I feel way too sad for Edward. I broke up with him two weeks before our wedding. I new everything wasn't going to be alright like he said that it would. I loved him to death and wished he were human for a long time. I got over it, of course, but it was still there.
I didn't want to be a monster, neither did Edward, but I couldn't change what he already was. I didn't want to be a vampire then and I don't want to be it now. The truth was that I sometimes got scared when I was around Edward's family. Especially around Rosalie-the one that disliked me.
I'm dating Mike now. The one that I was meant to be with, during my human time of life. I now thought of him as just a crush. Nothing more, just a regular teenager dating around. I never had thought of Edward as just a crush. He was my everything. My all until I realized what I was getting myself into.
"Hey." A familiar voice touched the back of my ear. I turned around sure it wasn't Edward. It was Mike.
"Hello." I grinned.
"Your smile. No real emotion what so ever." Smart people annoy me when they study me too much and memorized all the words I'm about to speak.
"No. That's not true."I made my puppy dog face. I thought of saying I love you to him, but it just seemed too soon. Three weeks too soon. Instead, I kissed his lips hoping he would follow along with mine. He did. He's too nice to me now. Now that I'm his "GIRL".
He wasn't his annoying funny self that he used to be when he showed off. Now that he knew that what he felt for me, I felt the same for him. He was shy now and so was I.
After school I walked home. Embarrassed that I didn't have a ride. Mike didn't have a car like Edward did. I hated myself for thinking of Edward way too much. I started to walk home , but Edward stopped on the side walk. His face, smooth. I was willing to touch it. He opened the door.
"We need to talk. It's about Alice."
"Okay."I felt nervous to be around my ex and a vampire.
"Alice is a little jelous."