A Forbidden Love
Chapter 1
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in the ccs though I wished I did.
Chapter 1: A Perfectly Shattered HeartSakura p.o.v.
Forbidden love. A love that was meant to last through all difficult time and obstacles. A love filled with pain and deception. A love that scars you for life.
Looking back to those carefree days I was so naïve, so pure, so innocent. I was a soul that wasn't caught in the tangled we of love and fate. Perhaps it was destiny but it was never meant to be.
I was ordinary. He was special. He fell for her. I fell for him. From the beginning I knew it couldn't last but I had hoped and cherished all those moments. Forbidden love. The deadliest love there is. I was caught in a web of forbidden love.
Life was perfect for my friends and I. Everything was going well. Nothing could get between us. Nothing that's is until Tomoyo got herself a boyfriend. It went really well actually except then I had to go ahead and fall head over heels for this guy. I wasn't trying to backstab her or anything its just that I couldn't control my feelings. It wasn't my fault he was a gorgeous, hot playboy who just happens to make me his target, his victim. I never wanted to change but I did and for that I have to pay the price.
FLASHBACK
"Oh my gosh! You'll never guess what happened today!" Tomoyo gushed on.
"Really now, how could I not know I do have my sources you know, but what is it anyway?"
"HE asked me out! You know the one in physics?" she wriggled her eyebrows suggestively, "you know THE one!" she insisted.
I thought for a while and…
"Oh my gosh! You don't mean Syoaran, the heartthrob of the school do you?"
Tomoyo nodded her head slowly, catching her breath at the same time.
"Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH! That is soooooo sweet! Did you accept?" I rushed out at her and squealed like a little kid getting her first birthday present.
"Well of course! Who would turn down a hottie like him. He is such a hunk." She breathed out.
After a moment or two after the initial shock my brain started to work again. I began to worry for my friend.
"Err you know that he is the biggest playboy in the school right?" I went on," He has been dating girls on and off ever since he was able crawl. Are you sure that he's Mr. Right? I mean you should consider the possibilities that he might just like your body you know."
"Relax girl. I'm sure he's the one after all I'm not even considered to be pretty in this school. I don't know what he sees in me but I'll sure find out on the date." She replied lazily, stars shining in her eyes.
"Well if you say so then," I said after considering the possibility that he might like her and not her body. Still unbeknownst to Tomoyo she does have a pretty nice body with all her curves in the right place. Still I want about to burst her bubble.
END OF FLASHBACK
I was shocked, for days even. I couldn't believe the fact that Syaoran asked my best friend out. Never in a million years did I even think for a second that we'd grow up and start dating.
For weeks it was the hottest topic in our girl talk. We totally couldn't believe that our girl got a date with a hottie like Syaoran
As the big day arrived, each and every one of us got more excited with every passing second. We couldn't wait to squeeze the juicy details about her 'date'.
Finally the day came. We picked out the perfect dress for her, did her make up, got her a free ticket to the hair salon and gave her a free manicure and pedicure.
FLASHBACK
"Today's the big day" Naoko announced.
"Everyone will be talking about it the next day. I'll make sure of that. Rika added.
"You are totally going to blow his mind out," I continued.
'Diiinnngggggggggg dooonnngggggggggg'
"Well there he is. You go and make him yours and don't make me face a teary-eyed girl when you come back. You know I'm not good with breakups," I warned her before she left.
"Chill girlfriend. You sound like he's going to dump me. I seriously doubt that he's going to end our relationship before it even starts. He's sweet and caring I think and I'm pretty sure of it too"
I was reluctant to let her go at first. I didn't want her to go through the depressing state that people go through when breakups do happen. There were so many true stories where people commit suicide and depression and eating disorder and all that but I guess I was just being ridiculous. They were a perfect couple at least that was what I hoped they were.
We all bid her good-bye and she left.
END OF FLASHBACK
We were all so innocent then it never even occurred to me that there might be other problems besides breakups. As the rocky road of true love continued I discovered the unnerving obstacles that littered along this path. It was an experience, one I would never forget for as long as I live which isn't long now…
FLASHBACK
Tomoyo's p.o.v.
I giggled girlishly as he offered me he arm. GOSH he's hot especially with that white tux. It complimented his eyes beautifully. I am so totally and utterly, head over heels in love with him but that's not all he LOVES me back! The man of my dreams LOVES me BACK! My knight in shining armor!
"So…where are we going tonight?" I asked him.
"To 'Blue Moon' of course," he replied casually.
I gasped.
"Blue Moon? You're taking me to 'Blue Moon'"
"Yep but if you don't want to go we could go somewhere else," he said as a frown appeared on his face.
"No! No! It's fine! Really!" I rushed out.
He is so CUTE when he's like that! GOSH I could just faint right now. Yep. Right now.
I cuddled up to him as we walk through the revolving doors. This is so romantic. It's everything a girl could ever ask for.
The waiter led us to a table overlooking the entire view of Tokyo city. It was just perfect. No, the word perfect doesn't even begin to tell how wonderful it was but it stopped right there. So we ordered our dinner, talked about a few things, ate but that was about it. I was beginning to lose hope. I thought he would've at least flatter me or kiss me or something but we just talked about me and my friends I didn't even find out anything about his past or what he likes or…anything for that matter. The dinner was delicious no doubt it was just so… unromantic after that if there's such a word. As the dinner ended and it was time to leave I felt a bit crestfallen but it all changed when he drove me back to my apartment.
"Well thanks for the dinner." I told him.
"No problem."
There was an awkward silence before he started again.
"Hey are you free next Saturday?" he asked.
My heart rose again. There's another date!
"Um…sure."
"Like to hang out again?" he asked casually.
"You mean like a date?" I blurted out before I could stop myself. A horrified expression
swept across my face.
He chuckled.
"Of course, silly"
"O" I replied stupidly. I was stunned. Really stunned.
My breath was caught in my throat as his hand tenderly reached up to my face and stroked my hair back. His eyes were soft and golden. I never really noticed until now. They held so much seriousness in them. His touch sent electric tingles down my spine.
"You know I have never met anyone like you before." He murmured.
His eyes were almost closed. It was so peaceful yet so…tense.
My eyes fluttered close as his lips descended on my own.
Time seemed to have stopped for us. Fireworks exploded in the background.
It was my first kiss. Everything was so right.
The kiss was gentle yet inviting. I was left breathless.
We broke apart panting slightly. I could feel the blush rising onto my face.
It was so…unexpected. I looked at him. He didn't look dazed at all but then again he must've had heaps of experience with his reputation and all.
He jogged down the stairs and waved at me.
"Well see you on Saturday. Ja ne!"
I was still dazed and subconsciously whispered out a "bye."
He gave me a heartwarming smile which melted me from inside out and left.
END OF FLASHBACK
Sakura's p.o.v.
I was so happy and excited. It was her first boyfriend. I wasn't jealous or anything then. That didn't start until months later. It was really different then. Tomoyo was still my friend. I was still popular along side her. We were like the queen bees of our school. Everyone wanted to be our friends. But all of that changed as soon as He started to take a
liking to me.
FLASHBACK
"So what happened on the date?" I asked eagerly. She came back yesterday quite breathlessly and I'm desperate to find out why. I couldn't get it out of her but I'll corner her today.
A blush appeared on her face.
"Um…well…nothing much happened…" she started out slowly.
"Well. Something must've happened. You were quite breathless when you came in." I drawled out.
"Well…well…we had dinner at 'Blue Moon' and…"
She was silenced.
"and…?"
"and…w-we-well…" she stuttered, " …he drove me home."
I narrowed my eyes in suspicion. She said that all too quickly.
"You're hiding something from me. A dinner date doesn't leave you breathless when you come back."
My eyes flashed evilly as she blush a deep hue of red.
"I-I-I'm not hi-hid-hiding anything fr-fro-from you."
"Sure you're not…"I said slowly.
Her shoulders relaxed almost immediately but they stiffened up again as soon as I said, "Now spill!"
"Kura-chan."
She begged out with those irresistible puppy dog eyes of her.
I looked away. Those eyes are just so…well…irresistible.
"No Tomo-chan. Spill."
"but-"
"No buts."
"Fine" she huffed out.
"After he drove me back … he… he…"
"Oh! Out with it already I'm dying with suspense here!"
"he…hekissedme!"
"Sorry? Didn't catch you there."
I blinked in confusion.
"He….kissed me."
I stared at her until realization sunk in and I digested the piece of information.
"He kissed you?" I repeated.
I squealed.
"I knew it. I knew he kissed you. OMG! That was your first kiss!"
She nodded shyly.
END OF FLASHBACK
Sakura's p.o.v
She didn't tell us what it was like to be kissed by the hottest guy but I knew. The sensation was indescribable. It was just so…amazing. But who am I to know these things. I wasn't meant to be. She was. Nothing would ever changed that. Why? Why can't I be happy? Why was I there? Why?
The tears were gently falling down my face. Images flashed through my mind.
"I'm sorry."
The wind carried my voice away.
"I'm so sorry"
It was something that was never meant to happen. It was like a spark. It wasn't meant to spread a fire but it did.
A humorless laugh escaped her lips.
Passions spreads like wildfire and when trapped in the heat of passion, none can escape its deadly grip.
Funny how things you least expect can happen. Things you've sworn you wouldn't do. The saying was right. Promises are made to be broken. Trusts are built only so you can strengthen yourself. Tears. Useless waste.
Her soul that was so pure before was now stained with hatred and grief.
"How could I have done such I thing?"
Her bangs covered her eyes.
"I'm so so sorry."
Her voice faded into nothingness.