Necessities
Patience had never done Gaara well. He had ignored the possible advantages when they were not perfunctorily forthcoming, and any little shred of the virtue had settled in his character as unnecessary, unused. And since this happening, doing what he wanted (no one would or could stop him) when he wanted to do it (no one was influencing his whims) had all worked out so that he hardly recalled a time where he was consciously waiting and patient. Immediate action, instant gratification, was easiest and more obvious.
But for this...perhaps it was different. This warmth spreading through his body, making him dizzy, chasing his heartbeat nowhere- As his breathing became increasingly erratic as his movements, patience stilled him, calmed him, brought him even higher when the chase began again; and the slower he moved his hands this high off adrenaline and pleasure, the more he willed himself to be, then the greater his sense of goodness.
Patience...it was an unnecessary thing. But for something just as useless to him, patience made sex that much more appealing.
Author: jagter se maan
Status: Complete