A/N: Hey All
I have so many ideas for stories I have to write them all down, because I don't wanna neglect any of my other stories, but this one just had to get started.
So basically, it's what would happen if Dimitri took Tasha's offer?
Read and Review to find out!
DimtrixRose and AdrianxRose
Xoxo
Goodbye
"Yes." Dimitri said, making me turn around.
"What...?"
"I told her yes. Tasha. I'm-I'm going to take her offer."
What?! How...How could he? I mean I know I told him to but really? I didn't expect him to. He was breaking my heart.
"Oh, I guess if that's what you want to do then you should do it. Fine you know it's all good go, go and, and live your life, have kids whatever and forget about me you know the girl who thought she loved you and who thought you loved her!" I babbled I was in no way crying!
"Roza..."
"NO! You do not get to call me that name! Ever, ever again! Do you understand me?! It's Miss Hathaway to you, not that it matters; you are leaving!" I turned to storm off but he caught my hand and spun me around.
"Please," he said with so much pain and desperation it made my heart stop. "Please don't leave us like this, don't hate me."
"The only way for that to happen is if you stay, but I can see you aren't going to so," I pulled my hand from his and stepped back. "I guess this is it, Goodbye Dimitri, hope you have a happy life and I might see you again, but I hope I don't."
"Rose, I am sorry but it's for the best."
"Right, breaking my heart is for the best."
"No, I don't want you in pain."
"You're breaking my heart, that's the worse pain there is and you are the only one who could cause it." Then I turned and ran for my room.
I didn't want to be aloneāI mean I didn't want people over here comforting me, asking what was wrong I just wanted some 'company'.
I grabbed my CD player, picked a random CD and pressed play, and wouldn't ya know it Happy by Leona Lewis comes on. How annoyingly accurate.
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
Oh, yeah was that accurate.
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don't care about all the pain in front of me
I just want to be
Happy.
The only way for me to be happy is if Dimitri came through my door, swung me in his arms and kissed me telling me how much he loved me and that he could never leave me.
Knock! Knock! Could it be...?
I jumped from the bed, turned the CD player off and ran to the door. I opened it with a huge smile on my face to see...
...Adrian. My smile quickly disappeared.
He looked at me and stepped into my room closing the door and then wrapped his arms around me and murmured "I heard...I'm so sorry little dhampir" and then I broke down.
I cried for pain, I cried for heartache, I cried for loss, I cried for losing a friend, I cried; thinking of everything Dimitri and I could have done and most of all I cried for love, because at the end of it all love can destroy us all.
I don't know how long we stood there before Adrian pulled me to my bed and laid me down on top of it. He turned to leave, a look of grief and pain on his face.
"Wait," my voice came out as a croak, "St-Stay-Stay here, with me, please I just, I just don't want to be alone."
He smiled sadly at me then walked over to the bed and lay down beside me, putting my head on his chest and kissing my hair.
"It'll be alright Rose, I'm here, Lissa's here and even Christian is here." He said while still kissing my hair.
After a while sleep finally took me into a sweet slumber that was free of love and love's lost.
Lyrics to happy;
[Verse 1:]
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah[Verse 2:]
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh[Bridge:]
So any turns that I can't see,
like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me[Outro:]
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy
Short I know but it's only the beginning I've got some big plans for this
If I don't update soon sorry but I'm in my final year of school (jumps around wishing it would hurry up)
And I am still concentrating on writing Spirit Bound; The Return and Taken
Hope you enjoyed this.
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