I shouldn't

by Lookey7

A one shot summary from John's point of view about his relationship with Sherlock. I think it's the closest I'll ever get to proper slash between these two characters.

There's nothing wrong with being gay (after all, my sister's a lesbian); I just wish people would stop saying I am. So I'm a confirmed bachelor, I may share a flat with Sherlock Holmes and I can no longer tell my girlfriends apart, so what? That just means I have a crap love life.

And yes I've held hands with Sherlock and he may have ripped my jacket off me in an abandoned swimming pool, but for the hand holding we were handcuffed together and the latter was when I had explosives attached to me. Sherlock is my best, most annoying friend. Our relationship goes no further than that.

Besides, if I did have feeling for him that went beyond platonic he'd never notice. I'd get cast aside like poor Molly Hooper.

I don't love Sherlock.

Well, I shouldn't.