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A/N Today April 11, 2011 I got my heart broken but while I was listening to Dear John by Taylor Swift I realized something. I don't have to be bitter. I imagined Leah going through this and to help her and me I decided to write this. I hope those who read this can understand that love is powerful and deadly, but the beauty of it is that you never run out. To my lover that never was; I'm not bitter. You taught me even more than I knew I could. Thank you.

Dear Reader,

Love burns but you must rise like the phoenix you are and fly. The fire may burn but it also warms soothes and lights the path. Do not let the fire scar you let it roll off. Dear lovers with broken hearts let us rise and say I am not broken, burnt, or scared. I am reborn!

-dreams as light as feathers

Dear Sam,

I love you and I pray to god that there will be a day when these words are no longer true. When I can let you go until then I am still in love with you. It's been two weeks since you told me about her. The first time I heard that I wasn't shocked. For a long time I got the feeling that I wasn't good enough for you.

Yet I still tried to be with you and every day I struggled to fit in your little bubble of perfection, I looked up to you. You were my angel the thing I knew would always be beautiful and pure. Sadly I was no angel but that spot of dust on your pure white wings. I knew I was nothing compared to you. That this relationship was so unbalanced yet I still tried. And when you let me in to your arms with that warm smile of yours I fell so hard.

You accepted me, till this day I still don't know why. Maybe you saw beauty in me but I doubt it. I feel so insignificant when you're not around, but I can fly when your here. I never realized how bleak my life was until you came and added color. It's sad and pathetic but so very true. I prayed to god for you, when I saw you and when I got you I thanked god, because he had given me the very thing I wanted the most. He gave me my angel.

But I guess god wanted me to learn something because he took you away from me, and gave you to someone worthy. I have every right to hate you for everything, you pretended like you still loved me. You continued to placate my little fantasy that we were together. I wish you would have told me. I have every right to hate her too, because she stole you from me. I wanted you so badly but I guess she needed you more because god gave you away. I understand why though because you deserve the best. She is perfect and she is the beauty to your magnificence. I can't hate you because I love you too much. All I want more than anything is to see that every last one of your desires is filled. I can't hate you because I love you even more than she does. I would die for you; sacrifice my heart for you, even given up in order for you to achieve your destiny.

I know I can hate you, I can try to fight for you, I can even pretend like you never existed but I won't because that is the exact opposite of how I feel about you. I know one day these feelings will dim, but for now they are painful. But one day I'm sure I'll find that person I'm worthy of and is worthy of me. I will love you until the day I no longer can't. Until then I won't hate you, I won't try to fight, or even ignore you. I DON'T HAVE TO BE BITTER. I love you.

Goodbye,

Leah

A/N: To those broken hearted here is something for you review and let the pain out. Tell your friends and have them read this so they too can let it out too. We can fight this together. To all my heartbroken sisters and brothers someone loves you and it's me.3