Hei, NOT-TSUNDERE here. This is my first fanfiction that i have published and no matter how hard i try it will not be as fucking awesome as i want it to be but i just thought to myself… fuck it *shrug* it was fun to write so why not upload it. Lovino swears a lot and so do i, just a warning. So i hope you guys like it and shit. näkemiin for now

-Lovino's POV-

You know the stereotypes for teenagers. People say they are Moody, Grumpy and lazy. Well I am not a teenager anymore, I turned 20 last year but people always say that all my life I have fulfilled the stereotypes of a teenager. So I didn't really have many friends... But that's their own fault they just can't handle my awesomeness. Oh god I'm starting to sound like Gilbert. Anyway, My brother says it's because I don't try to make friends but he's wrong, I really have tried. I guess I just don't do well with people.

No matter how many times I tell Feli about this he is ALWAYS trying to get me to make friends. He made me get a job at the grocery store in hope I would make friends with colleagues and customers. So far all I had managed to do was get yelled at for being "rude to customers" and deal with this annoying Spanish man that came into the store every day. He would arrive at around 1:00 pm and just inspect every tomato in the fruit section until he picked the perfect one. Sometimes I just wanted to scream THEY ARE ALL THE SAME JUST PICK A GOD DAMN TOMATO! But that would get me fired which equals no more money which equals no more Italian designer clothing for me.

Today he walked in right on time and began to look through the tomatoes. I was on shelf stocking duty and had to put some soup cans on the top shelf. My idiotic boss did not realize that I would not be able to reach the top shelf or maybe he just liked to watch me struggle. Anyway, I was trying to put the first can on the shelf when someone took the can from my hand and put it there for me.

"Who in their right minds would but a short person to stock the top shelf~" I looked up at the tan man who was staring at me with bright green eyes. It was the Spanish man.

"My boss, he isn't in his right mind- wait did you call me SHORT bastard?!" Honestly the nerve of this guy.

"Well you kind of are, Lovi" Ok he must be be some kind of weird spy for the Spanish government. how else would he know my name?!

"How do you know my name bastard?!" He smiled at me pointing to my apron.

"Your name tag says Lovino and I believe I am friends with your brother's boyfriend's brother, Gilbert" Oh great he's friends with mister 'I'm too awesome for my clothes' GREAT.

"Oh" He nodded and bowed

"Antonio Fernández Carriedo at your service" wow that name was as Spanish as you could get. "I'm afraid I must be going now, it was nice meeting you Lovino Vargas~" He bounced away happily and I was left to stand there in awe. how had that bastard been able to smile the entire time I was talking to him AND say it was nice to meet me?! He is definitely not normal.

-At work the following day-

The next day I was sitting at my cash register drawing a tomato on the chair seat. Antonio popped out of nowhere and scared the shit out of me. "Hi Lovi!" I fell out of my seat.

"WHAT THE FUCKING HELL" you will never guess what happened next. The guy suddenly looked like he was about to cry

"oh my gosh Lovi I'm so sorry, are you hurt?!" He helped me up and I scowled at him

"I'm fine bastard" Then he did the unspeakable. HE FUCKING HUGGED ME. I hardly knew this guy and he was hugging me, not even Arthur who was pretty much the only guy I didn't hate other than Feli knew not to hug me.

"Get off me Bastard!" He pulled away from me

"don't call me Bastard, call me Antonio!" I met this guy yesterday and he was already questioning my insults?

"No I will call you bastard, bastard" I gave him a good old Lovino glare but guess what? The guy was still smiling. Normally me and Arthur scare other people to death with our glares but this guy was smiling like he didn't have a care in the world. Weird.

"Ok then but I still prefer Antonio" he said and skipped off into the cereal aisle picking up several boxes of lucky charms.

When my shift was over at 6:00 pm I packed up all my stuff and was about to leave through the sliding door when someone grabbed my arm. "Lovino Vargas you're coming with me" said a large man that looked like he could snap a tree with his bare hands. Next thing I know a white cloth was put over my nose and I blacked out.

I woke up in a dark street with my hands tied to the wall. I could see a few people standing with their backs to me but everything else was dark. This was not my first time being here, I remember this place from my childhood. You see when i turned 16 I started getting into some... Bad shit. I was addicted to some pretty hard core stuff and to buy that shit I needed money. I did some stuff for people and I borrowed money so that I could get my fix. I'm proud to say I've been clean for at almost a year now but I still owe some guys money.

"Hey the kids awake" said a girl with more tattoos than I could count. Then a guy I recognized walked over to me. OH SHIT it was Sam. The same Sam I borrowed a lot of money from two years ago.

"Hello Lovino, it's been a while"

Sam was about 6"2 with black hair and arms covered in tattoos, a guy you would not want to mess with. I didn't have the money to pay him back so I knew he was either going to kill me or... Something else. "I-I don't have the money yet"

Sam smirked "I know but I have something better in mind~"