Prologue
Someone once told me that writing your feelings was the best way to heal the pain.
So I'm willing to give it a try
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She's gone.
It's been 10 months and 6 days since she's gone. And guess what? It still freaking hurts.
I don't know how to deal with death, I never did. Since I was a little girl death would bring something in me that I didn't know how to cope with. I remember watching tv shows and cry myself to sleep for days when my favorite character died, it was almost depressing, in my head they didn't deserved to die because they were nice people, I couldn't get why so many bad things happened with good people.
And now it`s happening to me. I still can't get why.
Honestly, I don't know what to do anymore, I'm freaking lost.