After the family of blood.
Sort of based on the song by Lucie Silvas 'Forget me not'
Rose. I could have had what I saw with Joan but she went away and never to return I bet she is still is thinking of me like I am of her. She is in Torchwood now and I would love to be back as it used to be but I know that will never happen. She wont forget me she loves me and I love her.
We had just one day to recall
now all I want is something more
than just a fading memory
left wondering what could have been.
What if Joan and me had been together I would have turned my back on Martha and the universe would have been destroyed but just once could I have that with someone even with my wife back home. Which is destroyed along with all my family and if either me and Joan or me and Rose had been together we could have started a new and forget all the years of pain.
Isn't it a shame, that when timing is wrong
you're doing what you never meant to,
there's always something that prevents you.
Well I believe in fate, it had to happen this way
I should have mad her go with me. Martha would not be pleased to say the least but it was always right having that feeling that I could have had the one thing I have never seen and the thing I have always wanted but I would love to have the knowledge that some time the fantasy I saw with Joan could one day come true.
But it always leaves me wondering whether...
In another life we'd be together.
We should feel lucky we can say...We've always got yesterday
Thinking back to yesterday I felt like for once in my life I didn't feel empty and sad, but then Joan said she would not come with me and it was hard for me because I knew for a shot period I was a normal person and it felt good. I could have had that with Rose and what if parallel worlds had the same Haven we could be together forever and with the rest of the time lords.
And as I leave it all behind
you're still emblazoned in my mind
and for that very special day
nobody loved me in that way
Rose was my exact equal apart forma the whole time lord thing and technology wise but we always agreed on everything and that's why I love her so. Martha on the other hand loves me but I could never love her because it would be like taking the place of Rose and I could never do that to her. What am I talking about she is in a different world never to be seen by me again.
Forget me not, I ask of you
wherever your life takes you to
and if we never meet again
think of me every now and then
Time lords. If they were still around they could help me get me back to her and her family would see her since I don't think Jackie would like to move out of the huge house and in to a council estate. And one day just may be the nightmare of a mortgage would come true but it wouldn't be that big because I would have some one to share it with.
Forget me not, I ask of you
That is all dependent of weather she still loves me like I love her.