So I was in the shower after watching CSI and this just kinda came to me. I hate it when stories come to me this late at night but I was still upset after Sara's departure so I opted to run with it while I was still awake…. Please tell me what you think. I want to know if I should keep going with this in my spare time or not… I sorta want to…

"IN MY HEAD"

"Damnit all!" he cried as he smacked his head hard as possible against his pillows. He sighed. 'Sara…' he whispered softly as he tried to lull himself back to sleep.

Sara's face had just plagued another night of his sleep, not that he minded, but it was hard not having her there to make it better. She had been gone for a year now and Grissom was starting to desperately long for her. He stared at the ceiling until eventually the need for sleep overpowered him and he let her take over his dreams once again in an attempt to regain his sanity.

She sighed and wiped a tear from her face. In her hands sat the picture of her and Gil after he asked her to marry him. They had gone out to dinner and ended up taking pictures. 'I think that was perhaps the happiest day in my life' she thought to herself. 'Damn to I miss him…' She had been in Massachusetts for a year now and loved it, everything about it: the peace, the serenity, the beach, the way she finally regained herself. She'd bought a house in Cape Cod off of an old college friend and made it her own. It was heaven… Even at 8 am it was still heaven. She threw on her swimsuit and sweat pants and went for a run. The beach was her favorite place to run… just something about the sand under my sneakers she always said.

Grissom's face slowly slid back into her mind as she remembered the way he would kiss her after she would come back from an errand or one of her few runs.

"I thought of just your face… relaxed and floating into space. I want to swim away but don't know how… sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean…" her iPod sang to her as she stripped her outer clothes and sneakers.

"Into the ocean end it all… into the ocean end it all… into the ocean end it all…"

She ran and dove into the ocean like she would dive into Grissom's arms after making love, only coming up for air and to smile as she made up her mind to go back to Vegas because she just couldn't take it anymore.

Comments are fuel. Please let me know if this spontaneous story is worth pursueing.. id love to see where this can go. THANKS!

Song is "Into the Ocean" by Blue October