Who Cares?

Feeling confused

Not trying to hurt anyone

Or violate one's private space

I don't mean to get angry with others

I just can't control it

My mom always told me I'd never have friends

But instead, people I'd associate with

I always believed her

Especially after leaving people or any other that has that has came into my life

I don't mean to cause harm

I just wish I was never born

I wish that someone would strike me and take my life away

I never wanted to get involve

I just wanted to get along

But even as I try, I always end up hurting someone

And that hurts me

I may not seem like it

But I am small and frail

I am weak and scared

But still I put of a brave front

Trying to protect those around

But I feel like I am a mistake

My presence, on this Earth

Was not meant to be

Even if my future has something ahead

I don't care anymore, I stopped caring along time ago

I thought I'd once find happiness and peace

But now I see it's not what was meant for me

The pain I've inflicted,

It breaks me from within

Especially cause it un-intentional

I just want to die

My presence being wiped from the face of the earth

And of those memories that ever came in contact with me

I want to just leave and never return

Whether I go to Heave or Hell, I don't really care

Though I doubt either will except me

Whenever I think I have someone I can trust

I'm always left behind, in their dust

I don't care if anyone wants me to believe,

That they care about me

Because I know it's impossible to trust another

Feeling broken and shattered

I walk away knowing I can't ever make any difference

I just wish that I could hit the restart button

And play my life over

So I can shut it down before it could ever continue

I don't mean to harm others

I just want to be left alone

Face it, I've always realized the truth:

That I was destined to be alone,

No one to love, no one to believe, and no one to trust

No one really actually cares

So why should I?

I don't even know why I bother to help others

Even those I wish would just burn

I know I may seem lucky compared to those around the globe

But I wish them luck and good fortune

Before I leave this world

As I get older, I just keeping seeing the pain I bring others

And I'm always feeling pain because of it

I didn't people to get involve with my life

I regret my actions

But it's too late to turn back now

I hope no one see this,

As just a complaint

Because what I'm saying right now,

Is what I am, and have been feeling for the longest

I try to make others understand but,

No one actually cares

So why should I?

I wish all good to those people I ever encountered

Because I never got the chance to when I had

So because of my actions

I decided to

Just…

Give…

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