AN: AFTER WATCHING THE EPISODE 'SURPRISE' I COULDN'T HELP BUT MAKE THIS ONE...HOPE YOU ENJOY IT

CASEY'S POV

"Case are you ever gonna get over this?" he asked leaning against my bedroom door. I saw Emily and Derek watching a movie together with his arm around her I ran as soon as I saw him kiss her.

"No" I've been giving him the cold shoulder since prom he asked Emily to the prom last week.

"Come on Case I don't even know why your so upset with this anyways"

"Derek you asked her out after I already did"

"Its not like you were going on a real date anyways"

"Just go away"

"Case it was just one night"

"Derek you're her boyfriend its not just gonna be one night"

"Just cause me and Emily are dating doesn't mean you're never gonna see her again"

"We're never gonna be alone anymore"

"I won't be there all the time"

"Not physically"

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"You know she's gonna talk nonstop about you now that you're her boyfriend"

"Why don't you just talk about Truman than?"

"I don't wanna talk about Truman I don't even wanna be with him in the first place but thanks to you I am"

"I thought you liked him" he said confusingly

"Ew gross why would I? He's way too much like you" I looked at him and noticed the hurt in his eyes but it was gone so fast I don't know if it was real or not.

"Then why did you agree to out with him again? After all the work I did to get him to ask you for another chance for you I find out you didn't even like him in the first place"

"Oh give me a break you didn't do it for me you did it so you could be alone with Emily"

"I did it for you that was just a cover"

"Why?"

"I thought he made you happy"

"Well he didn't since when did you care if I was happy anyways?"

"Trust me I care"

"Yeah right"

"Why did you go out with him if you didn't even like him?"

"To get someone's attention" I just shrugged like its no big deal Its was definitely a big deal I knew I shouldn't of agreed to go out with him the first time knowing that he liked me a lot he even grown to love me but I can't pretend I feel the same way not anymore so I broke up with him without telling anyone

"Who's?"

"Doesn't matter the person taken anyways and would never think of me that way"

"Why are you so upset with me and Emily being together?"

"It doesn't matter"

"Yes it does"

"No it doesn't"

"Does"

"Doesn't"

"Does"

"Doesn't"

"Does"

I groaned getting frustrated "Why do you care whether I like it or not anyways"

"Cause it's hurting Emily knowing you don't like it and what hurts her bothers me" I frowned at that I don't wanna hurt her but I got jealousy issues I can't help it when I act unreasonable

"Get out" got up walked over to him put my hands on his chest and started pushing him towards the door I don't want to cry in front of him or he'll ask why and I can't tell him

"No I'm not leaving until you tell me" he stopped and put his hands on my shoulder

"Leave me alone" trying not to look at him

"Tell me the reason and I'll leave" he keep trying to look at my face probably already knows I'm trying not to cry but I wouldn't let him.

"I can't" my voice cracked now he definitely knows I'm trying not to cry

"Yes you can"

"No I can't"

"Case just please tell me"

"No"

"Please"

"No"

"I can probably help with whatever it is"

"No you can't"

"I can if you just tell me"

"No you can't"

"Maybe if you just…"

"I LOVE HER OK? THERE I SAID. ARE YOU HAPPY?" I screamed at him then finally broke down into sobs. I'm so glad Emily left or I'm sure she would've heard me and I can't handle rejection from her

"I know she's your friend but I'm not that horrible…"

"No you're not getting it"

"So you love her and wanna protect her but I wouldn't hurt her"

"No when I said I loved her I mean I REALLY love her"

"You mean…oh"

"Yeah oh"

"I didn't know you're a…"

"I'm not" I cut him off he looked confused "I'm mean I am" I groaned again "I don't know if I am or not but she makes it impossible for me not to love her"

"Are you sure you're not just confused?"

"About my sexuality or my feelings for her?"

"Both I guess"

"My feelings for her is definitely not confusing"

"How do you know?"

"I just know. Every guy I was with I kept comparing them to her she's so amazing not too sweet but not too mean either cares a little of what people think but not completely shallow. Not too smart she's a nerd like me but not stupid knows she's hot but doesn't feel like she has to flaunt it. Always knows what to say to calm me down not too girly but not a complete tomboy. Always wears her heart on her sleves never afraid to say what's on her mind…every time I see her my heart feels like its gonna pound out of my chest my stomach does flip flops makes me feel so happy and so alive when I see her. Every time she does these innocent little touches my head gets dizzy everything in the room just disappears so I all I see is her. It takes all my self control not to kiss her. I love her so much it hurts knowing she only sees me as a friend I accepted that as long as I didn't see her with any guys but I rather she dates guys then other girls"

"That's why you hate the fact me and her are together?"

"Yes I didn't hate it as much when it was other guys cause she eventually leaves them and I get her all to myself again"

"What makes me so different?"

"She loves you so the chance of getting her all to myself is slim to none"

"Why haven't you tried to break us up than if you love her so much?"

"Cause I want her to happy even if I can't be the one who makes her happy"

"How do you know she doesn't feel the same way?"

"Her reaction when I finally did ask her to the prom"

He sighs "She does love you Case" looks at me in the eyes

"I know I'm just the sister she always wanted she already told me" I looked down he puts his hand under my chin and lift my head up gently.

"No she loves you like you love her"

"How do you know?"

"Its kinda obvious she always gets mad when you got a new boyfriend and always ranted to me, Sam, or Ralph she actually hit your ex-boyfriends cause they hurt you but she told them not to tell you she always said whatever secret girlfriend she had were great but they're just not you"

"She told you that?"

"Yeah"

"Wait when did she have girlfriends?"

"Since always but she didn't think you would hang out with her anymore if you knew she's a lesbian"

"I couldn't stop being around her if my life depended on it"

"She didn't know that"

"So all her so called boyfriends were just a cover up?"

"Yeah pretty much"

"And about liking you?"

"I'm pretty sure lesbians don't like guys even if I was a girl she says we're too much alike" again for a second hurt flashed his eyes

"You really do love her don't you?"

He shrugs "Doesn't matter"

"Yes it does"

"Look even if I do have feelings for her doesn't mean anything the only time she'll even look in my direction is when you're beside me or just to keep up with the charade"

"Derek" I put my hand on his shoulder for comfort but he pushed it off

"Don't…just go and talk to her"

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah I'll be fine" tried to smile at me to prove it but I can tell he was forcing it but left it alone like he wants me to. It's the least I can do since I'm gonna be with the girl he actually loved since…ever I left my room and went downstairs but I already saw Emily sitting on the couch watching tv. She's still here? I thought she already left…that means she heard me yelling earlier…oh shit

TO BE CONTINUED...