Some words thinking about God Complex… There are not the thoughts of one particular companion, because I think they all chose their fate following the Doctor; they all knew that they could die with him, even die for him (but not only because of him), and they all took their responsibilities. I think that a sad, tragic, short life could be a better choice for some of them than a long, boring one… And I don't like him thinking he is the only one guilty because, in my opinion, he's not.
A mad man with a box - God Complex
A man mad with a box
Once dropped out of the sky
And knocked at my door
"Hello, I'm the Doctor !
Doctor who ?
The Doctor. Just the Doctor.
Would you come with me ?
I'm gonna show you
All time and space
Planets, stars and galaxies
Future, past and present
Aliens, humans and robots
We will run
We will fight
We will laugh
We will never have a single tiring day."
My mum asked
If it was not dangerous
But he promised
He would take care of me.
He did not say
He was a lonely man
Fighting for the universe
Always about to die
Always about to kill.
He did not say
How much I would love him
How dangerous I would make myself for him.
So I took his hand
I ran
I fought
I laughed
I was about to die a hundred times
And he always saved me.
I knew that one day
He would not be strong enough
And I would die for him
But would not regret it
Because he was not a hero
And neither was I.
I knew I was not the first
I thought I would not be the last
But one day he realized
He could not stand
Lying and killing anymore
Saving the world but not his friends.
So he bought a car
A house and another himself
And let me go.
"What is he doing ?"
Saving us
Was it so simple ?
I never asked
I never wanted
Comfort and safety.
When I came with him
I chose danger and risk
But he chose the end
He chose my end
Only thinking about him
And his guiltiness
He could not face.
What if I did not want to be saved ?
I did not ask him
To change my life
To change a single line
Don't you dare
Because now he is alone
A worse fate than mine
And I wonder, my Lord,
Who would care
Who would protect
Who would save
A mad man with a box ?