Entwined - Secrets

Disclaimer: I don't own Bleach or any Bleach character. I make no profit with this fic.

Warnings: This story will contain: Yaoi (malexmale); graphic sex; abuse – non-con; violence and language.

Full Summary: Kira loves Shuuhei, but he knows Shuuhei cares about Matsumoto. Byakuya decides to act upon his feelings for Renji, but the redhead seems interested in another guy. After a weird first kiss at school, Ishida is avoiding Ichigo, who seems to act strange. This is a story about unrequited love, in a homophobic Soul Society, while the fate of Karakura Town is in jeopardy.

Pairings: ShuuheixKira; ByakuyaxRenji; IchigoxIshida. Hints of IkkakuxYumichika; UraharaxYoruichi; GinxKira and others I don't want to spoil.

Author's Note: I wanted to do a ShuuKira oneshot for Valentine's day, but I ended up with the idea of a multi-pairing and multi-chapter story. This will be Junjou Romantica style. Where we have stories surrounding a few couples, but they entwine between them. Main pairs will be Kira and Shuuhei; Byakuya and Renji; possibly some Ichigo/Ishida. But the story will be mainly Kira-centric.

A/N 2- This is my first Bleach fanfiction. I feel kinda nervous. Also I apologize for the bad grammar, English is not my main language and I have no beta. I write for pure pleasure. Hope you enjoy. =)

Entwined - Secrets

Chapter 0 – Prologue

Kira

Kira couldn't sleep. No matter how hard he tried, or how tired he was from his hard-working day, he couldn't sleep. His eyes refused to close and his mind refused to shutdown and drift to dreamland.

For a long time Kira had no trouble to fall asleep. Since his former Taichou left, to be precise, he didn't have insomnia. But now, a few months after the Winter War, his lack of sleep was tormenting him again. Well, it wasn't exactly that what was tormenting the blond, but the fact that it was almost 2 am, and Hisagi didn't come yet.

The truth was that Hisagi went on a date with some girl from the 8th division. Something he did frequently; however, most – if not all – of his dates ended up with the 9th division Fukutaichou going to the Third division, where Kira would listen to him complaining what did go wrong with his date, while drinking some high-end sake that, for whatever reason, the blond seemed to always have. Indeed, Kira always had that pricey sake, and he always bought new bottles whenever Shuuhei had a date coming; this because he knew that the brunet's date would be a failure, and then he would come to him, seeking comfort from his friend.

It wasn't in a malicious way, that Kira thought that the dates would fail. It was because Hisagi Shuuhei was picky. He didn't want a one night stand. He wanted a girlfriend, he wanted a wife. More concretely, he wanted a family. And that's what broke the blond's heart. It was the main reason why he never confessed his feelings, why he never attempted to flirt with him. Hisagi was straight and wanted a family, which meant he wanted kids. And even, if it was possible for the brunet to reciprocate his feelings, Kira could never give him children.

But he wasn't mad about it. He accepted that long time ago. He accepted that he would always be seen as a friend, and nothing else. And that was enough for him. His feelings could be one-sided but he knew he had something precious, Hisagi's friendship. Hisagi himself told him he was his best friend, the person he trusted the most, and that made Kira's heart beat faster. He was important to Hisagi, probably much more important than many others, and Kira couldn't help but be glad with that idea.

Since their Taichous betrayed them, they returned to the friendship they had in the Academy days. It was like those decades of simple Hi's and occasionally drinking sake in gatherings didn't exist; like they were always close friends, and that distance never took place. They continued where they left, fifty years ago and that was a blessing for Kira.

He knew he was lucky to be accepted by Hisagi like this. And he knew that many people wouldn't give him a second chance. And he knew about second chances. But apart from Abarai, who was always at his side, no matter how much he didn't know about what was happening to Kira; Hisagi was there smiling at him, reassuring him he was enough for his division, he was enough for him.

Without Hisagi, Kira was lost. And all that he did was in the name of their friendship, only Hisagi mattered, nothing else.

Kira turned to his side, but the futon was uncomfortably hot. He put the blankets down sighing in displeasure. He looked again at the clock at the wall. It was 2:03 am. Why wasn't Hisagi there yet? His dates never passed the midnight.

Did this one actually worked out?

Kira gulped. Was he now with the girl at her place, or... was he... having sex with her? Kira's eyes widen. He felt scared. No, he couldn't think like this. 'I mean he is a guy and has urges, it doesn't mean that if had sex with her he likes her.' But this was Hisagi, he was a gentleman, he wouldn't have random sex with someone he didn't have the intention to be with. He had morals and Kira admired that.

Nonetheless, there was also the possibility of Hisagi succeed in his date. And this was the reason why Kira couldn't sleep. His heart ached and he started to feel like crap.

A light knocking sound came from the living room door. Kira got up quickly. He couldn't feel his reiatsu, but he was sure it was Hisagi, that knock was his knock. He run till the door before stopping and looked himself at the mirror he placed nearby the door – for these type of circumstance – he arranged his white yukata, which Hisagi said he looked good in it, so he always wore it when he knew the other would come; and arranged his hair, fixing the mess his pillow did. He looked at himself and breathed and exhaled deeply. He opened the door.

Hisagi was leaning against the door frame. He was wearing his Shinigami uniform, but without his Fukutaichou badge. He looked marvelous as always, his bare arms showing off his amazing muscles and the moonlight hitting his tanned skin, made him glow. Kira tried not to stare too much.

"Hisagi-san," he simply said. The older man looked at him and shrugged.

"I know, I suck," Hisagi replied. Kira didn't say anything else, he didn't want the other man to think he was judging him, so he stepped aside and let him enter. As he passed by him, the blond could smell the scent of sake. Hisagi had drunk, and something said to him, that he had been drinking a lot.

Hisagi took off his waraji and entered. He sat nearby the coffee table in the small living room. He rested his forehead against the table, Kira joined him sitting next to him, not too close but not too far away.

"Do you want something to drink?" the blond asked, "Although it looks like you already have been drinking."

"No, I'm okay," His senpai replied, he moved his head towards Kira looking at him, "Sorry to come this late. You were already sleeping."

"No! I mean, I couldn't sleep so it's alright," Kira said trying not to sound too eager. He was so glad that Hisagi was there, he just wanted to smile.

Hisagi stared at him for a while, he could feel those dark eyes analyzing him, which made him slightly blush. He didn't want Hisagi to notice, so he had to distract him.

"So, what happened this time?" Kira asked casually.

"Oh God, Kira, she was a motormouth. She didn't shut up for a second!" Hisagi said burying his face in his hands. Kira chuckled.

"Aren't you being too picky?"

"I know I may have high standards you don't have to tell me that, but this time it was really painful. She started talking about her Taichou, and didn't stop."

"Well her Taichou is a lady's man," Kira said.

"That's not an excuse. Who in its mind would talk about other guys in a date? Women are so inconsiderate."

'Maybe you should try men' Kira thought, of course this wasn't something he had the courage to say.

"Maybe you should just stop looking for women," the blond said. "I mean don't they say that the more you search for love the more it runs away?"

"Yeah, but...I don't want to be alone," Hisagi said, resting now his head on his bent knees, still looking at the younger man.

"You are forcefully trying to find someone, and of course you will find flaws in those girls, if you are forcing yourself to like them," Kira said, trying to sound like he was saying something wise. In reality, he was trying to persuade the man he loved to stop dating.

"Damn..." he only replied.

Kira could feel his dark eyes traveling to what he was wearing, he felt a bit self-conscious, even though Hisagi said he looked good in a white yukata, Kira knew that he was only being polite. Even so, he felt awkward, he didn't want to act like an embarrassed woman, so he stood still, trying to ignore that gaze. The dark orbs of his senpai seemed to look at his neck or collar-bone he wasn't sure.

Kira could see Hisagi's rosy cheeks, and he wondered if it was the effect of alcohol and that was confirmed in what Hisagi said next.

"I like slender necks."

Kira blushed. Was he talking about his neck? Before he could answer anything, Hisagi continued speaking.

"Kira do you remember when we..." he paused. He looked at the blond's blue eyes.

"When we what?" Kira asked lowly, his eyes couldn't stare back. He was afraid that if he kept his eyes locked with his senpai, he would be discovered, his feelings would be discovered.

"Never mind," Hisagi said standing up. Kira stood up worried, did something made Hisagi mad, something he did? Hisagi almost fell when he tried to walk, but Kira grabbed him in time.

"Shit. I think I'm drunk," Hisagi said.

"You think? You are drunk," Kira said. This wasn't quite what he had planned, to deal with a drunk Hisagi, but the idea of taking care of him was very pleasant.

"Hisagi-san do you want to stay the night here? It's late and you can barely walk," He said shyly.

"Hmm..." the older man murmured something and then nodded.

"Come I'll prepare you a futon," He took Hisagi to his room and sat him in his own futon while he searched in his closet the spare one. When he found it and turned around, he noticed the brunet had fallen asleep in his bed. He laid the spare futon next to him and after covering up the 9th division Fukutaichou with his sheets and blankets, he laid down in the other futon.

Kira still didn't sleep, but now he did it on purpose, because the sight of a sleeping and unworried Hisagi on his bed was worth every single minute of him awake.

To be continued...

This is just a prologue of how Kira and Shuuhei's life is. Next chapter starts the real story.

Reviews are welcomed. =)