turned to his window, seeing a man standing there. By a glance at the dirt-covered gloves on his hands and the tools on his belt, Kuroko could tell he was the building's gardener. Maintaining the garden was important since it helped people relax when they come in.
"You've been sitting there for a while. Everything alright?" The gardener asked with concern. Kuroko waved it off with a smile.
"Yeah, sorry! Just thinking about tomorrow's plans..." Kuroko lied once more. "Thank you though. Have a good evening." He told the man. Once it was clear, he pulled out of the parking lot and drove towards home. He had to get him off his mind... This wasn't turning out good for Kuroko. Hopefully he can forget about this tomorrow.
The thoughts lingered within his mind as Kuroko drove to his home's parking space. Once he turned off the engine of his old car, Kuroko sighed in relief. Thankfully he had managed to get home safely. Now with his bag in hand, he went to the door but before he could unlock it with his key, the door opened on it's own.
He looked up to see a tall man with red hair wearing an apron with a spoon in hand, "Welcome home Kuroko." He greeted before leaning down to kiss the other on the lips, a gesture Kuroko returned happily, "How was your day?" The tall man, Kagami Taiga, asked as he moved to the side to let the other enter.
"It was... fine." Kuroko told him with a smile to make it convincing. He walked inside once Kagami moved to the side and tiredly placed his bag by the door. "And how was your day?" He asked, wanting to move the attention off him, even if it's just for a moment.
"Huh? You don't sound very convincing you know." Kagami sighed, "But my day was fine I guess. No fires today so my day was pretty boring." And putting down fires in the city was Kagami's duty, the task of a fireman.
"I'm just happy you didn't have to risk your life." Kuroko said with a small smile. "That's a plus, right?"
"Of course!" A smile appeared on the other's face as he placed his arm on Kuroko's shoulder, "That only means that I can spend more time with you. Without me you're hopeless after all." He teased.
"Yeah..." Kuroko offered Kagami a small smile before looking around. Hopeless without Kagami? Somehow Kuroko felt it wasn't true... "So what's for dinner?"
"Burgers." But why do Kuroko's questions sound so half hearted? As if he isn't in the room at all, "Did something happen?" Kagami asked in concern, looking down at the bluenette, "You sound... strange."
"Strange?" He looked back up at Kagami immediately. "No no, I'm fine. Just... traffic was a little frustrating." He lied. "That's all. Really."
But even now, Kagami knew that Kuroko wasn't being honest. They were together for six months and yet there is still this invisible wall between them. That wall, or better yet 'he' of the past, "Are you sure it wasn't... you know, 'him'?" Kuroko had told him about the man before but every time he would talk of the past, he would reveal as little as possible.
Kuroko closed his eyes at the mention of "him". Sometimes he wondered if it was a good idea to tell Kagami... "I told you already, I'm fine." He insisted again. "Trust me, alright?"
So it really is that. Kagami nodded as they both made their way to the kitchen, although the air around them was still tense, "You know, I can't help but wonder. If you don't want to be reminded of the past, then why do you keep taking those patients?" The patients that are in the same situation Kuroko was years ago, "By taking them in, are you trying to find the answer as well?"
Kuroko stayed silent for a few moments. He stalled by pulling out his chair and slowly sitting down. "I don't know... I just want to help people with their problems. I really don't know.."
That's what Kuroko always wanted to do, help people and bring happiness into their lives. However, taking patients who have left their loved ones? Kagami wouldn't suspect anything if it was just one or two patients but taking them all in? Specifically asking for him to care for those patients?
Kagami knew, Kuroko himself told him but today, his lover seems to be down more than usual. He walked over to the counter, taking two plates before heading to the table again, "I trust you Kuroko, you know that. I just don't want to see you so down like this." He placed down his plate and than went over to Kuroko, standing behind him to place the plate down before embracing him gently from the back, "Let me take you out somewhere tomorrow, I want to make the night ours."
Kuroko tried not to flinch from surprise when Kagami hugged him. This was another thing that bothered him when he was reminded of "him". He had Kagami now, so it was selfish to still live in the past. He can't latch onto one person forever, especially when he has someone else...
"Okay... I don't work late tomorrow so I guess that's fine." Kuroko made himself lean back into his chair, into Kagami's comforting hug. He had to let go... He had to move on. Maybe a night out would help him.
"That's great. I'll come pick you up then." Kagami already had a place in mind but now he just had to make the final preparations, "It'll be a fancier place so we'll... ugh... have to dress up." He wasn't that type of a guy but if it would make Kuroko's day, Kagami would gladly do it, "I'll take you back home to get ready before going to the surprise. Does that sound good?"
"It's not much of a surprise if you tell me." Kuroko smiled a little. "But alright, that sounds good. Thank you... maybe a night out is what I need."
The redhead leaned in, placing a kiss on his lover's cheek, "It'll be great. I'm sure of it." He held on, leaning against the bluenette lovingly, "With you everything is perfect."
"Is it?" Kuroko asked softly. How could things be perfect when he was still in the past? "Well, either way... I appreciate the thought. I'm glad I don't... annoy you or something with this."
"Well... you kind of do so you'll have to make it up to me." He admitted teasingly, "Tonight?" He asked, testing his luck.
Kuroko hesitated for a moment. He wasn't sure if he could do something like that after being reminded of "him"... But like he said, he had to get out of the past. "Maybe if you ask nicely." He teased back.
"Heh? You want me to beg?" Kagami teased back, tightening his hold with a smile. The past was still there but surely, they will march forward onto a bright future, together, "I love you Kuroko."
"I.. love you too." Kuroko mumbled, feeling awful when he had paused before saying it. It wasn't a phrase he threw around easily... especially not after a day like today.
Kagami closed his eyes for a second; feeling the hesitation, "Let's dig in! Before it gets cold!" He tried to shove it off, smiling as he went to sit on his seat, "You must be hungry right? I even made your favorite." He reached down under the table, taking out a cup that was hidden, "For dessert I made a vanilla milkshake."
Kuroko brightened up a little at the sight of his favorite drink. "Kagami-kun... Thanks." No matter how down he was, his favorite milkshake would always cheer him up!
"Heh~ here you go." He pushed the milkshake towards his lover, glad that a smile finally appeared on his face. Surely after tomorrow, Kuroko will be able to smile much more.
Kuroko walked alone down the halls of his high school. He was only a first year, but he wasn't skipping any classes. He wasn't that kind of student. It was lunchtime and since he didn't have a lunch to eat, he decided to find someplace quiet to wait out lunch.
Other than the lack of lunch, Kuroko left because he didn't want to be surrounded by people who don't even see him. They called him a ghost just because he wasn't noticed easily. It wasn't his fault he had a low presence...
With no friends at his new school, it was pretty lonely. But Kuroko didn't mind. Being alone helped him think. It made him feel peaceful and relaxed... Oh, who was he kidding? He hated being alone. It made him feel awful. Yet there was nothing he could do about it. No one could see him. Even if they did, they'd be turned away by his boring personality.
When Kuroko focused on where he was walking again, he noticed he was outside on school grounds. There were nice Sakura trees around but sadly they have already bloomed and the petals blew away last spring. He decided to sit against one of the trees to relax until lunch is over.
As he sat down in the comfortable shade, Kuroko closed his eyes, tiredly leaning against the tree while listening to the chirps of the birds. This was the peace he was searching for and yet there was something missing; he had no one to share it with. Perhaps he is destined to be alone like this, left to his own thoughts and mind.
Time passed but as Kuroko was laying down, he suddenly felt colder than before. Strange... he made sure to sit near the sunlight. He opened his eyes, surprised when he saw a silhouette of a man standing before him. The sun shone brightly on his eyes, preventing him from seeing who it was, "I apologize for startling you." A soft yet firm voice said.
"I was passing by and I couldn't help but see you sitting under the tree from the school window above. Your hair is a beautiful contrast with the sakura petals of the tree, very much so that I couldn't take my eyes away. If you don't mind me asking, would you allow me to draw you?"
Draw him? Was this person in the art club or something then?
Kuroko paused. Wait... someone noticed him? And he didn't even have to say anything to get their attention? He stared in surprise for a few moments before nodding. "Um... I guess I don't mind..." There's really no reason to say no. After all, he did want some company.
Kuroko squirmed his eyes, raising his hand to try to block the incoming sun but even then he couldn't see the stranger's face. The figure stood there for a bit before speaking again, "Thank you very much. You see, I was searching for a person to draw for my art class. The task was to draw a portrait of someone but I had difficulties finding the right person."
Kuroko watched as the boy stepped back a bit before moving to sit down on the grass with his canvas in hand, "I'm thankful because I'm certain that I couldn't have found anyone more suited."
"What makes you say that?" Kuroko asked in confusion. "Why wouldn't you find anyone more suited? I'm not even noticed in school so why draw the ghost of the school?"
He wasn't sure but Kuroko thought that he saw the student (from what he found out) smile. Then his firm voice spoke again, "I did hear of a so called 'ghost of the school' but that has nothing to do with my choice. I had seen you before but we never had a chance to converse due to being in different classes."
Different classes? He had seen him before? Kuroko listened with interest, confused as to how the boy before him had noticed him, "The reason I asked you is because I thought you looked beautiful."
"Beautiful?" Kuroko couldn't hide his shock. Did this stranger really just call him beautiful? "You realize you're talking to a guy, right? Wouldn't people make fun of you for saying something like that to another guy...?"
Kuroko watched curiously as the boy hummed in thought, "You're right, they most likely would. However, this is my own opinion and thought so I don't care what others think of it." And by the boy's confident tone, Kuroko felt that was the case.
The sun's rays lost their strength as a cloud moved to stand before it, allowing Kuroko's eyes to finally focus on the mysterious figure before him. When he finally saw the boy, Kuroko could see his face clearly. He had crimson red hair and eyes to match, although one of his eyes was a beautiful shade of amber color. He had beautiful white skin and a soft smile on his face, his expression sincere.
"Now that I think about it, I didn't introduce myself." The boy looked up as their eyes finally met. He stood up, waking up to Kuroko before kneeling down on his knees before him, extending his hand, "My name is Akashi Seijuro from class 1A. I'm also the student council president. It's a pleasure to meet you."
Akashi Seijuuro? The smartest and most popular student at school? Kuroko must've fallen asleep. There was no way someone like Akashi would hang out with an outcast like him.
Kuroko looked at his hand before realizing Akashi wanted them to shake. He quickly took his hand, looking down so he didn't have to look at Akashi. "I... see... I guess... I guess it's really cool to meet you... since you're the Akashi Seijuuro after all..." He didn't know how to handle this now. He wasn't comfortable around anyone, especially popular kids.
The two shook hands, although while Akashi's hold was just right, Kuroko's own was a bit weaker, showing his hesitance and submission as the ghost of the school. Their social status that they have within the school, it's worlds apart, "Then you've seen me before?" Akashi asked, knowing it was a pointless question.
When the new student council president is appointed, there is a huge assembly that the school holds, giving the new president a chance to have a speech in front of the whole school. There is not a single student that doesn't know of him and if one doesn't, one would find it strange.
The ghost and the president, one stands on the top while the other stands on the bottom... "What is your name?"
"My name?" He actually wanted to know his name? Why would Akashi have any interest in him? "Oh, um, Kuroko Tetsuya... That's my name." He mumbled, still looking down at the ground instead of at Akashi. "N-Not to rush or anything but are you going to draw me?" He kind of didn't want to be in the other's presence anymore. Even though Akashi seemed so kind and quiet...
However, when Kuroko received no immediate answer he became nervous. Did he say something wrong? Was he rushing? He was always socially awkward so he didn't know how to respond in situations like these. Although when the other spoke, he received some relief, "Of course, I apologize." Akashi moved away, going back to where he had placed down his canvas and equipment.
Only then could Kuroko have some relief but not completely... Akashi was still here. He didn't dare look up, not knowing what the other was doing. He did hear him taking out his brushes though, "Please don't mind me. I don't need you to do anything specific so just imagine it as if I'm not even here."
How could anyone pretend he wasn't there? Kuroko just nodded his response and instead turned his head away. He leaned back against the tree again and tried to relax and forget Akashi was there. Seriously, how can you just ignore the most popular kid in school? "I still don't see how I'm... you know, beautiful."
Was that awkward to ask? Should he have asked? But Kuroko was curious to know the answer. Nobody had called him beautiful before and he never thought anyone would. Not at this school at least.
His heart began to beat quickly once again, nervous of Akashi's reaction. The slow response also added to his stress but while the redhead was quiet, Kuroko could still hear the movement of his brush. He heard how it touched the canvas for the first time, knowing he had begun to paint, "Everyone has their own interpretation of beauty." Akashi finally spoke.
"For example, while some may find an image of a lone sunflower bland, others may see many different meanings it holds within. Every one of us sees the world differently as well as the things it holds." Kuroko listened to Akashi's soft voice, much different from the time he attended the assembly.
When Kuroko had listened to Akashi's speech, he felt his strong and never wavering voice. It was a voice that was much different from the one he was hearing now. This one was calm and somehow soothing to listen to... "As for myself, what I see within you is something I find beautiful. The way your eyes gaze into the distance, as if you're searching for something that you know is unobtainable for you, yet the hope is still there. I feel as if though you've accepted the reality as if is, yet you still seek that which you want to have." He paused as Kuroko's eyes slightly widened, "You're gentle and honest, just like a flower that has yet to bloom. I find that sense of hidden beauty beautiful."
As Akashi continued to paint even after such a speech, Kuroko couldn't even think of anything to say. Akashi sounded like he knew exactly what he was talking about. He seemed confident as well. How can anyone argue with that?
"You... are you in poetry club or something?" Kuroko finally managed to speak. "I don't think I've ever heard anyone describe beauty like that..."
But then when he heard a light chuckle, Kuroko was surprised. Did he say something funny?
"Not quite, but thank you for your praise. I do enjoy reading so that may be the reason for my poetic thinking." He explained but as he said it, Kuroko could only think that the two have something in common. He likes to read too... "I've joined the basketball club. I find it that while you need to dedicate your time for studying, you also need some time for physical activities which are essential to success. Many may neglect it but I do think it's important to keep your body fit."
"That is certainly true. Keeping fit is definitely important." Kuroko agreed, glancing at Akashi. Even though he was painting, Akashi looked like he was the one who was relaxing. He wondered if he was really good at art. "I considered joining basketball but I doubt I'd be of any use... Like I said, I'm not noticed. I'd be no help in a game relying on teamwork."
Akashi's eyes suddenly moved to look at the bluenette which made Kuroko quickly look away. He felt those eyes observe him in detail before moving back onto the canvas, "Does that mean you're giving up?" Akashi curiously asked yet he was still focused on his painting, "If you only watch from the sidelines, then it's guaranteed that you won't achieve anything. You'll stay in place, not taking a single step forward. The thing you wish to reach... you won't make it."
The will to take a step forward, it is not as easy as it sounds. You would need courage to move on, "I'm sure that if you apply and work hard enough you will be accepted."
"I'm not so sure... it's not always that easy." Kuroko sighed softly. He resisted the urge to lay down instead of leaning against the tree since Akashi was drawing him. He had to stay in position.
"Besides, it isn't linked to any of the jobs I want. It would just be a hobby really." He shrugged. "I don't mind if I'm not accepted..."
"Is that so? Then what are those jobs?" Akashi asked as he dipped his brush into a pink hue. The petals of the sakura flower were pink but they also had this tint of white and orange color within them. In contrast with Kuroko's soft teal blue hair color, his soft facial features would be easily seen.
"W-Well, I haven't actually thought of anything specific..." Kuroko started off, hoping he didn't sound stupid or something. "I just... want to help people, you know?"
The other hummed, showing he heard Kuroko's thoughts. Helping people with no clear goal of what that method may be? "That's generous of you, although I can't help but wonder, and pardon me for asking, but why would you like to help others? Take our fellow students for example, they don't notice you and even labeled you as the 'ghost of the school'. Why help them?"
"I don't know. It's just how I was raised I guess." They never notice him but that didn't mean they were bad people. His mother raised him to be kind, and he wanted to make her proud. "I just want to help whoever I can." Kuroko said.
How strange. Akashi found it so, especially considering Kuroko's situation. Would that be called being naive? or would it be something else? Akashi didn't know, "Then you have a clear goal you would like to pursue. You still have time to find which road you would take to pursue it but in the meantime, club activities would be useful. If you'd like, I can give in a good word for you in the basketball club. It would be a way for me to repay you for letting me draw your portrait."
"You don't have to." Kuroko said immediately. It would be embarrassing to have to get help to get into the basketball team! If he was going to join, he wanted to do it with his own ability. "I'd rather join with effort..."
The redhead was a bit surprised that Kuroko would deny his help but he respected the other's decision, "I understand." Would that be the thing that Kuroko is striving for? Those teal blue eyes that are looking into the distance... what is it that they seek exactly? Unlike Akashi's clear eyes, what they're looking at is a mystery, "Then all that's left for me to do is hope for your success."
"What, are you going to watch my progress or something?" Kuroko asked curiously. Why did Akashi want him to succeed? Wow, ever since Akashi showed up, all Kuroko's been thinking of was questions...
"I can't deny it." Akashi admitted, "I'm curious to see what you'll do. Will you stay where you are? or will you take a step forward? and if so in what direction?" The thrill of the choice was exciting, "I can't wait to see the path you have chosen."
Kuroko finally looked at Akashi completely. Akashi really was interested in hearing of his successes... "I'll think it over. Maybe I'll try out soon."
The other smiled, "I'll be waiting then." He moved his brush a bit quicker now, excited to see what choice Kuroko will make. However, now he had to focus on the beauty before him. The pink and the teal blue colors... he had to depict them as accurately as possible within the small space of the canvas.
There was silence as Akashi drew, leaving Kuroko with the only option to lean against the tree, closing his eyes in hopes of submerging himself in his thoughts. It was strange because nobody had any expectations of him before. Now with Akashi watching, will he be put under pressure? What if that pressure does more harm than good? Kuroko was hesitant but decided to try anyway. Who knows? Perhaps he will be able to make a step forward.
"It's done." Finally after about forty minutes Akashi was done. Kuroko opened his eyes, curious to see how the drawing had turned out but instead, the redhead only offered a smile, "It may be rude of me but could you wait? I would like you to come see the portrait when the school gallery opens."
Kuroko gave a slight pout when he was asked to wait longer. He wanted to see! Luckily he was a person who had lots of patience. He sighed and nodded. "Okay, I'll wait... I'm sure it looks very nice Akashi-san."
The said redhead stood up with a smile, packing up his equipment, "Thank you, I hope it will be something you'll consider beautiful." When he gathered everything, he placed the bag over his shoulder. He took the canvas in hand and yet never turning it for Kuroko to see, "Thank you again for letting me capture your beauty. I'll be waiting for you at the gallery tomorrow then."
The gallery isn't something that the school has but it's organized only once a year. It's to give a chance to the art classes to display what the students have drawn over the year. Participation isn't mandatory and any one of the students can submit their art. This being his first year, Akashi decided to display his art as well. Although up to this day... Kuroko can't help but wonder why he had asked him to come.
Kuroko had this lingering feeling that perhaps Akashi didn't show him the painting right away because he wanted to see him again. Looking at it now in the future, Kuroko was certain that was the case.
Then Kuroko opened his eyes. He stared at a wall across from him, wondering why it looked familiar. After a moment, he finally remembered that this was his home, his room. He was back in the present...
He slowly sat up, aware of the body sleeping next to him. He glanced over at Kagami and was filled with guilt. Here he was sleeping next to his current boyfriend while dreaming of another man. How could anyone date him while he's like this?
Kuroko turned to look at the clock on the nightstand. He still had time before he had to get ready for work... He really didn't want to go, but he knew he had to.
Kuroko began to prepare himself for work, first going to the sower before coming out to put his clothes on. Today he has an appointment with two other patients, one who wishes to fix their relationship with their lover, and the other who wishes to break up, despite their partner's pleas not to. It will be a busy day for sure.
However, even though he tried to be quiet, he heard quiet sounds coming from his boyfriend, a sign he was waking up. Kagami stretched his arms up in the air, his chest bare as he laid down in the bed, "Why didn't you wake me up? I could've already been downstairs to make you some breakfast."
"Oh, I didn't need you to make breakfast... I can just get something out before I go to work." Kuroko assured him. "You don't have to make breakfast every morning, okay?" He didn't wake him because he really just wanted to be alone for a little bit...
"Ehh? Damn... and today I wanted to make it special. Let me make it for you real quick." Kagami quickly stood up, putting on his pants, "It's no trouble Kuroko, just give me a sec."
"You really don't have to." Kuroko insisted again. "It's fine, really. I dint want you to rush. When do you have to go in for work?"
"At 10 o'clock." But when Kagami turned to look at the clock it was only 7. Although that didn't matter, he wanted to make today a special day for Kuroko so that he could take his mind off 'him'. Today Kuroko will only think about Kagami, nobody else, "It's fine Kuroko. I'll have it done in a bit, besides, I'm hungry as well."
"...Alright... But if you want to sleep in after I leave, go ahead. I know you need your rest." Kuroko said. "You don't have to do so much today... we're already going out for dinner so..."
"No." Kagami quickly said, turning to Kuroko, "I... want to make it special."
Kuroko looked at Kagami with slight surprise before glancing away. How did he deserve someone so nice? "Okay... I wont argue any longer."
"You better." Kagami teased before putting on his shirt. However, before he would head downstairs, he went to his lover to place a chaste kiss on his lips, "Not even a good morning kiss? Geez~ My boyfriend is really cruel."
"S-Sorry. I was just thinking about what I have to do for today for work and stuff." Kuroko apologized quickly.
"So you have some troublesome patients today too? I guess even psychiatrists can't catch a break huh?" But for some reason Kagami doubted it was the patients. Kuroko must still be thinking about... "I'll be downstairs so take your time." Kagami turned to leave, going to the kitchen to make breakfast.
Kuroko slowly nodded even though Kagami already left. He really felt bad since Kagami was working so hard to make him happy and relaxed, but the was still thinking of another person. Hopefully he could forget about it all tonight.
After getting ready and having a delicious breakfast with Kagami (who gave him his favourite vanilla milkshake to take with him), Kuroko headed out to work. He listened to his patients' worries while trying to understand and find a way to fix their problems. However, Kuroko was wise enough to know that any case will take much time to solve, especially when it involves the feelings and relationships of others.
After work Kuroko had driven home to change. After that he would go with Kagami to this 'surprise' he had planned for him. Kuroko couldn't help but smile, knowing that Kagami was trying hard to make him happy. Instead of Kagami, it's his turn to try and forget the past...
After the two finished getting dressed, they hopped in the car and went on their way. Although halfway through the ride, Kuroko finally realized he didn't actually know where he was going. "So... where are we going exactly?" He asked Kagami.
"You'll see when we get there." He wasn't about to reveal the surprise just yet, "All I can say is that it's a fancy restaurant." And that he had to save up for months to get them there but he wasn't about to reveal that, "I'm sure you'll love it, at least I hope so."
"I'm sure I will. I appreciate anything you give me, you know that." Kuroko smiled towards Kagami. "I'm thankful you care like this. I really am."
A smile appeared on Kagami's face but he couldn't turn around to look away from the road. He turned a corner, driving down to the more expensive part of Tokyo. There goes his savings of six months, "Who would I care for other than my lover? You deserve only the best of the best Kuroko."
Kuroko felt his smile falter but it didn't disappear since he didn't want to ruin the night. "Maybe, yeah. Thanks."
The car drove further down the road but as Kuroko watched where they were going, he noticed large expensive looking skyscrapers up ahead. Could it be that they're driving towards them? Kagami did say that it was a fancy restaurant so could it be within one of those buildings? But then again, only those wealthy enough could enter.
Kuroko was confused and a bit shocked but he didn't say anything. Kagami had worked hard for this moment and Kuroko didn't want to ruin it. He only sat and watched; anticipating the place Kagami was taking him to.
When his boyfriend finally turned the car to one of the skyscraper's entrances, Kuroko knew that that was where they were going. The skyscraper they've turned to is renewed for its luxury. However, it's most popular and known feature is it's restaurant which is located at the very top of the building, giving it's guests a three hundred and sixty view of Tokyo, along with top class prestige food.
Kuroko couldn't believe they were actually going to this restaurant. The reality didn't settle in but he realized that was the case when suddenly one of the staff dressed in a red uniform opened Kagami's door, "Welcome sir." He bowed while another staff member went over to open Kuroko's doors as well.
The entrance was filled with people who were dressed with... more expensive looking clothing. Those types of people who spend ridiculous amount of money on things that could otherwise be bought very cheaply. Aside from them, the entrance was also filled with expensive cars.
As Kuroko and Kagami made their way out of the car, the staff member bowed, volunteering to take their car away for them while they slowly made their way inside, "See? The best of the best, only for you." Kagami said, trying to impress his date.
"K-Kagami-kun... it's... this is..." He wanted to say "a lot" but stopped himself. That would make it seem like he didn't appreciate it because honestly, he really did. Even if he didn't really enjoy crowds or pushing to be something he's not, he was definitely impressed.
"It's really... amazing that we're here." Kuroko settled with that. It was the truth. It was truly amazing that they could get into one of the very best. "I can't even imagine the cost. How could you even afford this?"
"Ugh... H-Haha... Don't think about the cost!" Kagami scratched the back of his head, not wanting to reveal the price, "Leave that stuff to me and don't worry! Let's go in and enjoy the night!" He gently pushed his date forward in hopes they would skip the topic of price.
When they entered the building, Kuroko was amazed by the beautiful interior within. In the centre there was a large fountain with beautiful statues that surrounded it. The statues depicted Greek women, pouring down water from the vases they were holding in hand.
Along with the fountain, there was a reception desk, crystal stairs and a chandelier that was hanging down from the ceiling. Kuroko was so taken in by everything around him that he didn't see Kagami approaching the reception at all. Then when his date came back, "Kuroko." He was woken up from his daze, "Let's go, the restaurant is on the last floor up." Kagami took Kuroko's hand, going towards one of the elevators.
The last floor up... It was all surreal. Kuroko's never done anything at fancy at this before. Sure he's been to a few good restaurants... but nothing like this. Kuroko had to keep reminding himself that this was real.
In the elevator, Kuroko looked up at Kagami from the corner of his eye. He couldn't believe his boyfriend would do this much for him... Was he a bad boyfriend? He hasn't tried this hard. He didn't save up money to even try to do something like this for Kagami.
He looked down at their joined hands. He was grateful for what was going on, but did he really deserve it? Well, Kagami certainly did so Kuroko kept his mouth shut. He wanted Kagami happy and to enjoy himself. Saying anything about how everything is too much would just ruin it.
The elevator ride was long but once they've finally arrived on the 201st floor, the door opened to reveal the fancy restaurant ahead. The said establishment had taken up the entire floor, having tables all around while the most wanted ones were those next to the windows. Kuroko didn't know if they would get a table like that but even if they didn't Kuroko didn't mind. Not when he could see the entire city from all sides.
Since it was already night, the lights of Tokyo have lit up, providing a beautiful view from the top. Kuroko turned to see a waiter approach them, "Welcome sirs, do you have a reservation?" But soon Kagami began to fidget, "O-Oh... Y-Yeah, table number 10." He took out a piece of paper from his suit and handed it to the waiter who nodded, "This way please."
The two followed the man but Kuroko was surprised when he began leading them to one of the empty tables next to the window. Did Kagami really go all out? Even a table next to the window? He should be feeling happy but somehow the guilt began to settle in. Luckily the restaurant wasn't as full as the building's entrance, probably because only a few could afford to actually come here.
The two sat at their table, looking over the view of the city from their seats. Kuroko was really impressed when he wasn't worrying about how high they were from the ground. It was really an amazing view. This would probably only be a one time thing, so he was going to relish it.
"Thank you, Kagami-kun... This is so... I really don't know what to say." Kuroko said, turning his head to look at Kagami. "I'm really thankful you did this... and all for me? I don't deserve so much..."
A proud smile soon appeared on the redhead's face, looking away in embarrassment, "Heh~ This is nothing. Since it's for you, even a mansion wouldn't be enough." Was he exaggerating? But Kagami was so happy that Kuroko liked it. After all, he was planning this for months! Not to mention his precious savings... No! No! No! He'll have to forget about that! This is all for his boyfriend's happiness!
"Well, mansions are pretty big... I'm fine with our home. It's more comfortable." Kuroko smiled. He appreciated the thought though. It proved that Kagami was serious about him. He must really love him...
"O-Oh... You're right! Haha... Ha..." Snap out of it Kagami! You're embarrassing yourself! The said redhead shook his head, trying not to seem too excited. He was glad to know that all his work had payed out and now, his boyfriend was finally smiling. He intends to cherish that smile and protect it. Although... somehow Kagami felt that it wasn't as big a smile but... it was a beginning.
"May I take your orders sirs?" A waiter approached the two, taking their orders for their starters. However, as the two were choosing what to eat, other guests appeared from within the elevator.
"It seems that we've finally arrived." A woman's voice said as she and her partner stepped out of the elevator. The woman had curly brown hair with eyes to match. She wore an expensive dress made by a fancy brand while her partner was dressed in the same manner.
The man had short red hair along with mismatched eyes; one being crimson red and the other amber gold. He wore a black suit along with a red tie to match his hair.
The couple approached the desk to confirm their reservation, "Good evening, I've made a reservation for two on the name Akashi Seijuro." The firm voice said as the waiter went through his book, looking for the said name. Once he had found it, the man took two menus before leading them to their table, "Follow me please."
The couple slowly made their way to the table, however, as they were on their way, the man with crimson red hair stopped in place, his eyes wide as they were looking into the distance. He stood frozen, his eyes glued onto a figure with teal blue hair... "T-Tetsu... Tetsuya?" The man uttered under his breath in a whisper that could be barely heard by his partner beside him.
He watched as the figure in the distance moved, revealing a side of his face. Mismatched eyes widened further when his suspicions were confirmed. It really was 'him'...
"Akashi-san? Is something the matter?" The brunette asked her date, looking at him confusingly as he snapped out of his trance, "I apologize." He looked up at the waiter, "Is it possible for us to move tables?" He moved his hand to point to a specific table, "Is it possible for us to sit there?"
Both the waiter and the woman blinked in surprise but the waiter quickly nodded, "Of course sir, follow me." And so the couple had changed their course, going to the other table Akashi had pointed to.
"Are you sure you're alright Akashi-san? If you'd like we cou-"
"No, no. Thank you for your concern. Now let's go my lady." He took her hand but as the two were going to their new seats, mismatched eyes moved again to look at the figure in the distance. He was with someone. Who could that be? A friend?
It was pretty lucky that Kuroko wasn't looking around though. Since he's definitely not rich, he would rather not draw attention to himself. So to avoid gaining attention, Kuroko would just pretend that they both were alone and that no one could bother them.
"Wow, the food gets done pretty quickly." Kuroko commented after about 10 minutes after ordering. They probably had really good chefs back there after all. "You think you can eat it Kagami-kun? Since its so different from your usual mountain of burgers?" He smiled to show he was just joking around.
"This is nothing!" The other was confident, looking down at the steak he had ordered. Compared to the usual meat he has, this one was much juicier and tastier. It really was a first class meal, "I might end up ordering mo-" But then he froze when his eyes spotted someone in the distance. Wait no... his eyes must be playing tricks on him.
Kagami's eyes met mismatched ones as they were both locked in a gaze, looking at one another with certain tension. Many thoughts went through Kagami's mind, remembering an old photo that Kuroko had shown him before. When Kagami had asked how 'he' looked, Kuroko had shown him a picture of his high school days. On it was a younger Kuroko along with a students with mismatched eyes and red hair... much similar to the man he was seeing now but only older.
"Kagami-kun? Did something happen?" Kuroko asked in concern, noticing that Kagami was looking at something. However, before Kuroko would turn, Kagami quickly stopped him, "Ah! Kuroko look! A shinkansen is passing by!" He pointed out of the window, quickly grabbing Kuroko's attention. That was close... Although now Kagami was sure... The man that was here... it was 'him', Akashi Seijuro.
"Are you sure you're alright?" Kuroko asked his boyfriend with concern. Maybe Kagami was also in awe of the place like him? "Is the place a lot to take in? I mean, it was a surprise to me but I didn't even think about how it could make you react too." It's not like Kagami was rich. He wasn't used to this stuff. Yeah, that's probably the only reason he seems weird right now.
"O-Oh... Yeah that's it. You know this is very different from what I'm u-used to! Haha..." Crap! Could he keep this on for the rest of the night? Even though they've come here to have a good time, Kagami knew that the moment Kuroko turns around, everything would be ruined.
But then again, why wasn't Akashi doing anything? If it was him, Kagami would approach Kuroko right away. Does it have something to do with how they broke up? Kagsmi didn't know but he knew that Kuroko's happiness was on the line here. All he has to do is prevent his boyfriend from turning around, "A-Anyway Kuroko, how's your food?"
"Oh, it's pretty good. The taste is really different from our normal food but... it's not a bad different." Just a weird different. It's something Kuroko would have to get used to before he could actually sit down and eat it as easily as something like fast food.
"I'm just worried I won't finish it all." Kuroko said with another smile. "Although it does seem like the portion sizes are pretty small. Maybe it'll be just enough for me."
Kagami's eyes drifted back to those mismatched ones before quickly moving back onto his boyfriend, "Y-Yeah! They're so small even you can eat them! Don't worry about anything and just dig in!" He quickly took his fork and knife to dig into his steak. Man, this was more exhausting than Kagami thought. But what drove him crazy was the fact that Akashi wasn't doing anything but stare. How weird.
"I'll have a prawn cocktail and wine with it." Akashi's partner ordered before looking up at her date, "Akashi-san?" Her voice made the redhead turn to look at her and then at the waiter, "I'll have a plate of tofu soup please." And with their orders taken, the waiter bowed before leaving.
"Isn't this a wonderful view Akashi-san? Truly breathtaking." The brunette made the remark but it fell on deaf ears. Those mismatched eyes... they could only look at the teal blue figure in the distance.
Halfway through Kuroko's meal, Kuroko got a strange sense that someone was staring at him... He glanced around but didn't really turn to look anywhere. He didn't see anyone staring... "Hey Kagami-kun, do you feel like someone's watching us?"
The other choked on his meal, coughing to get the piece of meat down his throat. Once he achieved that feat, he quickly drank some water, "S-Staring? Nobody's staring I swear!" Shit! The way he said it made him seem suspicious, "I-I mean, if someone was looking at you, its probably because you're beautiful." Don't turn... don't turn... don't turn...
"I doubt that..." Kuroko mumbled, looking down at his food as he tried to keep his embarrassment from showing. "I'm probably nothing compared to those rich folk..." He took a bite of his meal to distract himself from his embarrassment.
Kagami grumbled, taking another bite of his meal, "Compared to these full of themselves people, you're much more beautiful. In fact, you're the pretties person in the entire building." These people who think they own the world, Kagami had no interest in them at all.
"W-We don't even know who's in he building. There could be beautiful celebrities or something in here." Kuroko said. "Besides, I'm a guy. Some people won't find me beautiful, and you cant tell me that's not true."
"T-That's..." Kuroko was right but still, to Kagami, Kuroko was the most beautiful person. Someone who doesn't think about themselves but wants to help people before themselves, that's beautiful, "I don't care about what others think. I stand by my word."
Kuroko looked back at Kagami curiously. Not caring what others think, even if it's over something uncommon... how like Kagami. He smiled again and nodded. "Alright. I'll believe you then."
"Good." The other blushed, trying to hide his red face by chewing on his meat. It seemed that his plan was working and Kuroko was smiling. Kagami couldn't help but smile as well, however, when he would glance behind his boyfriend and see those mismatched eyes that stared, his smile quickly dropped. He wished Akashi would just go away, if that really is him. But man what a coincidence... for him to be here of all places! At this time!
After a little while, Kagami was startled when Kuroko began to stand up. Why was he getting up? Did he know? "I'm going to head to the restroom, okay? I'll be back in a few minutes."
Restroom? Shit! No matter what, Kagami couldn't have Kuroko look behind! "It's this way! If you go there you'll find it right away, trust me!"
Kuroko stared at Kagami for a few moments, confused by his sudden outburst. "...A-Alright... I'll go this way then..." He moved away from the table and walked away, luckily in the opposite direction Akashi was in.
Kagami breathed a sigh of relief but he couldn't relax just yet. He watched Kuroko leave until he finally disappeared behind the corner. Gone... He quickly turned to look at Akashi, noticing that he was still there. Good. Now Kagami had to make sure that he stays there.
"Excuse me sir, how is your meal?" However, his view was soon interrupted by the waiter who came to check on them. This wasn't good! "E-Everything is fine thank you!" Now quickly move away!
"Alright sir, please call me if you need anything." The waiter bowed and made his leave, finally clearing Kagami's view. What he saw however, made him stand up right away. Gone! Akashi was gone! Did he go after Kuroko?
Kagami quickly took off, running towards the bathroom to save the day. He finally reached it, opening the door, expecting to see his boyfriend who wasn't there! Why wasn't Kuroko here!? Where could he have gone to!?
Now to answer all of Kagami's questions, we'll have to rewind about a minute or so. Kuroko went the way Kagami had suggested like he said he would, and he even asked a waiter for directions real quick.
"The bathrooms are down this hallway, to the right, then another right, and it's the third door on the left." That was what Kuroko was told. But as he walked away, following the waiters directions, his mind wondered as he looked at the fancy designs on the walls.
Kagami was trying so hard to make him happy. It really filled Kuroko with delight, but it turned into guilt again. He managed to forget about "him" for a while now but after thinking about how much Kagami was a good boyfriend, his mind automatically envisioned the one person he was trying to forget.
When he realized he's been walking for who knows how long, he looked around quickly. Where was he? Oh no, how many rights did he take? Should he retrace his steps? What if he gets even more lost?
He should find someone. Yes, there should be people around the rooms that could help! So Kuroko went up to the first door he saw. He knocked first but when he received no reply, he hesitated. Should he go in? He slowly opened the door anyway and peeked inside.
It was dark inside the room but since the room was one of those amazing, huge window rooms, the city provided enough light. By the furniture illuminated by the light, he assumed it was like an apartment or a flat. He hoped no one lived in it!
He was thinking of leaving; this might be someone apartment after all. But then again, wouldn't it have been locked? Maybe it's vacant? He cautiously walked inside, both afraid of someone catching him and tripping over furniture he couldn't see.
Kuroko made his way to the window and looked outside. It was still such an amazing view... He didn't think he'd ever get used to it... He wished he could though.
While he was a simple person and wasn't a fan of fancy things, he kind of wanted a view like this. Who wouldn't? It was so beautiful and peaceful and since he's so high up, he can't hear the notice of traffic. It was relaxing. That's the only word that could sum it all up.
Kuroko was so caught up in the view and his thoughts that he didn't notice the door creak a bit. A figure appeared, standing within the entrance as he looked ahead at the bluenette in front of him. Ah... The desire and want was within his gaze but what was dominant was his expression of pain and hurt. A love that began with a seed but was cut before it could fully bloom. Now the only remains that were left was the pain.
"A beautiful view isn't it? At night the city lights shine so brightly that they resemble the stars."
Kuroko froze when he heard someone call out to him. Oh no, was it a waiter? The voice did kind of sound familiar... The waiter who gave him directions maybe?
"Uh.. y-yeah..." Kuroko moved away from the window. "Sorry, I'm probably not supposed to be in here, am I? I'll leave if I have to."
Kuroko lowered his head in guilt, although he did hear a small chuckle coming from the man. Such familiar voice... where did he hear it before? "I see you haven't changed at all. You're still as clumsy as ever, wondering around and getting lost... yet here I am again to find you, just like I did before."
Changed? So this person knew him? Kuroko lifted his head, wondering who it could possibly be. He turned around to look at whoever else was in at the room. Whoever it was, Kuroko couldn't see their face or even their chest and up due to the darkness. All he could see was the legs down, and that certainly didn't give any clues.
"Do I know you? I can't see you..." Kuroko said. "If you don't mind, can you step closer?"
The man was quiet for a few seconds, remembering the past. The current situation reminded him of the time they met for the first time under the sakura tree. It was a sunny day, which may be a contrast, and yet just like back then, Kuroko couldn't see his face. Truly, fate must be playing with them to be recreating the past like this.
"You don't recognize my voice? Has it changed that much?" The firm yet gentle voice asked as he took a step forward, "Perhaps you've made yourself forget as to not be reminded of myself. After all, the last time I saw you, you were desperate enough to do so." The man took another step forward, and then another until he finally stood under the light, "It's been a while Tetsuya."
Author notes
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