Cold Part Two: I Never Saw It Coming

Disclaimer: Nope Don't Own Inuyasha

A/N: Sequel time! Only read this if you read Cold. Hopefully people will like this one well read away.

Sesshomaru sat up and the morning air drifted into his room. Four years since that dreadful day he let Kagome run off. He still couldn't forget her. Yes Sesshomaru was truly in love. 'I made the right choice though…right?' he thought while getting dressed. A tear slid down his face. The cold wetness wasn't felt. The numbness of his cheek over the year did this to him. Its always how him day went. Wake up, cry, go do paperwork, go to Inuyasha's woods just incase by some miracle she wasn't dead just hurt and left somewhere but he never found her, then go to bed and dream of her. The dream would always be the same. They just woke up from their night of fun and he stared upon her. She ran the second she woke up and he followed her. He wouldn't loose her in his dreams. Never. He would enter a clearing and look around. Then there she would be looking at Inuyasha as he sniffed her. Inuyasha would then grow angry and attack. His yell and her scream would ripple through out the area and he would wince. Crimson blood flew around him and he would watch her body fall to the floor. That's when he would wake up. Four years of that and he still thinks she might come back.

"Jaken any paperwork today?" Sesshomaru asked while walking to his study. Rin ran up and gave him a hug then ran off again to some unknown location. She was always chipper but hadn't seemed to cheer up the stoic lord. Only one thing could cheer him up and she wasn't coming back.

"No lord all paperwork was completed yesterday," Jaken replied while bowing to Sesshomaru.

"That will be all,"

"Yes lord," the green toad said before scurrying off to somewhere Sesshomaru didn't care to know. 'One last time I will look for her…One last time,' Sesshomaru thought as he formed his cloud and headed off for Inuyasha's forest.

"Here at last," Sesshomaru said as he landed by the well he had seen Kagome use at times. He sniffed around to try and find her scent. It still lingered there but it was old. He didn't want to smell the old her he needed a fresh scent one that would wake up his hopes that she really was alive and not as dead as she was in his dreams. He followed the old scent to her grave. They buried what was left of her there. It made her seem even more dead. More tears came but he fought them back. He couldn't keep crying like this. He needed to move on. Find someone else. Someone new. No he was just kidding himself. There was no way he could be with someone else. He truly loved Kagome but he killed her. He let her go because he thought that would be the best. It wasn't. He missed her. That one night changed everything in him. He could no longer live without her. Sesshomaru looked upon her grave on last time and walked away. Forming his cloud he slowly drifted home.

"I love you Kagome… and I miss you," those few words he refused to say to any other he finally said with true meaning. He did love her. The grave glowed pink and the light soon died down. Sesshomaru was home. He sat in bed and closed his eyes. He didn't need sleep but he slept anyway. Just to see her face. Just to see her eyes. Just to she her.

-Dream-

An empty white room was were Sesshomaru stood. He could see nothing. A whisper. Soft at first but grew in volume.

"You love me and I love you…I will come back to you. I promise." the voice said.

A figure finally stood before him. He knew her. He loved her.

"Kagome. I love you," Sesshomaru said before gently placing his lips upon hers. It felt so real. So real.

-End Dream-

Sesshomaru woke up in a sweat. Such a short dream but it was almost morning. He stretched and yawned. A knocked echoed through out the room.

"Jaken leave me I do not wished to be bothered right now," Sesshomaru said while getting up and putting on a clean pair of clothes.

"I'm not that ugly toad," a soft voice called from the other side of the door. The voice sounded so familiar to him and a scent he hadn't smelled in over four years filled his nose. He ran to the door and pulled it open.

"Kagome!" he yelled and grabbed her. Her body warmed him to an almost uncomfortable degree. Oh how he loved her.