Warnings- Um... Not sure yet. Most likely yaoi later.
Disclaimer- You know the drill.
A/N- This is written in a diary type manner from Sasuke's POV. Not sure how long i'm gonna make it, but if u have any ideas or suggestions for this story, I'd be glad to listen. - Please R&R. Enjoy!
Sasuke's Diary: Childhood entries
Monday
I'm starting the ninja academy today. Brother says I'll do fine, but he's way ahead of me. And dad. I just want to make him proud. I want him to say to me, "As expected, of my son." I hear him say that to nii-san sometimes. I wonder if I'll ever be as strong as brother one day.
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I'm top in my class now! I was sure Dad would be proud but... he only nodded and said, "Hmm." when I showd him how great I was doing. I don't think he cares. He only talks about brother and never praises me. Brother said we have a unique bond. That we had a brotherly rivalry. He was the barrier I had to overcome. When he told me this, I felt encouraged. I'll show Dad.
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Tuesday
Dad says he's gonna teach me a new jutsu today. This is my chance to prove to him that I am an Uchiha... and his worthy son.
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Thursday
I got it! I got it! It took me two days, but I've finally mastered the jutsu! Man, I'm exhausted. But I have to show Dad.
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I showed Dad. He finally said, "As expected of my son." I am so happy.
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Friday
I asked Mom why Brother doesn't care about me. She says him and Dad haven't been getting along lately. I'm worried. Brother has been acting strange lately and fought some guys the other day. I was scared. He almost killed them. Since then, Dad and Nii-san barely talk. I asked Dad about Brother and he just said, "Sasuke, don't grow up to be like Itachi. Don't follow in his footsteps." This made me nervous.
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Monday
I came home in a happy mood... but... it didn't last long. It was very quiet on the village streets I realised, but ran straight home. It was very dark... I remember. I walked into my house very coutiously, hoping, praying, that my parents were safe and okay. When I opened the door to thier bedroom, my hope vanished and I fell to my knees. Why? Why? My brother... he... he betrayed us. The whole clan was destroyed because of him! And... he made me see it... he made me re-live my parents death! I hate him!! He spared my life, and said to avenge the clan. To run away and live in fear... "Hate me. Detest me. And when you gain power, seek to destroy me..." Those were his words... the words that repeated themselves over and over again in my head...
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I'm lonely. I'm scared and lonely. Nobody knows how it feels... lonliness... the most painful thing in the world...
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Welp! That's chappy one! Hope you enjoyed it. Please review! 8D