A/N- Title sucks, but really, I couldn't think of anything. Disclaimer: I don not own D. Gray-man I fumbled with the blade that I held in my hand. It's metal cold as I rubbed it with my index finger. I was going to do it. I was going to kill myself. Even though I want to say one single last goodbye to Allen, I couldn't bare the thought of hearing him cry. To make him cry was the last thing I wanted to remember. I placed the sharp blade against my left wrist and took in a deep breath. I slid it across in one swift movement. I watched the blood flow like a river, spilling out from the cut this was it, I was going to die. * * * * * * * - Two weeks before - "Lavi-chan!" I heard Allen yell my name as I saw him running towards me. He jumped on me embracing me into a bear hug. "Allen I c-can't breathe!" I choked out to the boy. He let go as his cheeks flushed bright red from embarrassment. I laughed which made his lips turn up into a smile. Summer break had started today, and we were ready to kick back and have fun! We gathered our books and headed towards out the door. "So Lavi what are you and your parents doing this summer?" Allen asked as we walked to my house. "Were going up to visit some relatives in Hawaii" as I said Hawaii I moved my hips like a hula dancer causing Allen and I to burst out in laughter. We slowly got closer to my house. We entered inside and took off our shoes. "Hey mom dad I'm home!" I called out, I waited, but there was no answer. We walked though the house as I figured that no one was home. "Hey Lavi I'll be right back I gotta go use the washroom" Allen said I nodded and went off into the bathroom. All of a sudden I heard a scream coming from the bathroom, I ran towards it and stopped at the door in shock. My mother and father, covered in blood laying lifelessly on the tiled floor. I feel to my knees in horror as I cried out. Tears streaming down my face, as Allen walked over and bent down and hugged me. What started out as a great day, turned into a beginning of a terrible new story. A/N – Yea, I know it sucks, but I kinda like it, and plus it's a very short Chapter but it will get better,and longer, trust me so R&R =3