Author's note: hey people! Now in ( ) there will be a name of a song and who sings it. That is the song that goes with the chapter and if u listen to it while reading the story you will get the feeling of the chapter. =D

P.S. I do no own iCarly

Chapter 1

Why?

(KISS WITH A FIST BY: FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE)

Freddie's POV

"I feel like crap."

" It's your own fault. You drank like seven monsters and two red bulls. You were like bouncing off the walls. So it's your own fault you hurt your ankle."

"Shut-up Fredward."

"If you have enough energy to harass me you must feel better."

"Yeah, I think I can walk."

Sam said getting out of the car and almost falling flat on her face, but I caught her."

"I'll help you." I said.

She put her hand on my shoulder to support herself and she started limping and saying "OW" a lot. I grab her hand and put her arm around my neck and I put my other hand on her waist. I help her inside and she took off her heels with much pain. Since I've never been inside Sam's house before I looked around the room. It was a small, creamy colored room with a few pictures a Sam of when she was younger.

"Funny," I thought, "she doesn't look like a vicious demon in these pictures."

"Ah, you were such a cute kid, I wonder what happened." I said.

"Look who's talking." She retorted.

Then I notice a women asleep on a couch. She look tried and wren out. She look just like Sam, but not as pretty. Oh, and please don't tell anyone I said that, kay? She had the same blonde curly hair and rosy cheeks. Her eyelids were closed so I didn't know what color they were.

"I'm guessing that's your mom?"

"Yeah, she probable just got back from work. Well you should be going or your mom will freak. I can get up the steps by myself."

I gave her a question look and said, "You sure?"
"Yeah."

Sam started up the steps then stop and mouthed the words "OW" and bit her lip as if not to scream and wake her mom. She tried to up the stairs again limping, but she started to fall. I ran and caught her.

"You know that twice today."

"I just tripped I'm fine you can go now." She said with a little annoyance in her voice. I knew she was trying not to show she needed help.

"No, your not." I said levity her and carrying her bridal style up the steps.

"This is just embarrassing." She said.

I smirked. Sam hated asking for help or showing vulnerability. She liked being independent. So I knew this was out of her comfort zone.

"Which one is your room?"

"The first one on the left.

I put her down so I could open the door, but Sam smack my hand.

"Ow, what was that for?"

"You can't go in my room. I don't even let Carly in my room so why would I let you in?"

"Then how are you going to get inside to your bed, unless you want to sleep here out in the hallway."

Sam just glared. I picked her up over my shoulder like she was just a sack. She started hitting me telling me to put her down or she would kill me. I opened the door and put Sam on her bed. I looked around quickly. Her room was painted a dark purple-pinkish color, like fuchsia, but a little bit darker. There was a mini fridge, a desk cover with homework she never finished or turned in, and two dresser. Her walls were cover with posters of bands like Green Day, Sum 41, Blink 128, Bullet For My Valentine, Mindless Self Indulgence, and …..The Jonas Brothers?! I started laughing.

"What's so funny Fredweird?" Sam asked.

"The Jonas Brothers? I didn't know you were the kind of girl who liked The Jonas Brothers."

"Shut-up Fredieferd. I don't like them, just a few of there songs!"

"Then why do you have a picture of them on your wall?"
" Because I used to like them but not anymore, there such playboys. Plus I pined the pictured to my wall and I couldn't take it off, because it's suck. So I am forever cursed to stare at Nick's afro hair, Joes big head, and Kevin's crooked teeth."

I just laughed.

"Yeah sure."

She just glared daggers at me. She tried to stand up and come over to punch me but instead she gave a little screech. I helped her get back on the bed and put a pillow under her foot. Then I put some ice from the mini fridge on her ankle. Sam mumbled something I couldn't hear.

"What?"

"Thanks." Sam murmured.

"Wow, an actually thank you from Sam. That a first."

"Don't get use to it."

I just smiled. I look at her bedside dresser. On it was her alarm clock, her cell phone, and a picture of Carly, Spencer, her, and me. Sam had her one arm around Carly and me, while Spence was behind Carly making bunny ears on her head. I remembered that day. It was New Year's eve, and Carly was throwing a party at her place. The party was great until Sam decided a great way to start the year was by beating up a nerd. That nerd happened to be me. I shook my head and look at Sam.

"Hey Sam…." I stopped.

Her eyes were closed and she look so peaceful, vulnerable, and….unvicious, unlike when she's awake. I don't know what made me but I leaned down and kissed Sam and the forehead. I turned around to leave, but then I heard Sam say "Freddie?" Oh-no, she was awake.

"Yeah?" I said turning around and seeing Sam's eyes were still closed.

"What was that, what did you do that for?"

"Oh, my mom kisses me every night before bed. She says if you have a sweet kiss before you go to bed you'll have a sweet dream. You looked like you need a good dream."

"Oh." Was what she said before starting to snore softly.

I sighed and said "Night Sam," while closing the door softly behind me not to wake Sam or her mom.

As I drove home I decide to call my mom and tell her I was fine. "Yeah mom I'm on my way home, yes I'm wearing my seatbelt, what? No. Mom! That's sick. Yeah, Carly is already home. MOM! Ok, uh-huh, yes I have both hands on the wheel. I got to go now, I'll be home in like five minutes. Bye."

"Mothers." I said rolling my eyes.

"Mom, I'm home!"

"Freddie take a tick bath before you go to bed, alright?" She said coming towards me.

"Mom." I groaned.

She glared at me.

"Okay, okay." I said hurrying towards my bathroom.

After I took a tick bath I laid back on my bed and turned on my iPod, then click shuffle. I gasped as I realized the song that had started was the same one Sam and I were listening to when we kissed. I laughed remembering when she said "Lean!" and after we kissed when we claimed that we still hated each other. Then I starting thinking about the time Sam sprayed me with her squirt gun, and the time she gave me a hug and ended up giving me a wedgie as well. I smiled as I thought about all the times Sam had hurt me and the times we actually got along. Then I thought about tonight. I thought about the way Sam brushed her bangs out of her eyes, and when she glared at me for making fun of her past obsession of Jonas brothers, and when I saw her face as she slept. She look so peaceful sweet. You would have never guessed that she was a really a demon when she was awake. Then I remembered that I had kissed her on the forehead. I was confused. I really didn't know why I did that. It isn't like I like her, right? Nah, I mean I still like Carly. But lately I've been hanging out with Sam since Carly is staying after school decorating the gym for the school dance. I can't like Sam, she my frienemie. She hates me! I hate her! Only in a parallel universe would Sam and I ever like each other. But if that was true why had I kissed her?

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