Hey, thank you so much for reading my story! This is my first time writing a story so any feedback would be great, and constructive criticism will be welcomed! I hope you all enjoy it and I will try and update ASAP (in other words when I get the time.) Sooo yer here you go…

Chapter 1.

"He said that?"

That's all my friends could say?

I had just told them the reason why they caught me standing on the edge of our 3 story roof ready to jump. To be honest they were taking it much better than I thought they would, seeing they had just been told that my boyfriend of two and a half years wants to cool it for a while...

The one thing I was really hoping they wouldn't as was "why" he wants that.
I knew that if i had to explain the news that was brought to my attention just before i was kicked out of his dorm, i would break down completely.

"Why? Why would he want to cool it down, is he out of his mind!"
it was Bex who ask the question i was dreading!

"Well... You remember how last summer i was almost raped and how i killed the guy? Well... i just found out that the guy was Zach older brother!"

The next morning I woke up with a wet pillow and Bex, Macey and Lizzy sitting at the end of my bed.

It took me a minute to remember why I had been crying, but when I did I started again.

"Oh, Cammie don't cry, it will be okay! "

How can Macey say that? The love of my life was so pissed at me that he almost broke up with me!

"Does Zach know that his brother was going to rape you?"

"Of course he doesn't Liz! I haven't told him and his brother is dead so I don't think he has told him! I-I-I didn't mean to kill him! I thought his was blacked out, I didn't know he was dead! OHHHHH what the hell have I done? I really love Zach and know he hates me! Shit! Why me!"

With Maceys help we managed to make me look good enough to go down to breakfast without my mother (the headmistress) question me on why I had been crying.

Just as I started eating my breakfast none other than the one and only Zach walks up to my table and asks if he could talk to me in private.
"Look pretty boy, I don't think she wants to talk to you, you fricken broke her heart!" Thanks Bex. NOT.

"No, Bex its okay, I'll be back in a minute… Oh and I know we are spies and all but don't time me."

Zach just had to take me to "our" secret passage way!
"Umm Cammie I am sorry for what I said last night and the way I acted. I found out why you used self-defense to kill my brother. I saw the video surveillance. I still can't believe that my own brother, one of the few people I trusted tried to rape you! I am soo soooo sorry Cammie can you ever forgive me?"

I really, really wanted to forgive him and go back to normal but how can things go back to normal after everything? Can it?

"Okay since we are apologising I am really sorry for killing your brother, I didn't mean to. And as for forgiving you, I do but you are going to have to work to get our relationship back to normal, I was really hurt by you last night!"

That was it, I was forgiven and so was he, and with a kiss we left holding hands back into the dining hall.