What if Alice hadn't been there that day? What if she hadn't come back and Jake and Bella kissed…This FanFic begins the night after the movie and what would have happened IF Alice hadn't come and Bella and Jacob kissed. (I DON"T OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS)
I looked deep into Jakes eyes, this was it. I heard the velvet voice but it wasn't in my head just in my heart. I knew I'd never get over Edward but he wasn't coming back right? I knew it was unfair to be with Jacob if I was still in love with someone else but time would heal the hole that was so big I barely felt human. Jake leaned in and I closed my eyes. Edwards face was in my mind but I pushed him out allowing Jacobs warm lips touch mine. They were soft kisses at first and I didn't move.
He pulled away assessing my face. "Bella?" I felt his warm breath and it was impossible to look away from his pleading eyes he was so close to me. I only had to lean forward and an inch to connect with him and when I did, for a second it felt almost—right…He jumped into the kiss as soon as I kissed him back. His hand wrapped behind my neck, had his hands always been this hot? I wasn't sure if I was supposed to move yet, I was uncomfortably placed against the car door. My decision was made for me when the porch light turned on. We immediately broke apart and looked up; Charlie was staring out the window towards our car. "Oh shit!" Jacob leaped off of me and I flew from the car. I walked in the door and I even tried to make a run for my bedroom, my safe place. "Hey Bella!" Charlie seemed elated. I frowned, why was he so happy? "Hey dad…" I muttered.
"Have a good time?"
"Yes." I answered curtly.
"Ok, night kiddo!" and with that he turned back to the TV to watch the end of the game. I stared where he had been standing in awe. Charlie, my dad just saw me making out—in a car—with a boy! He wasn't even angry or upset or disappointed. In fact, I hadn't seen him this happy in a long time. Did he like Jacob that much? He still was a police officer… and a dad, I mean no father wanted to see their daughter with a boy. I couldn't believe it.
I hung up my jacket and went the rest of the way upstairs to my room. As I changed into my holey pjs no longer needing a nice pair I sat on my floor with my eyes closed. I didn't usually sit on my floor but I didn't want to fall asleep. I wanted to think. I had just done something that I couldn't forget, I'd just opened the door to a new relationship and closed the door, or rather window to Edward. Was it over? I didn't know what to believe. I walked over to the window and for the first night in a while, I locked it shut.
I took a deep breath and walked over to my bed pulling back the covers. My head was too full and I had trouble falling asleep. Fifteen minutes later I heard noises from outside my window. Edward. My first thought but I made myself dismiss it as soon as I'd thought about it. He's gone, gone forever. I curled into my blankets hoping it was an animal. Bang, Bang. I sat upright in my bed and looked toward my window. Something was hitting it.