Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, and I'm glad I don't. If I did I'd be driven insane by the fame.
Prologue
It was as if someone had died. A part of him had been ripped out and buried. He hid from his family; avoided the things that reminded him of her; of his beautiful loving Bella. She was beautiful, strong and very graceful in his mind.
He threw it all away.
He missed her soft brown hair the way it was; the loving looks from her deep brown eyes. She had been everything and more that he wanted. Her blood had called to him; its sweet fragrance was to kill for, and that just happened frequently.
To be near her was wrong and he knew it. She was aware of the calling he had for her in more than one way. He wanted her blood more than anything, but he had come to love her in ways words didn't describe. He wanted her to be happy and it's why he left. The broken hearts in both of them were never whole until they were together again. Back in each other's embrace and they both knew it.
He would go back and see if she was happy and whole as he hoped. If she was, he would leave again. Though he cut her out to protect herself from him, it had been like fate was trying to get them back to each other. Fate brought them together while she was alive, and he planned to meet her in death.
According to his pigheaded sister, his lovely Bella had died. She jumped off a cliff to kill herself; had she been that miserable without him he wondered. He wouldn't live with the pain and loss of her not existing. He craved to be where she was. He called the Swan home to speak to Charlie. He had to know if she had really died.
Charlie wasn't home; he had gone to a funeral. Hers he assumed. He didn't bother to talk to any of his siblings. It wouldn't matter, he was going to end his life, and he just hoped that they would grant his request. If he had been denied, he would force their hand. He was not going to exist without her.
As it happened, his loving sister had been with the person in question when he made the call and his mind up. How could he forget his dear future seeing sister? He knew she would try and stop him at all costs and did. And it nearly killed them all.
When he says he's sorry would she believe him? When he says he's sorry could she forgive him? When he says he'll always be there, would she believe him?
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