I knew what he was. Oh yes, I was perfectly aware that he wasn't like us. Somehow… That drew me in more than scared me. He was flawless, with stone cold skin and perfectly made lips. From the day I bumped into him and felt his hard cold electrifying skin, I knew. I knew I was in love with this… vampire.

Of course, everyone knew he was Bella's. She was quiet, sweet, headstrong, and apparently 'smelt good' to him, as I had over heard her giggling to Jessica one day. Of course you smell good to him he wants to suck the life out of you! I screamed at the girl in my head. However if I were told the same thing I would only be able to reply "then my life's not worth living"

Bella has so many things given to her in life. Like we haven't ALL seen her gorgeous Indian friend stop by the school to give her flowers, only to notice the frown that marred Edwards's beautiful and perfect face. She would hug the Indian and kiss his cheek, obviously flirting with him. Occasionally she would jump on his motor cycle and wave a quick goodbye to Mr. Perfect then zoom away. This made my blood BOIL.

My friends have told me time and time again to get over him, because he's too perfect for a girl like us. One day in the cafeteria while having this discussion I stood up and screamed at them. "A girl like US? Whats wrong with US? Were expected to settle for mediocre guys that couldn't be romantic to save their own life? WHY?" With that I slammed down my tray and headed for the nearest exit.

When I was leaving the room, a boy caught my arm and grinned at me slyly. "IM not average… " He said glancing down at his crotch and winking. Without thinking, I reached my hand back and slapped him across the face then ran outside where it was raining. I headed for my Tiny Buick, the last thing my mother had gotten me before disappearing a year ago.

Sitting in the seat, I played my Heart CD and let the tears flow. When I laid my head down then looked back up I almost died. Edward Cullen. Was in. My CAR.