If You Died I Wouldn't Cry Cause You Never Loved Me Anyway

Story written by Washuladora

Email: littlebabyryoko@hotmail.com



Ryoko's POV



The tears came down slowly as I sat there thinking of the event that had went on. It caused me so much pain to see what I had seen. I was so sure that I had won when he told me he loved me. But I guess it was uncertainty that had changed his mind. He had showed me so much love and then like that it was gone.

When it left I felt like I was in the cave again all alone in the darkness. This Tenchi would not be there to cheer me up, because he was the one that caused my pain. His escapade had not only made me think of the cave but hate him. I thought to myself, I could never hate Tenchi, because I loved him. I guess that wasn't enough though. He had changed his mind and had choose Ayeka. He choose that prissy bitch over me, Ryoko the space pirate. Maybe that was what changed his mind. That fact that I had killed over thousandths of people. Or maybe simply because he liked stuck up princesses like Ayeka.

Ayeka, even though she had won I couldn't hate her because it wasn't her fault. It was Tenchi's fault, he shouldn't of told me he loved me if he wasn't sure. And when I saw Tenchi with Ayeka, I knew he loved her. They were up late having a mid night talk or whatever you want to call it. Tenchi stood in front of Ayeka and looked in to her eyes and said, "Ayeka I love you". I remember when he told me, he never looked me in the eye. I thought it was strange but I was so excited that I didn't care. At first I thought it was just a joke but then he kissed her as there bodies came closer together. I wanted to kill him, kill him for breaking my heart like that. This was worser than being with Kagato, never getting any emotions from him what so ever. And never being able to use them.

Only thing that made the situation worst was the way he told me. I had not came to breakfast the next day but some how Tenchi had found me sitting in a tree. I bet Washu told him where I was. He had asked me to come down for a minute.

I stood in front of him clenching my fist together to stop me from hitting him.

He said to me, "Ryoko I've made a mistake."

*Yeah a big one*, but I didn't tell him that.

I played along just to see what he had to say. The next thing hit me harder than I had imagined.

"I don't love you. I mean I love you like the rest of the girls but my heart belongs to Ayeka." "I'm really sorry Ryoko, I didn't mean to hurt you.

And it was then I couldn't help but try.

"But Tenchi won't you just give me a chance, I can change if thats what you want."

"Ryoko I don't love you, I will never love you!"

That out burst had changed my whole reaction.

"Tenchi I hate you."

With that I was gone never to return. I don't know if my words had hurt Tenchi, but I didn't really care either. Like this earth song I heard once called "If he died I wouldn't cry because he never loved me anyway." I hope him and Ayeka have a wonderful life together.

"Another battle lost I guess,(sigh) that's the story of my life."

The song that goes with the story:

"If You Died I Wouldn't Cry Cause You Never Loved Me Anyway"

(feat. Dru Hill)

[Verse 1:]

Mmmmmmm

Oh you hurt me so bad

It started out so perfect

Something God could only create

a union of both me and you on this special day

Never once did I take for granted

That you've been hurt before

So you treated me like a lady and even more

So I can't understand why you brought the storms into my life

Tell me why?

You destroyed every part of me

Now what once a beautiful lady

That you showered with your love

Must live with a heart that bleeds

[Chorus Dru Hill (Mya)]

I hope you never have to come this way again (This way again)

You used to be my lover and my friend (That was the end)

[Mya: ]

So please don't take offense when I say what I have to say

Cause if you died I wouldn't cry cause you never loved me any

way

[Verse 2]

Promises made and secrets told

late nights spent in ecstasy

We made love in a bed of roses

For the universe to see

There was no holding back from each other

Both of our minds were free

whenever we spent time apart

Boy it seems like eternity

So I can't understand why you brought this pain into my life

Oh tell me why

I gave you a reason to live

And you used my love in vain

So go on by yourself to survive this alone

You know you can't come back home

[Chorus]

I hope you never have to come this way again (I hope you never

to come this way again)

You used to be my lover and my friend (You did you did)

[Mya: ]

So please don't take offense when I say what I have to say

If you died I wouldn't cry cause you never love me anyway

No way no way no way

[Verse 3:]

How could this be

After all the love you said we shared

You turn around and leave

Boy you know you were my heart and soul

But I can't be hurt I gotta let you go

Together forever that's what we both said

I didn't know that life could be so unfair

I hope you never have to come this way again (Baby you did

this to me)

You used to be my lover and my friend (You were my lover)

[Mya:]

So please don't take offense when I say what I have to say

I hope you die, I hope you die

cause you never love me anyway(Cause you never loved me

anyway)

I hope you never have to come this way again (you never never

never never never never never never)

You used to be my lover and my friend (You use to be my best

friend)

You can get struck by lighting

Washed away by the sea

Burned in a fire just don't bring it back to me Cause

Cause if you died I wouldn't cry cause you never love me

anyway (Cause you never loved me anyway)

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This was just something that just came to me. I know Ryoko is probably a little out of character but other than that I think I got it all down. Let me know what you think I'm always looking for ways to improve. And all you people waiting for Washu Muyo and the outcome of Love ch. 5 its on the way.