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You Make Me Wanna Die

Take me I'm alive

Never was a girl with a wicked mind

But everything looks better

When the sun goes down

I let you have me when I was weak. I let you hold me when I was done. I wasn't smart just got straight F's nothing about me was exceptional, great and even appealing. But you said I was gorgeous, but I noticed you only said it at night you said to 'Everything looks better at night sweetheart'. And I believed you; my stupid brain didn't process anything.

I had everything

Opportunities for eternity

And I could belong to the night

I gave up everything for you, everything. My family, my friends and life. I trusted you with my heart, my soul, my money. (GUESS WHAT EPPY THAT'S IN) I gave up my auditions to spend time with you. My big break for you, because I loved you that much. I snuck into your room at night just so you could have me. So that you could love me. So that I could show you how much I loved you. I felt alive during the night, I felt awoken, When you touched me.

Your Eyes, Your Eyes

I Can See It In Your Eyes

Your Eyes

When I lay on your bed, watching you sleep, I think of how you look at me when we are together and how you look at when we are with others. I can see it in your eyes that you don't want them to know about us, you say 'I want to keep it on the down low honey bee, I don't want to share you just yet. I want you all to myself'. But you never mean it, you don't tell them because you're ashamed of me, of us. I look at you and sigh knowing what I need to do.

You Make Me Wanna Die

I'll Never Be Good Enough

You Make Me Wanna Die

I text you 'come over I have something to show you' and you reply back 'I'm on my way, what are you wearing, are we having fun tonight, I miss you'. The last one makes me sick because I know you don't mean any of those three words. Their meaningless when it's you saying them to me. I know that for a fact. I finish wrapping up when you finally show up. 'What are you doing' you shout and I reply in the most cryptic way 'ending things'. 'What do you mean ending things' you asked as you slowly make your to me. 'Ending us, by ending my life' I answered 'I'm sick of this, not being able to tell anyone that you're my boyfriend, if that is what we're calling this, but really I'm only your booty call. Because you don't think I'm good enough to want, to flaunt.'

And Everything You Love

Will Burn Up In The Light

And Every Time I Look Inside Your Eyes

You creep closer to me as you say those words, the words you think will change my mind, but deep down won't. 'I love you'. I scream so he can feel the impact of the words he is about to receive 'I hate you Logan'. You weren't expecting those were you. You thought I worshipped the ground you walked on. 'I hate you Logan' I whisper. 'Camille, I love you, and I meant every word I said when we made love, I want to keep you to myself'. 'What so when you're done you can throw me away like last week's garbage' I sobbed out as a never ending flow of tears escape my eyes. 'No, I really do love you' you are now only centimetres from me and the rope round my neck. He makes a grab at the but I retreat backwards. 'But I'm done' I utter as I jump to death.

You Make Me Wanna Die

I have more to this story because it ends so darkly if you get what I mean so if you either want a happy ending or i should leave it as it is. The review it will make me happy.

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