Hi, sharpie here. Sorry for vanishing. This is a short thing and I have no idea where it came from. The words in normal font are the human (I suppose?) parts of his/her personality, and the italics are the Timelord/lady. The bits in the brackets are the others personality coming though (if that makes sense).
I keep remembering my lives Before. Before when I understood. Understood why people disappeared and others reappeared. No one seems to notice it but me. (because I don't belong.) Ordinary people will be bustled along winding streets, and then it will be as if they never existed. They just disappear. Into nothing. The opposite is also true. Someone who never existed yesterday will have always been here tomorrow. (The timelines are breaking down here, constantly shifting.)
I've never fit in. Something at the back of my mind is telling me I don't belong here (in this constantly changing universe). That I'm above them all (Not human).. Sometimes its clearer and I see faces (incarnations) of people long past. Sometimes when I sleep I see two suns of an alien (home) planet. (Gallifrey).
Recently, I've started to remember more. I get glimpses of my lives before. And slowly, I've started to work things out. Something happened… something called (the Moment) the moment… I happened because of something… (Evil) Evil is the best word for it… It got something… Something (Dangerous).
Certain things remind me of my past. I listen to a drum beat, loud and low, reverberating though my feet. It forms a four beat rhythm, and reminds me of a heartbeat. (The heart beat of two hearts, the two hearts I used to have.). And it all floods back. In a fiery rush of reds and yellows, I change (regenerate).
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Time Lord again! At last! And I roar my triumph and anger and sadness and hope and hatred and loss and life and something else, something new (grief), at the world. Only one thought echoes through my mind. REVENGE! REVENGE UPON HIM WHO DESTROYED MY HOME!