Title: No Matter What

Disclaimer: I don't any of the characters that appear in this story. They are Vince Mcmahon's not mine.

Summary: She betrayed him. Now he's come to a solution for the pain.

Notes from the Author: This is a two part story. Here's thee first part for you. The last part should be out soon. I hope you like. I'm not good with tragdies but...I had to try this was bugging me to be written.R&R please.

Rated: For suicide.

Part One

He sat on his bed, looking down at the paper that sat on his lap. Eyes closing a moment, as silent tears began to roll down his cheek. A soft knocking caused the young man to look up.

"Yo...are you alright?" he heard one of his best friends' ask.

"I'm fine." came the harsh reply.

"Lita's on the phone...She wants to talk to you." His jaw clenched at the name. More tears ran down his cheek. "She has nothing to say that I want to hear." the young man sighed.

He looked beside him only to see elegant hand writing. Slowly he read it once more...

Hey hun...

I miss you.

I can't wait till you come home.

Then...

Tthen we can start that family that we always wanted.

Tears again made their way down the handsome man's face, he could just picture her blushing as she wrote the letter. Blinking away his tears he continued to read.

Stay safe.

Please don't die.

Return to me in one piece.

I love so much.

I don't know what I'd do without you.

Love always, your little firecracker.

A sob racked through his body as he clenched the letter tightly in his hand, holding it close to his chest.

Two years previous...

He lied down on his bed. The other soldier's moving around as they got themselves pack. A big smile stretched over the young man's handsome features. Today was the day he got to go home to see his beautiful fiance. He was going to surprise her. Just months ago he had received a letter from her. Although he hadn't had much time to reply and let her know that he still cared. He'd been away from home for four years and hadn't seen any of his friends during that time. He was only able to keep in touch with a few of them.

He stepped out of the terminal and walked out to see two friends waiting for him. "Dawn! Eddie!" he cried, drawing their attention. The woman he addressed smiled and ran up to him, hugging him tightly.

"You made it in one piece." she said with a giggle. He nodded, then looked up at the Latino beside her.

"It's good to see you home, esse." The raven haired man said with a big grin.

"She have any idea?" Eddie shook his head, "Nah. She has no clue your home. She's in for quite the surprise."

The man's smile grew wider at the thought of his soon-to-be wife. 'I can't wait to see her.' No sooner had the thought crossed his mind did he hurry the duo towards the car. He stepped out of the car thanking his friend. Eddie and Dawn smiled saying it was no problem. Nodding his thanks again, he hurried up the steps of the apartment with his bag slung of his shoulder. Anxiously, he made his way up to the apartment he shared with his girlfriend.

Putting his key into the keyhole, he turned the knob and pushed the door open. "Lita?" The young man walked deeper into the apartment. Clothing scattered through out the living room of the apartment. Eye brows knotted together as a deep scowl appeared on his handsome face. 'What's this mess?' he asked himself.

"Li?" He called out. Hr stepped over some of the clothing as he made his way to the bedroom he shared. "Li-Li?" he called once more. Turning the bedroom door knob he pushed the door open. The sight that greeted him brought tears to his eyes. Before him on the bed, his girlfriend lied in the arms of another man asleep. "Lita!" He nearly shouted in anger. The woman stirred. Hazel colored eyes fluttering open. Slowly they drew in the coloring and focused on the angry figure standing in the door way. Eyes growing wide.

"Hun..." Lita squeaked as she looked at her boyfriends face. He glared at her, tears burning hot in his eyes at the betrayal. "Li...how could you?" Lita looked at the situation she was in. Looking at the blonde haired man lying down beside her and then up at the one man she loved so much.

"I can explain..." she said hoarsely. Her hazel eyes beginning to form tears. "It's not what it looks like." He's temper flared. "Not what it looks like!" he shouted at her. "Lita, you're sleeping with another man!" the red haired woman clenched the bed sheet closer to her chest, flinching as he yelled.

"No we didn't!" Lita tried to explain. Shaking his head, he turned on his heel walking back towards the door. Grasping the door knob tightly, his knuckles slowly began to turn white. He cast one more glare in her direction. "How can you say that? The proves all over the apartment."

"But..."

"I don't want to hear it. I hope your happy with your little toy." He slammed the door behind him, quickly making his way through the apartment.

That had happened two years previous. During that time he found comfort at the bars, trying to drink away all memories of her. No matter how hard he tried, he just couldn't do it. He still loved her. No matter how much he tried to hate her for the pain she caused him. He couldn't do it. His friends today him to move on, but again he couldn't. He couldn't see himself happy with any other woman except her. Even her friends told him to try and date other women.

He set the letter he had received those few years ago beside him. His large hand moving forward to take hold of the cold gun sitting a few inches away. 'This is it.' He thought to himself. Grabbing the gun with one hand while grasping the letter in the other.

"Are you going to come out?" a concerned female voice asked through the door.

"No."

"You shouldn't put yourself through all this pain. Come out with us." Chris' voice said from beside his raven haired girlfriend.

"No."

"You're acting like a child." Victoria said growing more concerned.

"This is the only way to get rid of the pain." he said softly.

Blue eyes looked down at his girlfriend, fear slowly moving over her pretty face. "What are you talking about!" Chris demanded as he pounded harder against the door.

"Tell her I said bye."

Blue eyes widen. "Don't do anything stupid!" Chris looked behind him to see the others had joined him. When he turned back to the door a loud shot rung through the house. Gasps escaped the four women. Chris and Eddie rammed their shoulders against the closed door, shortly falling into the room.

The other's stepped into the room looking around till their eyes landed on the sight on the bed.

"Oh God..."Trish said softly, tears willing up in her eyes as her hand shot up to her mouth. She turned burying her face into Christian's chest.

Blood spread over the white sheets of the bed. The man had fallen back, face first against the pillow. The gun he held slowly, fell to the floor with a soft thud. The letter still in his grasp.

Eddie pulled Dawn close against him as she cried. His hand running through her hair gently. Christian had pulled Trish closer against him and moved her away from the sight. Dave carried a shaking Lillian out of the room as she sobbed into his chest. Victoria shook her head at the sight, trying to deny that it had happened. Chris placed a comforting hand on his girlfriends shoulder, as he stepped forward removing the letter from his friends' grasp.

Tears freely fell from the grown man's eyes as he ride the note aloud.

"Chris...I know you'll probably be the one to most likely find this one first. I want to say thank you for everything you've done for me. But no matter what you did it didn't help. I love her. Even after what happened I can't hate her. Don't be mad at her. You all have remained friends after all that's happened. Don't hate her. Stay friends. Tell her...I'll always love her, even until I die."

Final Notes: I know it's lame, but it was bothering me to be written. If your curious about who the man is you can either wait till the next chapter or e-mail me at the back of her head: Also I'm kinda looking for a beta...if anyone is interested let me know. Thanks.