Hello! I'm here with a different kind of story! No one really breaks these ships up so I figured I'd shake it up a bit! I hope you enjoy :)


Chapter one

"Kurt, all I'm saying is that we never see each other anymore!" Blaine said, running his hands through his curls as his boyfriend paced in front of him.

"And I suppose you're saying that's my fault?" Kurt snapped, facing Blaine now.

"Well...yeah! I mean, ever since you've gotten that part on Broadway you hardly have time for me anymore!"

"It's my dream, Blaine! You know how hard I've worked for this!"

"I know, but when you have free time you're always hanging out with your cast mates or are too tired to do anything with me. It hurts, Kurt." Blaine said, looking down at the table he was sitting behind. Kurt sighed.

"Maybe I don't have time for a boyfriend right now. Maybe I need to focus on my career." Kurt said, looking down to the floor in front of him. Blaine's head snapped up.

"What?" Blaine exclaimed, knowing this would cause a fight but never knew Kurt was even considering this. "Please, no! I just wanted to work this out, not break up!"

"I think it might be best though, Blaine. Maybe there is no compromise here. I don't want to keep hurting you like this. And I'm certainly not quitting the show." he said, finally meeting Blaine's gaze. Blaine stared into Kurt's blue eyes, completely dying inside from what he was hearing.

"I can't...no." was all Blaine could manage.

"I'm sorry, Blaine. I think it's time we called this quits." Kurt said, sitting down in the chair in front of Blaine. Blaine just shook his head, refusing to believe this was actually happening.

"I'll always have a special place in my heart for you. You were my first everything. My first love, my first time. But nobody stays with their first forever. I know this is hard but you'll be okay. You're strong. You'll make it through and find someone better."

"Stop! There is no better than you! This cannot be happening! I love you, you can't leave me! You can't put all that we've been through behind you just to be in some stupid show!" by this point Blaine was standing and yelling, the neighbors to their apartment must think someone was dying by the volume of Blaine's voice.

"Blaine, it's not some stupid show, it's my dream." Kurt said calmly, making Blaine suspect he was prepared to do this even if Blaine hadn't brought up a problem they'd been having lately.

"I came here for you. I went to NYU to be closer to you. And this is how you repay me?"

"Blaine, you love it here. Could you really have seen yourself going to college anywhere else?" Kurt asks, already knowing the answer. Blaine slumps back down in his seat.

"No..." Blaine responds.

"Exactly. You've made so many friends here. You love it. And we can still hang out if you'd like? Be friends? I'd like that." Kurt asks hopefully.

"I don't know. I'll need some time." Blaine tells him.

"I understand. I guess I can stay with Rachel for now until I get my own place." Kurt says, and Blaine silently thanking him for letting him stay in the apartment and not kicking him out. "But Blaine listen to me, don't do what I did. I want you to finish college. Even if some amazing opportunity arises like it did for me, stay in college. I wish I had. Maybe someday I'll finish it. I mean, I dropped out in senior year so it won't be that difficult to finish. But you're just starting senior year in the fall. Make the most of it. Please, for me?"

"I'll do it. But not for you, for me." Blaine retorts. Kurt nods and walks over to the hall closet to grab his suitcase. After today half of the things in the apartment will be gone. All the picture frames on the wall that Kurt leaned to make in his art class in college. All the little figurines Kurt had convinced Blaine into letting him keep all around the apartment. Most of the cooking supplies. Probably a lot of other things Blaine didn't even realize were Kurt's to begin with. But most importantly, Kurt would be gone. And Blaine didn't know if he could ever recover from that.


"Nick, sit down," Jeff began, standing in front of his boyfriend in their kitchen in their shared apartment. Those words were never good, Nick thought as he sat down at the kitchen table.

"Y-Yes, Jeff?" Nick asked, timidly. Jeff sighs.

"I think we should see other people," Jeff finally spits out. Nick is stunned. They hadn't been fighting. In fact, Nick thought their relationship was going perfect and was even going to bring up the subject of marriage soon.

"W-What? N-No, I don't want to. I love /you/," Nick says as he tries his hardest to keep his tears in. Jeff sighs again and takes the seat directly across from Nick.

"That's the thing, Nick. I-I don't love you anymore. I just...fell out of love I guess." Nick took that as a slap to the face. What was wrong with him? What did he do? Was he not attractive enough to keep Jeff around? Jeff knew Nick so well he could practically see those thoughts swirling around in his head.

"You didn't do anything wrong, Nick. I want to love you, believe me I do. I just...don't anymore. I'm so sorry." Jeff says, lowering his gaze to the table below him.

"B-But, I love you," Nick stammers.

"I know. And this kills me, Nick. I don't want to hurt you. You're still my best friend. But believe me, I never cheated. There's no one else. I could never do that to you." Nick nods some at his words, believing them. He knew Jeff could never do that to him.

"O-Okay." Nick murmurs. Jeff frowns, knowing this was killing him. Nick sighs and stands up.

"Where are you going?" Jeff asks him.

"I'm going to pack," he answers, headed for the bedroom.

"No, you shouldn't have to leave. I will." Jeff tells him.

"No, I'm going," he takes a deep breath, "I'm gonna go to New York." Jeff looks at him sadly, not wanting him to go so far. But Jeff also knows that he's the only reason Nick hasn't gone yet so why shouldn't he go now? They both applied to NYU, but only Nick got accepted. But they were both accepted to Ohio State so they decided to go there together. Jeff knows it was always Nick's dream to go to New York. He loved it there. He had only been there a few times on family vacations but he couldn't get enough of it. Jeff knew this would make Nick happy and that's all he wanted. Nick returned with his laptop and set it on the kitchen table, opening it.

"I thought you were going to pack?"

"Well, first I have to apply for a transfer to NYU," Nick says, going to NYU's website.

"Oh, right," Jeff says as he studies Nick's face. Jeff can tell he's pushing back tears. It's the same look he has whenever they watch Titanic. Nick's trying not to look at him. Trying to only focus on the application in front of him. It's hard, but Nick manages to finish it without looking at Jeff or letting a tear shed.

"All done. Now I'll pack," Nick announces, going back towards the bedroom again. Jeff doesn't even need to ask what happens if Nick doesn't get it. Of course he will. Nick is the smartest person Jeff has ever met and would have no trouble getting in anywhere.

Nick walks into the bedroom and locks the door behind him. He doesn't want Jeff to see when the tears finally come. He's held them in too long and he feels them breaking free like a dam that's about to burst. They finally fall as he gets his suitcase out and begins to pack. By the time he's finished with his shirts, the tears are completely blurring his vision. He has to sit down and let himself finish crying before he can pack anymore. He buries his heads in his hands, sobbing by now. His whole world is crumbling around him. All he's ever known is being with Jeff. Ever since he was sixteen he's been with him. It wasn't just Jeff's love he'd miss, he'd miss the comfort too. Knowing he always has someone there who's on his side. Jeff wasn't just his boyfriend, he was his best friend. He was his comfort. They knew everything about each other. They knew each other's past and had so much history. Nick could never find that again. But that was a part of what he loved about their relationship. Having that history with someone. But anyone else he meets wouldn't know anything about him. And sure, he could tell them about it. But it's not the same. And Nick will miss that just as much as he'll miss Jeff.


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