Well,I updated,"A Story About Amelie..." but figured it may be fun to do a songfic for once. So I turned my music on shuffle and the first one was "Breaking Inside" by Shinedown and I knew it fit Mynin perfectly. So give her a go. The SONG and ALL LYRICs taken form the song BELoNG TO SHINEDOWN.

"Breaking Inside"

I caught a chill,and it's still frozen on my skin.

I think about why I'm alone,by myself,no one else to explain.

How far do I go? No one knows.

Myrnin stood frozen,he could feel the vampire disease was on the horizon. He started to tremble,suddenly cold and lonely. Why did eveyone leave him? Why did no one care about him anymore. He'd give almost anything to get someone to care. He didn't even truly know what he would give himself.

If the end is so much better why don't we just live forever?

Don't tell me I'm the last one in line.

Don't tell me I'm too late this time.

He thought about Amelie leaving him to work feverishly at his project and yet he never could seem to be ahead of it or equal to it. He was always last. And now,he feared,soon he would run out of time. He was too late.

I don't wanna live to waste another day.

Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made.

Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside.

I don't wanna fall and say I lost it all.

'Cause baby there's a part of me that hit the wall.

Leaving pieces of me behind.

And I feel like I'm breaking inside.

Myrnin wanted to have it just end there. He hated knowing he was wasting his days,because he couldn't find the cure. He kept making mistake after mistake,constantly reminded by Oliver and Amelie. He knew he'd already lost his mind to the disease for the most part. More importantly,he'd lost everything. His years. And the years that would've come if he'd found the cure. Everytime he slipped into insanity he knew a piece of his mind was breaking and leaving him.

Out here nothings clear

Except the moment I decided,to move on and I ignited

Disappear into the fear

You know there ain't no coming back

When your still carrying the past

You can't erase,seperate

Cigerette in my hand,

Hope you all understand.

Nothing was clear to Myrnin in the darkness of insanity. He always disappeared into the darkness and fear. He wished so hard it would all be right again,he wouldn't be insane anymore. But he'd already been into insanity enough,he wasn't coming back entirely. He hated he'd never know he was slipping back in unless he was in pain. He wanted to die,he just hoped everyone would understand. The insanity was killing him.

I won't be the last one in line

I finally figured out what's mine.

As Myrnin came from the insanity he realized something. He wasn't the last one. He couldn't be. He'd discovered things that modern scientist would pay millions to know. He also knew he had Ameli and Claire and even Oliver to rely on. He had his lab. Bob the spider. He had his little assistant. He knew what was his.

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-NothingnessAlchemist