Prologe
I had always thought I would lead a long happy life, and as soon as I met the man/vampire of my dreams nothing could make me think otherwise. Not until that day in the doctors office anyway.
My life was going to be over. I know Edward didn't want to change me because he wanted me to have the experience every other human would. But how would that be possible now? Would I even have enough time?
How is it that he can still think I am going to make it when I am laying here….dying. Didn't he want to spend the rest of eternity with me? Was this really what he wanted?
I was slowly becoming weaker and was giving up trying to fight…I didn't have enough strength anymore…and yet Edwards desperate pleas made me feel guilty. But there was nothing more I could do. Maybe if I told him sooner, what would happen to him when I was gone, there is no way he could blame himself for this…could he?
"Edward…I love you, always know that."
"Bella…BELLA NO!! Edward screamed out in hysterical sobs