Hi guys this is about Jac's thoughts when she finds out what her mother did with the money. Reviews are welcome.
This is just great my mother has just turned up, taken a piece of my shattered heart and crushed it into millions of tiny fragments. It was all my fault, just like last time. I paid her twenty thousand pounds to stay out of both mine and my daughter, Emma's life. She then gave that to the father of my child, Jonny, to aid him in our custody battle of Emma. Jonny wants to take Emma away from me and my Mother is helping him using the money I gave her.
You may be wondering what kind of person pays for their Mother to stay away but Paula Burrows has caused me so much pain and I don't want Emma to have to experience the same pain at Paula's hands.
Paula at first seems nice enough but then when you get to know her like I do, causing you to see the real her, the person that just walked out of hospital without her baby. The person that neglected and abused their child. The person that abandoned their twelve year old daughter causing her to be taken into care and become a victim of the care system. the person who enters her daughter's life dying, tricks her into giving her a kidney and then tries to abandon her again running of back to India. The person who doesn't tell either of her daughters they have a sister. The person who lies and tells her daughter that her grandfather is dead. The person who only tells her daughter of her father only once he has died.
This is the person who wanted to be part of my daughter's life. I said no and paid her off because I will never be able to forget the pain she has caused me and I never want Emma to experience the same pain at the same hands. So being the spiteful witch she is, Paula gave the money to Jonny to help him take my daughter away from me.
If I won the custody battle then Jonny would be able to see Emma whenever he wished, however if Jonny wins then I will never be able to see my daughter again, he sees me as a monster but he is so blinded be despair that he can't see through Paula's act and is unable to see that the real monster is the one he is trusting to help him. Paula would not have given him that money for nothing although he may think it is, Paula always has an ulterior motive. Knowing her she will help him win and then take Emma away.
Why is she doing this to me? Why can't she stay away and let me live my life without her poisonous impact on my life? Why does she have the ability to cause me this much pain?