Author's Note: I've had this story idea for a long time and I could'nt wait anymore, I had to write it! I know I shouldn't, since I haven't finished my other stories, but I couldn't help myself! Don't worry though, "Theory of Falling in Love" is my first priority. That story will be the one I will update more often than the other ones, since I am really into that one. Please tell me if you would like me to continue. Thank you everyone!
Disclaimer to Degrassi.
To the one girl who has stolen my heart,
Your beauty is captivating, your voice is a melody and your innocence is alluring. Never in my days have I ever seen a girl as enchanting as you. No one has ever been able to capture my heart, no one has ever thawed my heart out but,... then you came along. You made me feel all these new feelings never in my life I would have imagined I would learn. You made me feel the one feeling I thought I would never feel...love.
Was it your eyes? Your beauty? Your amazing personality? Or all of the above that made me fall in love with you? It was every single part of you.
I love the way you scrunch up your nose in confusion. I love the small snort you make when you laugh to hard. I love the way you furrow your brow in frustration when you stand up for your beliefs. And I love...just everything that makes you, you.
Your my drug. You get me high to an extent where I don't think it's possible for me to get my dirty pleasure. The only one I dream of... Your the only one for me.
Your my light at the end of the tunnel. The one thing I look forward to every day and the one thing I dream of before I go to bed. You are the reason why I try to be a better person than I was the day before... You are my everything.
I anticipate the day when you can finally be mine and I can show you off to the whole world. With my arm wrapped around your shoulder and me whispering sweet things into your ear. I wait every day and every night for the day when I will feel your soft lips on mine.
I hope you don't think of me as an obsessesd stalker or some creep. You're probably scared out of your mind right now because you just recieved a love letter with such intense feelings from some one you don't even know of? I understand if this is too much to take in. All these feelings from a complete stranger? But, please, that was not my intention. I do not plan to cause you any harm, scare you or play a trick on you. I just have been bottling these feelings for you in me for far too long, I just needed you to know how I feel. I needed you to know that I am in love with you...
I have never said 'I love you' in my whoel life. I have especially never fallen in love with anyone. So you can imagine how difficult it is for me to say it. But, with you it falls effortlessly. I am in love with you Clare Edwards. Forever and always.
I will love you untill forever...and beyond.
With tender love and forever yours,
Your Dark Love
Clare finished reading me the letter she found in her locker.
It flew out of her locker, slowly swaying back and forth till it reached the floor and she picked it up. Her eyes held curiosity with the letter in her hands. She quickly skimmed the letter, her eyes darting back and forth and once she finished reading she squealed in excitement.
She turned to me with a huge smile on her face as she said, "I recieved a love letter!"
I looked at her perplexed as I replied, "Like a secret admirer?"
"Yeah! Well...I think?"
"What does it say?" I asked her, trying to hide the smile that wanted to emerge from me.
With that being said, she read the letter to me. Taking pauses in between to sigh in content.
Once she finished reading, she had a sparkle in her eyes as she exclaimed, "Could you believe it?!"
I scoffed at her comment as I said, " A love letter to Clare Edwards? It's not so hard to believe."
"What do you mean?" She looked at me with sincere curiosity.
I rolled my eyes in emphasis as I told her, "Clare you are so oblivious. I can't believe you haven;'t noticed. "
She continued to look confused, so I elaborated. "Every guy in this school has a huge crush on you, Blue Eyes." I tightened my fists in annoyance. This was completely true, but I don't like the thought of other guys liking my Clare.
Yes, my Clare. Clare has been my best friend since I can remember and I have been in love with her ever since. We have always been there for each other and we always put each other first. But, to her, I will always be the loser best friend, never the boyfriend.
"You're exaggerating! No guy would ever like me. There are much more prettier and nicer girls out there than me."
Clare never thought high of herself. It wasn't that she had low self esteem, but because she's not vain. She's not narccistic, she doesn't think that she's better than anyone else and that's what I love about her. Although, because of that she doesn't see how truley valuable she is. How beautiful and gorgeous she truley is.
"No, Clare. You just can't see what I can."
"Pish, posh! Anyway, who do you think it could be?" She asked excitedly while jumping in place.
I answered her elusively while giving her a small shrug, "Who knows?"
I do...
Author's Note: I hope all of you liked it! I'm pretty sure this won't be as long of a story as I have planned for "Theory of Falling in Love", that one is going to be pretty long. This story is probably going to about 15 chapters, I'm still not so sure. Anyways, please tell me if I should continue! Please review, follow and favorite, it really means a lot to me! It also encourages me to continue writing! Thank you all!
P.S. Watch out for my next update for "Theory of Falling in Love"!
~Blossoming Light :)
