Falling

by DeathOfAStudent

It's easy for him to hide and cry. But for him to reach out and touch is much too difficult a task. The little distance between the ledge and the emptiness is small, but his arms aren't long enough, his hands not large enough, and both not strong enough to hold on.

1. Fallen

Disclaimer:My fic only. I don't own the implied characters.

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He doesn't want this anymore. He can't stand this anymore.

-Stay Strong.-

He won't do this anymore.

-Keep it going.-

It hurts.

-It's okay.-

He shouldn't.

-I'm okay.-

It's painful.

-It doesn't hurt.-

It's agonizing.

-I'm smiling.-

He's not able to.

-I can keep going on.-

It'll fall any second now.

-They won't notice.-

It's cracking.

-This is how it's supposed to be.-

He's falling.

-This is real. I'm fine.-

It's spiraling out of control.

-I can handle this.-

It's running berserk.

-I won't break.-

It will burst any second now.

-I'm not going to fall.-

He's losing.

-I'll survive this.-

They see it.

-It isn't fake.-

Still,

-It's okay.-

They ignore it.

-I'm alright.-

And he's dead.

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A/N: This fic will be continued, but it will be in a backwards format. Meaning you'll start knowing things from the end to the beginning in which it will be the end of it all. Don't even try to decipher what that means, because you'll definitely get the meaning wrong. I promise you that.