I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE WWE PEOPLE ANYONE ASSOCIATED WITH THEM. I can say that more than 50% of this will probably be made up character's because I do not know the full story behind all them. This is my first John Cena Story and I hope you like it.

"You cant see me!" A fan screamed at the camera, waving their hand across their face, though this was a fan that was in fact actually Randy Orton's fan, he was choosing to taunt John Cena on live tv.

'Smart, real smart.' Lillith thought to herself, shaking her head and continuing to fold her clothes. She switched channel's, Monday nights raw, to her surprise she stumbled across it and stopped, the clothes in her hand going slack and her hand's crumpling them into a pile on her lap as she watched the wrestling match now going on between Randy Orton and his buddy Ric up against Triple H.

She watched as Randy and H wrestled around, she smiled ever so slightly until suddenly a noise disturbed the silence and she glanced over seeing her 5 year old nephew named Neeko standing with a blanket wrapped around him and his thumb in his mouth. Lillith smiled sincerely, he took the opportunity and ran to sit beside her on the couch and settled in to watch the match.

She laughed and shook her head at the irony of it. Two unsuspecting people fan's of the worst sport in history.

"Hey Lilli?" Neeko called her name out.

"Yea?"

"Don't you do that stuff?" He asked looking over at her. "What they are doing on the t.v.?" He added.

"Yes, kinda but not on such an high level of publicity, I just mostly train people like that." She said, continuing to fold the towel. "Why?" She asked curiously.

"Couldn't you be on there?" The five year old asked. The sound of a bell ringing came on and she finished the laundry right then and there.

"Nope," Was her answer, she looked over smiling knowingly. "Time for bed little sport." She said reaching over and ruffling his hair affectionately.

"But im afraid." He whimpered.

"Of?"

"The bad dreams that come every night." He said looking down at his toes, almost in an embarrassed posture.

"Oh…" Lillith sobered out her good mood no longer so bright. "Well come on, you can sleep in my room tonight." She said picking him up and going back to her room, she laid him down in the middle of the bed and kissed his cheek sitting down beside him.

"When will the bad dream's stop?" He asked, the look in his eyes sent Lillith's heart into knots of sadness.

"I dunno kiddo." She said with a sigh and a slight frown. "Are they the ones with your mommy?" She asked, he nodded in return, her heart once more twisted and turned deep inside, the 23 year old couldn't reply.

"Where is she?"

"She's in heaven remember, with all the pretty little angel's watching down over us and helping us." She said fighting the wave of tear's that threatened to rise up in her eyes.

"Why couldn't she stay here, and help us down here?" The boy asked his voice desperate.

"The bad men wouldn't let her stay." She replied.

At least ten minutes after that she came out of her room shutting the door behind her and leaning against the door. She found herself overcome with emotion's, something that happened whenever thought's of her sister arouse. She had to just swallow them and the lump in her throat and move on. She couldn't dwell, wasn't healthy.

She walked back into the living room and began putting away the laundry feeling it a good thing to do to keep the house clean. She laid down on the couch and turned the TV on, not long afterwards, John Cena's theme song came on and out came him, jumping and holding up his arms. Neeko had a way of stirring up unwanted emotions.

His earlier question on why she couldn't be on the show had stirred up silly childhood dreams. Her life had lived as a dream to be on there, but when she first applied she wasn't pretty enough for the job. She needed to be pretty and to be able to fight, there was a difference. It stung, being turned down because you weren't the next top model, but a lot of things in her past hurt, she didn't let them beat her down, she wouldn't.

Then her sister, Ashley, fighting down the sob that rose in her throat she pushed the woman from her mind and pretended for a moment that she was out there in the ring, looking at an opponent in the eye, watching as they circled each other waiting for a chance to deliver the devastating blow. Her day dream's actually caused her to drift off to sleep and next thing she knew she was waking up to a loud sound on the tv at around 6 in the morning.

Instantaneously she leapt out of bed and ran to the bathroom, she quickly showered and was ready to go just as the baby sitter walked in. She gave her a grateful smile and slipped out the door without eating breakfast. She ran down the stair's her bag's flopping against her strong muscular legs.

She was a wrestling champion at her school in the graduating high school year, as soon as she turned 18 she signed up, it had been 5 years since that and her body had changed, after that she went and got her degree in coaching. Now she was wrestling trainer and personal fitness trainer at the community center in their small town in Florida.

Since high school she had filled out in the chest area and developed quite a booty as well, her leg's had elongated and now she wasn't tall but tall for her body and her body was quite the looksie. She had muscles everywhere, even the small man shoulder's. She hopped in her car, a small old styled mustang, and made her way to the community center, rushing inside and dressing quickly before running out to make it to her class. She sighed heavily, seeing the class wasn't ready yet.

"Come on people, I was only 3 minutes late, doesn't give you any excuse to slack off, get your butts in gear or I will have you running lap's till you cant feel your leg's." She yelled out clapping her hand's and moving to the front of the class. She proceeded to go on with the wrestling practice and the day went like that, she was either helping obese people become skinny or teaching new people wrestling, or giving pointers to the athletes higher up on the food chain.

When the day was finally over she drove home, lucky for her today was Friday, when she parked in the lot she stopped, her head hunched over steering wheel and her arm's hugging it. Was this what her life had become, a swarming meaning of nothingness? This was not what she had planned, as a kid she had dream's, dream's of being the worlds youngest diva, of being out their in the ring introducing wrestlers, causing drama, fighting with other diva's. This life that consisted of taking care of her sister's kid and living a life that she knew what she would do every single day was not the life she wanted.

It was what her dad used to say was soul sucking, it gave you no fun, rather sucked the fun out of life, there in sucked your soul. She didn't know if this was entirely true though she found herself believing it. Her grandfather on the opposite hand said that as long as you had a positive attitude when going into work you'd be absolutely fine. Well that was a big fat lie, her father had been right after all. She finally dragged herself out of the car and looked up at where her apartment building was located. She finally pulled her stuff out of the car locked and began moving up the stair's and to the door.

She pulled her wit's about her and prepared herself to pretend to be happy for a little boy who needed her to be strong. She stepped in and smiled over at the babysitter, Nina, and gave a quick hug to Neeko who ran up and hugged her.

"Oh, miss, your boss called, he'd like for you to call you back." Nina said.

"Okay, thank's Nina, you've been a huge help, but you can head home now if you'd like, you don't need a ride now do you?" She asked.

"No thank's I can make it." Nina said cleaning up one last mess. "I'll be seeing you Monday." Lilli nodded and waved absentmindedly.

Neeko was busy showing her all the drawing's he had drown, it was disturbing mostly because it was him and her playing car's or something and Ashley watching down from the sky. She nodded enthusiastically each time though. Finally she just realized she needed a vacation, sometime to get away from all of this…hecticness.

"Hey Neeko, why don't you go play in your room, I gotta call some people." She said, Neeko nodded and went into his room leaving the living room with a little bit of silence.

She picked up her cell phone and looked at the number and dialed it in, she pressed the send button and it began to ring.

"Hello?" A voice said on the other end.

"Hey this is Lillith Fresco, I was told to call." She said.

"OH! Lillith, yes hi, im Paul Sutten, I work in the part of the state's government that deal's with the wrestling and all. Well we were offered the chance to gain some more publicity by being the host's of a WWE Raw group thing, with some superstar's like ones that they wrote down were Randy Orton, Triple H, Undertaker, John Cetan-"

"Cena, you mean John Cena right?" She interrupted.

"Uh, oh yes, sorry. Point is a lot of these wrestler's and famous people for this company will be coming down to your community Center. To Jackson's Community Center." He said. "I called your main boss, Josh, and he said you should be the one to talk to about organizing it for the weekend. So how bout it? You'll get paid of course."

"When is it?" She asked, rubbing her face in her free hand.

"Sunday." She gasped, he was giving her head's up 2 freaking day's before the thing.

"What all am I supposed to be doing?" She asked. "I mean I get it's going to be outside in the community Center's park but what all am I arranging?"

"You'll be getting food, and remember we will need quite a bit, being sure that most of the Center's teacher's and staff is notified and that's about it, of course and electing security." He said calmly like it was nothing. "Really you don't have much of a choice I've put your name down for this project and im really expecting it to be done." He said. She groaned.

"Okay, fine whatever, Ive got kids calling I have to go." They said quick short goodbyes and hung up. She went in and went into Neeko's bedroom to her surprise he was dead asleep on the bed. She closed the door after turning the light's off and then began to pick up stray toys. Once the apartment was mostly clean she went into her room and got on the computer.

She decided she would get started, she created the invitations for everyone and would e-mail them out the next morning. Finally she hit the bed around 12.

The next morning at 7 o'clock on the dot Neeko came running in jumping around after having made himself some cereal for breakfast.

"Hey kiddo." She said tiredly. "Go watch cartoons." She instructed, he did running and getting the remote, she knew that was all he had come in here for. She shut the door and showered and then sat at the computer emailing the invites and hoping that everyone would be able to come. Then she went and got ready. She needed somewhere to take Neeko, she packed up some of his clothes and went into the kitchen.

"Hey kid, how about going and spending some time with Grandma?" She asked him, his eyes lit up at the suggestion and he jumped up and down.

"Really? That would be soo fun, I haven't seen her in a long time." He said still excited. She smiled and nodded. She ate a quick bowl of cereal and then began to gather everything for the long day ahead of her.

"Alright, Neeko grab your bag's time to go." Once he was out of the door she locked it and they trudged down the step's to her mustang. They got into the black car and she sat down, her brown hair cascading over her shoulders. Her green eyes had a bit of a reddish tent around in the whites of them, and a their were very unnoticeable bag's under her eyes.

The drive to her mom's house was a quiet one, Neeko was drawing in the back and she was focused on driving and how she would confront her mom, who still blamed her for so many things. They finally pulled into the driveway and her mom stepped out onto the front porch to greet Neeko who ran up his bag's around his arm's.

Lillith got the few thing's he had left out of the car and walked up to see her mother staring at her disdainfully. She knew what Lillith was gonna ask.

"Mom spare me the lecture and tell me will you let him stay here for a while." She said.

"Spare you the lecture? The lecture is about the only thing good I have to say to you! Why do you need me to take him anyway? I thought you were doing just fine." She said, her tone was creaky, and their probably could be a time where Lillith and her could get along just great, but that time was not now.

"That was then, this is now, im under a lot of stress, I have a demanding boss." She explained tiredly, glancing over at the side of the house where she could hear Neeko playing on the swingset.

"Your father and I both told you that your dream would get you no where. You were the only one in the family who didn't have any sense." She said, crossing her arm's across her chest and leaning against the door frame.

"Mom, look I can't keep watching Ashley's kid. He's not mine!" She snapped. "I don't want to be drug down by the weight of someone else's child! I can barely afford it, I have no place to keep him during the day so I have to hire a baby sitter which is worse than that. You think this is easy for me?" She was exasperated that her mom could be so vile and cruel, and in a way of not saying anything. "Look I don't want to fight or argue can you watch him or not?" She said rubbing her head with her left hand.

"Yes, lucky for you I can." She said, Lillith set the stuff on the table and turned to walk back to the car. "When are you gonna pick him up?" She called after Lillith.

"I don't know yet." Was her reply.