A/N: Hello everyone~ :D I'm sorry if this sin't good but the idea came to me suddenly around like 11 or 12 and now its 4:09 AM... i am tired as hell but i finished this and I am happy! I have to thank my wonderful Waffle for helping me here~ so thank you Waffle (_ _)/ and please enjoy~!

"Dialogue"

"Thougts*

"Text Messages/Messages"

They sat on the benches during an AKBINGO shooting and watched as their senpais played dodge ball. Jurina sat 2 rows in front of her so Rena felt a little lonely… After the Christmas night, they haven't done anything except revert back to their old ways. They didn't speak of it either but it doesn't mean they don't think about it. They're not embarrassed about it either… they just didn't know if it was official and how they would tell the others. Just as AKBINGO was finishing up, they all got the announcements that AKB48 and SKE48 will be doing a performance at Yoyogi for a New Years special. That will happen a few days before New Years. On New Year's Eve and New Years day, they have the days off. The girls rejoiced at the knowledge of having a day off once again. After all was said and done, Jurina and Rena were invited to dinner with some of the other girls at a Shabu Shabu place. As they sat and ate, Shinoda Mariko planned to have a party at a Karaoke bar and the SKE girls were invited. As everyone was excitedly talking about the party and what they were going to do, both Matsui's had similar thoughts in their mind. They wanted to watch the count down with the other Matsui. As everyone was finished with the details of the party, they all left leaving the rest of the SKE girls to go back to their own hotel. Jurina and Rena lagged behind and walked side by side.

"Ne… Rena-chan…"

"What is it Jurina-chan?"

Jurina steadily started to blush and stutter a bit.

"U-um… Want to hang o-out together for N-new Years?"

Rena looked at Jurina and inwardly squealed at how cute she was when she blushed and stuttered like a school-girl in love…

"Wait… is she? I mean she's still in school… and is she in love with me? No not possible… she's still a kid…"

Maybe Jurina took Rena's silence as a rejection as she looked all dejected and looked as if someone ran over her puppy… or her heart for that matter.

"Never mind… that was silly of me... you probably already had plans…"

"A-ah no! Sorry I was lost in thought for a minute. I would love to spend it with you Jurina-chan."

Rena gave Jurina a kilo-watt smile and took hold of the younger girl's hand. Jurina once again blushed and looked at their joined hands. She gulped and mustered a smile and looked her object of affection. Since they shared rooms with different people, they said their good-byes in the elevator. Jurina, before she got out, leaned up and stole a quick kiss to Rena without everyone else noticing.

"Night Rena-chan~ Kumi-chan~!"

"Good-night Jurina-chan~! Ne… Rena-chan… something wrong?"

"E-eh? Oh…um… no."

"You sure? You're all read and you look kind of dazed… "

"Yea I'm fine… let's go back to the room… I'm tired."

Kumi didn't say anything but she knew it must be something to do with Jurina. She'll wait though and see if she can get anything from Anna who was rooming with Jurina. When they got back to the room, Rena quickly prepared for bed, said her goodnight, and jumped into bed and laid there unmoving. Kumi watched her for a bit and sighed.

"Poor Rena… probably in love and not even knowing it yet… lets text Anna!"

While with Jurina, she was all bouncy and Anna Ishida watched her with an amused look. She's seen Jurina all bouncy before but this seems like a different type of bouncy or happiness.

"What's up Jurina-chan? You're so happy."

"Oh nothing… I'm just excited for New Years!"

"Oh? Why are you so excited? I've never seen you like this…"

"Nothing really… just excited…!"

"Hm… if you say so."

Just then, Anna's phone rang and she went to check. She saw that the message was from Kumi and smiled lightly. She checked the message and laughed lightly.

"Hey how's our little Jurina-chan? Rena-chan over here is acting like she's having inner turmoil of her feelings and can't decide if she's in love or what! I want to see if this has anything to do with the suspected love interest."

Anna smiled and looked over at the puppy who was now looking out into the night and watching Tokyo tower in the distance with all the other tall buildings seemingly lost in thought. Whatever it was she was thinking though was give her smiles.

"Well so far… the puppy looks like she's deep in thought. If I didn't know any better, it would be about a certain spicy-tolerant girl. But who knows? We'll wait and watch for New Year's… anyways… what are you doing for New Years Eve and New Years?"

After her reply, she closed her phone and looked at Jurina. Her smile was no longer there but was replaced by a thoughtful look. She caught Anna looking at her through the reflection and turned to Anna. Her face no longer showed that of a giddy 13 year old but someone who was having trouble deciding something important.

"Ne… Anna… have you ever felt something for someone and that feeling was so strong that… you just don't know how to control it or what to do?"

"Mmmm? Can't say that I have but I've felt something similar I guess. Why do you ask?"

"Well… it's just that… there's this one person who I've known for a while now… and… well we were together for Christmas and everything we sort of confessed but up until now… nothing has happened… and as the day passes by, this… feeling… this urge… it gets stronger… it's almost as if… I'm falling in love…"

Anna sensed that what Jurina was saying was completely serious and that this was troubling the younger girl. Anna got worried at what this feeling could be… and who this person is. She has a very big guess but one can never be certain.

"Jurina… can you tell me who this person is? No matter who it is, I will try my best to help you in this. I swear."

"… It's Rena-chan…"

Anna's guess was right on target but she didn't feel any accomplishment from getting it right. She was particularly worried either because judging from what Kumi said, Rena most likely feels the same but just doesn't know yet or is in denial. They both don't know what being in love means… heck none of the girls do really… except maybe a few of the AKB girls.

"What is Rena-chan doesn't feel the same way? What if we stop being friends and stuff if things go wrong? What would I do? I'm sure I'm in love even though I've never felt anything like this before. I just… I'm just scared to lose Rena-chan."

"Jurina-chan… you won't lose her. I promise. I'll make sure of that. But I'm sure she won't say no… I mean you guys spent Christmas night together right? And I'm guessing you confessed?"

"Yea… I confessed… and we kissed."

"Whoa… well that's already beyond what you're scared of. If she didn't reject you, she has some feelings for you."

"I know but… she said she MIGHT feel the same way… what if she doesn't? What if she changes her mind? What do I do? And I also have this… urge… like… remember how, in the truth chess game, she said I liked to kiss cute girls? Well… I'm in love with her… she's OVERLY cute to me… she's something like… you can almost say my goddess… what do you think I would want to do to her? That is the urge I'm feeling… I just… I don't know what I'm supposed to do though."

Anna knew exactly what that urge was and she blushed, knowing that this 13 year old idol isn't just a simple minded 13 year old. She may be only 1 year her junior but they're all smarter than most their age because of everything they've been through.

"I don't know what you should do about that urge… but don't act on it yet… wait till things get official with you two and you two know what it is that you want. Until then, go slow and let her adjust… maybe she just wants to take things slow… alright? Don't worry too much. Kumi noticed and so did I earlier. If you have any more problems… talk to us… ok? We're here for you… remember, we're all family… the senpais said so. AKB48, SKE48, SDN48, NMB48… we're all a VERY big family. So we're all here for each other. Remember that."

"Ok… thanks Anna-chan… I think we should sleep… we have to rehearse for the event on Thursday."

"Mhmmm good night Jurina-chan."

"Night Anna-chan"

With that said, they both turned off their lights and went to their separate beds. After such a long while, Rena was still awake staring at the ceiling. Her thoughts have been on her puppy ever since she got into bed. She knew she felt something for the younger Matsui… and she knew that she wanted to be with her… but how does she tell the others?

"I'm sure… I'm in love with her… I've decided! No matter what happens… I'll stay by Jurina-chan's side… I don't care what anyone thinks… no one will get in between us. I love her and that's that."

With that final thought in her head, she went to sleep peacefully. They both had the same feelings but different dilemmas… Jurina is scared about this urge she's feeling and Rena is scared about how to tell the others… their parents… their friends… but what they don't know is that basically everyone can see the love between these two girls and are working behind the scenes to bring them together… more so than they are now.

Yea so how was is? xD please do review~ it helps me and motivates me... even though my Waffle also helps~ :D i seriously must thank her. But anyways... i'm off to sleep and continue tomorrow... i might keep this going until New Year gets here... something like what happens everyday or something... idk xD or i might just finish it and wait till New years to post the last chapters or something xD i'll see... thanks for reading~ *nudges toward review button*