Hey everyone, this is my first story on here so I'm kinda nervous about this :S I just thought I'd try to write at least the first chapter and see how the responses go and I'll decide whether or not to continue afterwards :)
Here we go! :)
Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush or anything else you might recognise in this story. I only own Darcy or any other OCs that might be introduced in the future.

Darcy's POV

I sat in the girls bathroom of Rocque Records while the guys were recording the last track of their album before they go on tour. My heart was racing and my legs were shaking uncontrollably while I was staring at the little white plastic stick sitting on the edge of the sink in front of me. I ran my hand through the loose hair around my face and my fingers were shaking while I played with the end of my loose plait that rested over my left shoulder. This can't be happening can it? I mean, I'm only going to 18 in 4 months; I can't deal with this right now.

These 4 minutes were going so slowly. I couldn't stop fidgeting and running my hands though my hair but all I could think about was James. His careers just taken off and he loves his music, so he can't be tied down with something like this. He won't want this and we're so happy together right now and this is just going to ruin it all.

My thoughts were then disturbed by my phone beeping to signal the end of the 4 minutes. I took some deep breaths and reached for the plastic stick in front of me with my shaking hands and shakily looked at the little screen.

My eyes immediately began to water and my breathing got shorter and more shaky. I quickly wiped my tears away, careful not to smudge my mascara and double checked the screen again.

Yep. There it was. That one little word that is going to change everything.

Pregnant.

James' POV

The guys and I were recording our final song before we have to go to the airport before our tour. I was so stoked about it all, y'know our newest album is just about to be released, we're going on tour and Big Time Rush are just getting bigger by the second.

Before we started singing, I started to check myself out in the mirror, smiling and clicking my tongue and pointing at the reflection before me.
"Dude, seriously how does Darcy put up with you? You probably love yourself more than she does." Logan asked me.
I just smiled and thought about my long term girlfriend. She does put up with quite a lot actually, like my Cuda obsession but she doesn't want me to change. That's just one of the reasons why I love her so much; she accepts everything about me including the screaming fan girls and my flirty nature.

"Yeah man, speaking of Darce, where is she?" Kendall asked.
"She said she had to go to the bathroom" I replied. I was kinda worried about her at the moment. She'd been really quite and didn't smile as much as she normally did.

At that moment, just as we started singing, Darcy walked into the studio and stood with Kelly behind Gustavo. I smiled and waved at her but she just sorta half smiled back. She looked frustrated and her dark chocolate eyes were slightly red, like she'd just be crying. Her long, brunette, wavy hair was in a loose plait that was resting over her shoulder and some loose strands were resting around her face. She normally had a gorgeous smile on her face but not today. I mean, she still looked stunning as always but something was different...worrying almost.

Darcy's POV

I walked back into the studio after I heard the guys had started singing because I didn't want anyone asking me any questions. I saw my boyfriend wave and flash mesmerising smile as soon as I walked into the room. I tried to smile back as normally as I possibly could but I just felt so much guilt.

I know that James is going to make an amazing dad and that he's so good with kids but he's not ready for this. He loves his music but this child is just going to tie him down. His career will be so restricted and I don't want to be the thing that stops him doing what he loves to do. I don't know what'll happen to my career either. There aren't going to be many directors that will want to hire a pregnant teenage actress for their films.

"Darcy? Is everything ok?" Kelly asked me bringing me out of my daydream. I just smiled at her and nodded. I don't even think I can speak right now – too many emotions, I don't even know if I can make noise or not.

"DOGS! We are done here! Now get all your stuff together and get down to the cars – NOW!" Gustavo shouted through the microphone.

The guys rushed out of the booth to grab their bags that I noticed were left in the hall. As they ran past, Kendall, Carlos and Logan all said hi to me. Carlos even told me to "Hurry Up". James then came out of the booth last of all the guys and came over to me smiling. Gustavo and Kelly had gone to Gustavo's office so we were the only ones in the recording studio. James came over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist before placing his hands in the small of my back; I just put my arms around his neck and looked up at his smiling face.

"Are you alright babe?" He asked me. That's one of the things I love about him – he's so caring and always makes me feel so loved.

I just looked into his beautiful hazel eyes, took a deep breath and shakily said "Urm...yeah...I am" and smiled so it looked believably.

James sweetly smiled at me and leaned his head down for a tender, sweet kiss just to show how much he loves me.

"Jay, there's something we really need to talk about" I told him quietly. He just looked confused in a caring way. I just felt so guilty that I had to look down at the floor, but he gently lifted my chin up again so our eyes were connected again, as if to say "Yeah?"

"The thing is" I continued quietly "...Do you remember the pool party a few weeks ago and how we..."

"Guys come on. The plane leaves in 2 hours so we have to go. But you can continue your little romance later." Logan told us while poking his head through the door.

I just sighed and nodded at him to show that we were coming. James nodded too and kissed me on the forehead.

"Tell me later ok?" He said to me. I wanted to tell him that this really couldn't wait but I decided that it's better this way. I get more time to think about how to tell him this way. I nodded and smiled as he jogged out of the room to get his bags down to the car.

As I slowly walked out of the studio, I leaned on the door frame and watched James and Carlos race each other out of the corridor, down to the car. They almost ran into Kendall as he came back upstairs to get his guitar, but he managed to dodge them. I couldn't help but smile.

"Hey Darce? Is everything ok? You've been kinda quite today" Kendall asked me.
"Yeah. Yeah I'm fine...everything's fine" I replied quietly while looking at the floor.

Next thing I knew, I had a pair of arms around me and Kendall was giving me a big bear hug. I could feel the tears building up in my eyes as I buried my head in his chest. Kendall is like a brother to me and is the one person I know I can tell anything to, no matter what it is. We help each other through a lot – like he helped me whenever James and I had arguments and I helped him get through Jo's move to New Zealand.

"You know you can tell me anything right?" He told me as he rested his chin on my head. I smiled at him and nodded. I want to tell him so badly and ask him what I should do. For a guy, Kendall really does give the best advice.

"Come on then." He said taking his arms off of me "Let's go get in the car." With that he took my hand and we walked down to the cars.

This journey should give me time to think about everything and think about how I can tell James because I'm gonna have to tell him before he gets on his plane and leaves for a 10 month long tour.

I just don't know how to.

So there we go! I don't know whether it was any good, so I'll only know if you review please. Tell me whether I should continue writing or just go back to enjoying other peoples stories. Thank you for reading it :)

Much Love Always

Ally xx