This is a random songfic I wrote. I don't even know why. I guess I just kinda wanted to.
Billy's leaving today (don't know where he's going).
Holds his head in disgrace (he can't escape the truth).
Kyou shook his head sadly. He'd have to go. Far away. It was leave or die. He hadn't meant for any of this to happen. He really hadn't.
He knows the price that he's paid.
"It's all over for me, isn't it?" he wondered aloud. This was his punishment.
He admits that it's too late to admit that he's afraid.
"it's too late to say you're scared." He told himself. "too late to say you don't want to leave."
Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate.
The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late.
"no. I can't do anything. I have to leave. My life here is ruined anyway." He said. "it's just that….i'm just so alone." He said sadly. "well, what's done is done, and I can't change that." He sighed. "I can't change anything."
Old doors are closed but he's always open,
To relive time in his mind.
Oh
Billy.
He'd just have to go on living. Living somewhere else. He could never go home. "oh, tohru, I'm sorry." He muttered. He shook his head. He shouldn't think about the past.
Billy's leaving today (don't know where he's going).
He's got lines on his face (they tell the story of his pain)
He walked the streets in silence. His thoughts went to tohru again, and he frowned. " I can't think about her." he mumbled. He knew in his heart he was wishing she'd come save him, like she had when he'd first turned into that thing. But she couldn't. she didn't know where he was going. No one did.
He accepts it's his fate.
He admits it took too long to admit that he was wrong.
"I should have just told her I was sorry. But I was too much of a stuck up prick to say anything but 'I didn't do anything wrong. There isn't anything to apologize for'. Oh, god, I was an idiot." He cursed under his breath. "I've just gotta leave. I've gotta go somewhere. Anywhere." He told himself. "anywhere."
Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate.
The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late.
Tomorrow, he'd be far away. Somewhere far away, alone with his pain again. Just like his life before tohru, only in a different place. He could do that.
Old doors are closed but he's always open,
To relive time in his mind.
Oh
Billy.
He could do that, because he couldn't go back. He couldn't stay here. Here, there were too many memories, too much pain. Too many relatives bent on killing him.
Once he was a lover sleeping with another.
Now he's just known as a cheat.
He'd loved tohru. He had, really. But…aw, hell, he didn't know. One second he was just talking to her and the next he was kissing her. he had no idea how it happened.
And he wish he'd had a mirror; looked a little clearer.
Seen into the eyes of the weak.
He wished he could have thought about it before he went off cheating on his girlfriends. Thought more clearly on tohru's feelings. Hell, thought at all.
Once he was a lover sleeping with another.
Now he's just known as a cheat.
they all hated him know: he was sure of it. Of course, some of them had known before tohru. But they hadn't particularly cared until she found out. Of course, she just got mad at him because he wasn't leaving tohru. Tohru was mad because he was kissing her.
And he wish he'd had a mirror; looked a little clearer.
Seen into the eyes of the weak.
Ugh, why hadn't he THOUGHT? He kicked at the grass, then collapsed onto it. He felt something wet on his face, and looked up. Was it raining? It was then he realized it was a tear. It slid off his face onto the grass, glimmering, reflecting the beauty of the sky and the kyou's cold, crimson eyes.
Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate.
The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late.
He stared into that tear. Why had he kissed her? he was sure he loved tohru. Another tear slid to join the first. He did, didn't he? Of course. She meant nothing to him. he loved tohru. But then why had he kissed her? he was confused, and he was angry about it.
Old doors are closed but he's always open,
To relive time in his mind.
Oh Billy.
Why had he kissed her? why why why why why? Just as he was thinking this, she came towards him. "kyou." She said. "kyou, why are you running away? I know that's what you're doing." She glared at him. kyou stared back. " I dunno, maybe because a pack of bloodthirsty relatives are trying to kill me?" he said sarcastically. She raised her eyebrows. "relax. They don't actually want to kill you, you know." She told him. now he raised his eyebrows. "oh they don't, huh?" he said. She lifted her chin defiantly. "no. they just want to maim you a little bit." She told him. he glared. "oh, haha. That's much better." He said. Then he sighed. "kyou. It's really ok." She told him. then she kissed him. again. "come on, kyou. Just stay. They'll let us stay together. I know it. We're both jyuunishi." she said, looking into his eyes. He looked at her. "fine. Maybe I'll stay. But if they try to kill me, I'm leaving." He told her. she smiled a little. "ok."
THE END.
And no, I'm not going to tell you who she was. That's left up to you. I hope you liked it. It kind of sucked, but it's my first songfic, so whatever.
