One shot time ;) sorry if it's sad :( I had a dream that someone I knew and cared for died. It was only a dream though. So I wrote this.
He was dead. Dead and gone. And I didn't know what to do without him. His ghost was always there, protecting me, I'm sure of it. Love was hard. My world shattered when I saw his poor body, limp and lifeless, being dragged out of the door. Blood. Innocent blood spilled on the floor. I couldn't bear it. I couldn't live without him but suicide was not an option, however heartbroken I was, I had to stay strong. I fell to my knees like a crumpled up piece of the Capitol. I was unwanted. If I stayed in the Capitol, I'd have to pretend, being disloyal to him. If I stayed where I was, I'd surely be killed. I would've died 'in mysterious circumstances'. My only other option was to become a rebel working as a team with the other rebels to bring down the might of the Capitol. This was not just a game. This was life. Another hardship (apart from living without Cinna) would be my good friend Haymitch, who would try and make me forget. Katniss... Telling her would be hard. How about Portia? Her too. I could run. Change my identity but the Capitol would search for me and come for me... Life would be hard from now on...
That's how it has to be though. You can never feel satisfied with something you didn't contribute to. My friends helped me through life and now they're here, even in my last moments. Bouquets of flowers fill the room. I know it will be hard for them. I know how I felt. However, I felt ready. I'd soon join the ones that had gone before me. I listen to the slow beating of my heart. I only have the strength to do that. I will soon see the girl who started my journey. The girl never really met me. She probably thought I was crazy. I'd see Haymitch again. He'll be with Maysilee right at this moment. Soon, I too, will be with the one I have lost but never stopped loving. I open my eyes one last time and I see Peeta, Katniss and their two beautiful children. I nod, close my eyes and drift away.
Familiar arms embrace me and I know I am home. I will stay with him here forever.
"Hello Effie. Welcome home" says Cinna.
it's a BIT sad but I hope you like it ;)))