I dream of freedom from this cage of hidden emotions and secrets. I know I hold the key to the lock, I just can't seem to free myself from this invisible prison. So much confusion. If only you knew how much invisible blood I've bled. all for you. I'd give my life for you, you know. I dream, through these tormented eyes. all of my thoughts. all revolving around you. I speak, I cry out, from this mouth, frozen in a silent scream. as if time stood still. I would make time stand still, if I could. Just for you. Just for us. I silently obsess over you. in my sick, twisted mind. I watch you. I watch you. I'm always there. I love you. I love you so much, yet I want to watch you suffer. I want to see you bleed. just as I did for you. I drink from your mind. You just don't know it yet. But soon. It will be me you swallow.

Open your mind, Squall.

I want to control you. I want to feel you tremble beneath me. I want you. I don't know if you know this yet. Soon. soon you'll know, what its all worth. Life. friends. fame. It will come sooner than you think. Wait, Squall, just wait. Wait. and you'll see what I'm talking about. Maybe one day you'll see the same way I do.

So here I am. Alone. My mind is drifting in the deep, darkness that I sit in. I'm waiting for you. You'll never suspect it. I'm sorry. if you don't want what's coming for you. But you don't make the decisions anymore.

Squall. you're so real. What is this reality we live in, my love? What haunts you the most; the fact that reality is what it is, or the fact that you cant change it?

You are my reality. All my life is you.

I can't wait to control you. play this game of emotional torture. You're so true. I'm not like you.

You've showed me what fun life could be. you showed me everything. You don't know what an interesting subject you can be. to watch.

I'll bet you taste so divine. I can imagine the taste of your blood. No, I'm not a vampire. but I will be if you want me to.

I'll do anything for you. As long as I get it back in return.

So true, so real. Oh, here you come. Now we can both share the pain.

To us, Squall. Forever.



Well, its done now. So there you are. You're lying on the ground, my dear Squall. So hollow.. empty. I watched you suffer, I felt your pain.

There you lay. in that puddle of blood. Red looks good on you, you know. Too late, you cant hear me now.

I tasted you. you tasted me.

I saw the fear in your stormy eyes. I controlled you. Never. have I seen you so. defeated.

I really hope you enjoyed your final act. I know I did. We can do it again. I promise, I'll see you soon.

Your body. so flawless, perfect in every way possible.

I can still hear the echoes. your cries of pleasure and pain. I know you didn't want me to know how good it was. You cant fool me, Squall.

I'm sorry, but it had to be done. I couldn't let you love Zell. He didn't deserve you. I don't have to worry about that now. You paid the price, and we can be together forever.

Wow. this blade really is stuck in your neck good. Ok. got it out now. Mmm. your blood. almost as delectable as you.

Ugh. really does hurt. watching the flesh tear as your blood seeps through the open wound. I'm coming for you, Squall. You wont have to be alone anymore.

Well. one wrist is done.

The second is harder. holding the blade. wow. my hands are shaking.

Ugh. ok. it shouldn't take long now.

Let me lay next to you. my head is on your lifeless chest now. I feel your muscles. all those years of lifting that heavy gunblade.

Wow. everything's blurry now. the colors are mixing together now.

The scent of you. your blood. its intoxicating.

I think. I'm gone now. I'll be seein' you Squall.