Okay, I don't know what's wrong with this motherfucking piece of shit that calls itself a sophisticated piece of technology (aka the iPod touch) but it's been givin me hell and I'm through trying to fix it so sorry for any weird autocorrects or glitches because I didn't even check this time.

This was written for the Second Person POV challenge by obsessivegirl73.

Summary: James has just been killed and thinks that Lily and Harry are dead to, even though Lily tries to convince him otherwise and tell him that Harry managed to survive.


How long are they going

To play this game

To toy with your brain

To cause you such pain

Again and again

And you try to scream

As you walk this beam

The border between

Reality and dreams

But nothing comes out.

What is this all about?

Maybe it's your own self doubt

That keeps you from thinking

That you deserve

And self worth.

And you realize

This is no longer your life,

But it's all your own strife.

To be precise,

Your not in control

Your life is turmoil

She tells you your wrong

That one day

All these illusions will be gone

And it's taking so long

To make her believe

That the world you see

Is the one it's meant to be!

Your not crazy,

She's just lazy.

Her vision is hazy.

They pump you full

Of all this bull

And you always pull

Away from their touch

Because you hate it so much.

You're filled with such

Guilt and rage.

It fills this page.

You're locked in this cage

She tells you eventually it will heal

Turn around and say you're pain isn real.

She always asks how you feel

Even though you know she doesn't care

But she still makes you share

Completely unaware

That as you sit on this bed

Treacherous thoughts fill your head.

And you think

Wouldn't it be great

If tomorrow, you would never wake?