Hey Everyone! I am back with another story!*throws confetti* I hope you like it and reviews are greatly appreciated!:)

I don't own Kuroshitsuji or the song in this chapter!(I highly recommend that you listen to the song when you read that part of the chapter,it will give you a better image)


The Rock Star-His Secret

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It was a cloudy autumn day. Ciel was driving along the crowded streets of London. He was really pissed off, because he knew Sebastian had a concert in two hours and being the lazy ass Sebastian always was he probably wasn't even dressed or warmed his voice up.

Ciel had been his manager, nutritionist even housekeeper for already 4 years. Sebastian Michaelis was a very successful and known rock-star, he only trusted Ciel; Ciel organized all of his concerts, fan meetings, photo shoots, charity events, plus he kept accounting of all the money from the concerts so that everyone received their part.

Sebastian was always a pain for Ciel; he had a very troubled life. The rock star liked to party a lot after the shows; he gave a lot of orgy parties with his fans and so called "friends" that in the morning they would simply leave the house without saying" Thank you for the party", or "We had a great time, thanks for inviting us". Sebastian drinked and smoked a lot and not only cigarettes, he always used to smoke at least 1 gram of Canabis. Ciel tried to convince him to quit this stupid thing but it was like flogging a dead horse.

Sebastian always teased and annoyed the hell out of Ciel. Ciel didn't even know why he was still working for Sebastian; perhaps he grew attached to the star.

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Ciel sighed heavily as he parked the car into the garage. One of his three cell phones rang. Ciel took the phone and looked whom it was. It was Undertaker, Sebastian's batterist.

"Yes, Undertaker what is it? answered Ciel.

"You know damn well what it is! We have less than one hour and Sebastian didn't even come to rehearsals, is that dude still alive? Grell called him already four times but his phone is dead!"said Undertaker.

Ciel sighed."Calm down, I am at his place right now, he will come even if I will drag him myself there don't worry Sebastian loves his fans he will never quit, he'll be there as soon as possible, see you there!"replied Ciel.

"Alright but please hurry, bye" with that Undertaker hung up.

Ciel sighed and took out his key to open the door.

"Tck, that idiot, he left the door open, I will not be surprised if someone will rob him."Ciel entered the house and closed the door.

The house was in pure disaster as always. Sebastian's clothes were everywhere. Ciel started to look around the house for Sebastian.

"Sebastian?" he called out but no answer came.

"That idiot must be upstairs."Ciel mumbled to himself as he started to climb the stairs. Ciel blushed and got even angrier when he stepped on a used condom. He threw it away and went to Sebastian's room.

Ciel flew Sebastian's door open and crossed his arms.

"You do know you have to be on stage IN LESS THAN HALF A DAMN HOUR!"said a very pissed off Ciel.

Sebastian was lying on his bed with his legs spread, his head leaning against the headboard and was smoking his cigarette while smirking at Ciel.

"Well, good day to you too Ciel" he replied while smirking smugly at Ciel's face.

"Wipe that stupid smirk off your face and hurry up!" Ciel was getting really angry.

"Ciel, relax the show can't start without me and the fans can wait a little longer too, plus Grell and Lau will open with their instrumental intro which takes some time." replied Sebastian while taking another smoke from his cigarette.

"Sebastian, move or I'll drag you there myself!"

"Fine, fine I'm coming."Sebastian rolled his eyes and put out the cigarette.

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Sebastian and Ciel arrived just in time because Lau and Grell were almost at the end of the intro.

Luckily Sebastian was all dressed up and his make-up was in place so Ciel wouldn't have to also to do that for him.

"Sebastian, it's your turn..Sebastian WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?"yelled Ciel as Sebastian sniffed some powder.

"Wooohoooo, alright let's get this show started" Sebastian took his black guitar and went to his place. The lights on the stage were out and Sebastian made his way through the darkness.

Grell was a guitarist and vocalist ,Lau was bass-guitarist, Ran-Mao was playing the key-boards and was also a vocalist and Undertaker was the batterist, Sebastian was the lead singer and guitarist. Millions of fans and cheered when the spotlight hit Sebastian and the other members of the band. Everyone screamed when Sebastian began to sing the first song of the show. ("Nothing Else matters" by Metallica.)

"So close no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

And nothing else matters…."

Ciel could swear some fan girls orgasmed at Sebastian's voice. Even he stood there and listened to Sebastian's singing, it was also Ciel's favorite song.

"I never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

And nothing else matters"

Grell joined Sebastian with the singing.

"Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

And nothing else matters…"

Sebastian began to sing powerful.

"Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

And I know…"

Ciel was really amazed by Sebastian, he was such a pain in the ass, but when he was on stage he was a miracle, Ciel couldn't believe that the bastard could sing this beautiful.

"So close no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

And nothing else matters…

Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

And I know."

Lau and Grell where playing the instrumental part, while Sebastian rested his voice a little.

"Never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

And nothing else matters"

"Ciel there are some gentleman waiting to speak to you for 's interview tomorrow and also.."

"SShhhh,I will talk to them ,but just let me listen to this song." replied Ciel, never taking his eyes off Sebastian.

"Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

And nothing else matters…

Never cared for what they say

Never cared for the games they play

Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

And I know, yeah"

The whole concert room was filled with screams and clapping as Sebastian backed away from the microphone and played his guitar solo.

Sebastian had his head thrown back and kneeled on the stage while still playing the guitar; he gave a devilish and sexy smile to the girls in the front row and was happy to see some of them fainting.

Ciel shook his head at that part."He really can't hold it can't he?"

"So close no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

No nothing else matters…"

Sebastian sang almost in a whisper and the song faded slowly. All the fans cheered whistled and enchanted Sebastian's name. Ciel himself slowly clapped, he sighed and went to talk to the guys for Sebastian's interview.

"Thank you very much!"He replied and nodded to the others to start the next song. The whole concert was crazy, there was fog everywhere, a lot of game lights and everyone was sweating.

Fans girls were fainting everywhere and the whole concert hall was jumping in the rhythm of the music.

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The concert ended with a huge cheering, all the members stood and bowed to the public and all the lights went down.

"Oh my Sebby, you blew their minds away!"Said Grell in a dramatic tone.

"Great job Sebs!" said Lau while patting his shoulder.

Ciel knocked politely at the backstage door and entered.

"Congratulations on the show, it was very mind-blowing…Sebastian." said Ciel in a shy voice.

Sebastian smirked."Are you showing me some kind of affection, Ciel?"

"You stupid tart, I just said your show was good." Said Ciel while he crossed his arms and glared at Sebastian.

Sebastian took Lau's cigarette and took one smoke of it.

"By the way, as always after a concert there is a party at my house, Lau I trust you bring good girls, condoms and a lot of booze, as for the Cannabis, don't worry I have it." said Sebastian.

"Alright Sebs, I'll see what I can do, see you there." With that Lau and Grell exited the room.

Sebastian smirked at Ciel."Ciel you are also invited…"

"Tck, I have to visit my grandfather and you'd better not have that party, you have to go home and get some rest because you have an interview tomorrow, you will kill yourself with these parties so stop it!"said Ciel.

"And who are you to tell me what to do, are you my mom?" asked Sebastian with a raised brow.

"Worse, I am your God damn assistant, if I come at your house and see that you are throwing that damn orgy-party I swear I will take of your pants off and spank the hell out of you!"replied Ciel.

"Ohhh…Ciel that will make me so horny." said Sebastian while touching his lower parts of the body.

"Gyaaah! You freaking masochist pervert! I'm out of here." without another word Ciel ran to his car and drove away.

Sebastian chuckled darkly and took out a cigarette and began to smoke. He suddenly began to cough really hard. He took a tissue and spit into it. When he looked at the tissue he saw that he coughed blood. Sebastian quickly threw the tissue into the garbage bin and studied his reflection into the mirror with sad eyes.

He shook his head and exited the room and went to his house were the party already started.

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Ciel went and visited his grandfather, Tanaka and was heading towards Sebastian's place. He parked and as soon as he got out of the car he felt the ground vibrating from the pounding music.

"I can't believe this guy!" Ciel hurried to the door and as soon as he opened it he felt his ears were about to explode. The sound of club music was filing the whole house.

Ciel ignored the guys who were screwing into the lobby and entered the living room.

Half-naked girls were everywhere; also a lot of guys whom he didn't know were there. Most of them were jumping and dancing to the rhythm, others were screwing and others were drinking and smoking.

Ciel could barley breathe. The smell of booze, cigars and sweat was everywhere. He spotted Sebastian sitting on a couch with two girls, one was sitting between his legs and the other one was sitting on his lap. Lau was also near him and Ran-Mao was sitting on his lap.

Sebastian sniffed some powder and took a shot of Vodka. He then noticed Ciel sitting in front of him, crossed armed and with a very angry expression on his face."Ciel how nice of you to join us, listen to me, sniff this powder and you will feel as if you are flying for real through the starless sky…"said Sebastian while handing Ciel some of the powder.

"No, thank you, I'd rather stay on earth. What did I tell you! I said no more parties! Hey, you know what, like I'd give a fuck about you, I am even losing my time talking to you, I am going to sleep and I'll talk to you in the morning when you will have a sober mind, Good- night." With that Ciel made his way through all the people.

"God damn it! Will you guys make some space?" Ciel went up the stairs into his room which Sebastian gave him and locked the door.

He changed to his night clothes and snuggled under the warm bed sheets. He thought about Sebastian and that he said that he didn't care about him, that was not true, Ciel cared a lot about Sebastian but he never told him, because he knew what type of a guy Sebastian was, he would be with you just for one good go and then he would move to another.

Ciel could still hear the annoying club music so he took his mp3 and fell asleep while listening to Sebastian's songs.


Ooo, Sebby has a secret and a very unpleasant much longer does he think he can hide it?How will Ciel react to his secret?

So,what do ya think?:)Please review I really want to see what you think.

I will update soon!

Much love!

~T0L